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LostDreamer

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Male Submissive, 46, Grove City, Ohio
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About LostDreamer

I was reading a message board some time ago and they asked
What does submission mean to you?
I still have not ever had the chance to fully answer that question. I know that for the past five years I've left and come back. Pushed the idea of this feeling..longing...need...to the back of my mind. Gone about the daily business of my life. And still it manages to rear it's head and make itself known. At times, like now, it is doing a bit of roaring and clawing to gain my attention.
I have for the past five years left and returned. Never fully satisfied, never gaining a true grasp of the things that drew me here in the first place. I've had fantasies. But never any reality. Partly from fear. Partly from the fact that I've never found the one man that interested me enough to take a chance on more than idle chit chat. I've often wondered if that makes me too picky? Perhaps. I can't imagine not being selective when entering into a relationship of this kind.
I'm done with meaningless conversation. If you don't have something real to say, just don't say anything at all.
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