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About lostmywill
I've lost the will to be responsibile for my life. Dont take that the wrong way. I'm not despondant, I've learned that I just cant be responsible for my actions. I guess I looking for someone to take control of my life. I've read a lot about giving myself up for slavery and this seems like the best option for me.
P.S. if you dont have a picture on your profile and dont send one with your note i probably wont bother to respond to you.
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I am not attached. for those of you that have asked or are interested, i am not owned by Miss Kris. She was/is a teacher to me and i am grateful for the time she spent with me. |
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Ah finally she is back. Miss Kris contacted me! YAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! |
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ok im updating this. everything is ok i guess. so it didnt workout with Miss Kris yet but i still have hopes. someone has talked to me about breeding and its something im thinking a lot about. maybe because of my past pregnancys, i dont know, but im thinking about it. and, no i dont have any kids. :l |
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ok well im feeling much better since my last entry in this journal. i took a little time, talked to a few of you on here and i think my head is back in the right place. i now understand that there will be many moments like this, where i question my decision. but to remember why i choose to go this way, remember the place i was in before i made this decision and to look forward to the safety of ownership. no matter what the minor troubles that might come up a long the way. thank you so much to each of you that have sent an encouraging message and to those that took the time to talk with me. |
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ok, it was a challenging weekend. i didnt really know what i have have gotten myself in to. it is scary. there were times that my mind wasnt right. like i was losing it. i didnt know that being tied up would be so freaky. i didnt know i was that claustrophobic. i have not cried that much ever. se said it and she was right, i will need time to think and process this whole thing. |
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ok i have a different feeling about it all. i will explain later. |
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Ok this is good, i am going to Her place tomorrow(Friday) and spending the weekend until Monday morning. She says that this could be the last visit, that i may move there after. could it be true? i so much want this. i think i might be in love with Her. could it happen this way? i have never had much luck in life. please let this work for me. |
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Ok OMG i just had the most wonderful experience. now i am starting to understand the concept of being a slave. i met with someone from here this weekend. Her name on here is femininestrength. She is a person with comanding presence. i have never met anyone that could take charge of a situation like that before. i truely beleive that i am destined to be owned by her. thank you Domme Kris. i think i am hers for the taking. |
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