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Male Submissive, 29, Buffalo, New York
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Female Submissive, 42, Surburb, Minnesota
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About lostsoul254
If you can not devote at least a message or phone call a day to me please dont waste my time. I am 24/7 I can not be left idle with no contact in sight.
A true submissive. Not a role player. Seeking a true Dom or Domme.
I would love a Daddydom or Mommydom relationship for guidance, constance and discipline. I am a sexy, vibrant bbw. In search of that special bond that can only be found in a D/s relationship.
I have had my heart broken before and am in recovery.
I will take things slow. If you are in a hurry, then I am not what you seek. You can not build trust obedience and love in a week. I will not sex chat with you. I will not send nude pics. I will send decent face and body pics to start. If you want to see more we will discuss it or wait to see if we feel this could be something.
Im not trying to be ugly please do message me. I am kind and loving.
On here I have found many who think because they like to beat woman, boss people around, have there way or have a penis that makes them a Dom. A true Dom is born not made. A true Dom or Domme values there submissive or slave and appreciates there submission to them. They discipline when needed but with love and reason to help, and protect and train there girl.
I am property and as with anything you own it must be cared for. This lifestyle is more then about sex. It is mental physical and emotional and not just anyone can handle me. I am a babygirl, submissive brat. I can be compared to a 17yr old. I want to do things my way and need someone who can guide and be sure I do it right.
If you are still reading this and understand then feel free to message me. No LDR, it hurts to much you should be close enough to see me even if only on occasional. Adding on to this for the few who are smart enough to read a profile. I am married and would also be interested in a couple who can Dom me and sub him.
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I met a very nice Master and am speaking to him now. getting to know each other at a nice slow pace. |
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Feeling stronger and starting to live again. Thank you to everyone who held my hand or hair. Kisses |
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Yes I still feel blue. I only cry once or twice a day now.
I hope the pain stops soon and I can learn to breath again.
I was nothing before him. An empty shell, with no happiness, no pain just an animated body. I smiled when everyone else did. i laughed when everyone else did. i ate because they ate. I had no opinion of what I liked, needed or wanted. It simply did not matter.
I found a Master one day in passing. He was there and I crawled into his lap. He breathed life into me. I started to think and feel and love. I experienced desires and feelings I never thought possible of this empty shell of a human. I felt alive, loved and protected.
Then I came to him and felt his touch. He was my God, my drug, my air. I was tested through life's usual struggles and I became afraid of all that was around me which I did not know. Master could not protect me 24/7. I fought and argued and hurt myself and those around me.My strength and desires were tested and I failed.
I lashed out at him and could not take back my words. We parted and I went again back to where I started. out of his reach, alone and empty.
Now, I spend my time trying to not hurt. I cry for my Master but noone hears me. No one answers back. I hurt so deeply that some days I want to kill her and bury her. The one he breathed life into has no home. She has no life without her God. I keep trying to suffocate her but she keeps breathing on her own she will not die.
I hold her now and try to stop her tears. I tell her she will be ok. She just keeps crying.
Everyday I wake, I push her back down deep inside of me. I hide her tears fairly well now. I hear her screams for him but they are muffled and silent to everyone else. Someday, I wont feel her pain, wont hear her screams. Someday, she will be set free and kneel again at his feet..or someday she will die. If she dies I will mourn for her but no one will hear me cry or see my tears. His heart will feel that she has passed. Perhaps he will cry for her, or maybe just pat his chest and wonder what it was. For now I will smile when they smile. Laugh because they laugh and live because I must. |
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