I have continually been finding myself wondering how it could be possible for me to become more devoted, more in love, more passionate about you Master. You have become my savior, my hope, my wonder lust, my inspiration, my guidance. I look to you for the answers I seek. I know you may not have them all, but if you don't have them, I know we would seek them out together. You consistently surprise me with the things that you do, or the things that you say that make me become all the more enamored and devoted to you. I admire the way you choose to live your life, and truly hope you will teach me, with patience, how you see the world. I already see my perspective changing day to day. 

    I want you to be my Lord and Master. You call out my devotion for you. You get me to behave. You control me in ways MANY have only wished they could. I want you to control me as such. I want you to train me to please You. I want you to be my rock. I want you to protect me, even if it is from myself. I want you to push me to become a better person, someone you are proud of. I want you to be the only person I want to turn to when I need anything. I want you to break me down and reshape me into your ideal. I want to be YOUR filthy, slutty THING.

    Master, I may struggle still with some of the following, However, I wish to fully surrender to you. Unconditionally.

* I surrender my Name. For me, this needs no explaining. I happily and patiently await for you to name me Master.

* I surrender my Pride. This has happened so simply for me. I take pride in doing what I can to make you happy and proud Master. I still find pride in myself, but when You are proud of me and what I accomplish Master.

* I surrender my Dignity. This I know I still struggle with slightly. I know I may need pushing with some things on this one. I want to swiftly carry out any task, or chore, or gift you set before without question, without a single thought or care to what it is.

* I surrender my Ego. My sense of self. This is one I have been struggling with as well. For lack of a better way to say it, I wish to become an extension of Your will Master.

* I surrender my Mind. I may make jokes telling you to get out of my mind Master, however I would never want that to happen. I LOVE how you know me and that I tell you everything. I truly want to continue opening my mind to you and sharing my thoughts and all there is to know about me. It is Yours.

* I surrender my Body. I feel as if the moment I knelt before you this happened immediately. My body is yours to control, yours to poke, prod, bend, watch, inspect and anything else. Whatever you decide happens, will happen.

* I surrender my Heart. I love you unconditionally Master. I still find myself falling deeper in love with you. I have found trust in you that I have never believed possible. The way you know who I am... what I am. I love you beyond what I could even dare try to explain with words. I truly hope my actions will be show enough of my love for you.

* I surrender my Soul. You have become my savior. When I didn't realize all that I wished for, you helped me see. When I needed to be brought up from falling, You helped raise me. When I had nothing to believe in, you helped me believe in myself. I put all of my faith in you now Master. I worship you, imperfections and all that is you Master. I seek to soak up your knowledge, and become better because of you. Because of your Guidance. 

    I surrender all that I am, all that I have been, and all that I shall become to you Master. 

    I want to be forever with you Master. I want to not be allowed to leave. Everything that is mine, is Yours. I want no money other than what You allow me. I want nothing for myself other than what You allow me Master.