lostchild63

MAybe not,,,, seems collar me wont let me add it

Here is another poem that people keep wanting to read. So instead of indivually sending it... I tried to make it in poem format and it keeps writing it like this sorry

Enjoy, I am sure that many people feel this once in awhile.

Standing in the middle of life watching it continue without me,


No one sees me because I have been standing here and have become the background that has not changed.
I try to speak but no one is there to listen,


I try to scream but my voice in unheard.____


I met many people along my life's journey, and the ones that let me help... I helped.


The ones that didn't want my help, I left them to die in misery,


Some wanted no help, although I tried, and was treated like a leper,


They ran from me, until they needed a shoulder to cry on, I was there.


When they were happy, sadness fell over me,


"How selfish can these people be?" I would whisper to myself.


They never asked about me, they never gave me a second thought when they were surrounded by "friends", they would turn their heads and nod,


I walked alone, always.


No one needed to know about me, and no one asked.


Because I had the strength, I have the wisdom, I had something more then they.


The strength was within, deep inside, knowing that i was being guided, I was shown the path that was chosen for me.


No one needed to know about me, and no one asked.


Again, I would sit along and again people would come to tell me about their sadness.


And I would help.


I had a family, they looked my way, and nodded...
then they needed help,


And I helped.


No one needed to know me and no one asked,
and again I walked alone.


I traveled from place to place, finding more and more sad people. I was choking from what was needed to be done, but I helped.


No one needed to know about me, and no one asked.


I moved again and again. Trying to touch a heart that would let me, finding more sadness.


I was being ripped apart, from all sides, I screamed out from all the pain, the suffering, the abuse," Lord, when is this torture
going to end?"

He said,? Hush, my child. I would not give you what you could not handle?:


So I tried to comfort them, and watch them walk away.


Again I was alone.


No one needed to know about me, and no one asked.


Something happened to me, and I was no longer able to help,
 
I couldn't move I was paralyzed.
No one asked about me, and I needed someone to ask,


No one did, I was alone.


Deep sadness came over me.


Where was my family?


Where were all the people I had helped?


They had moved on, and had become happy,


No one asked about me, I was alone.


I have lived a life of helping and trying to make someone smile,


And at my hour of need, there was


No one


There


For


Me.


The time had come, and I felt myself drift away,


I was in his hands, and he said : You will never feel alone, full of pain again,:


I looked at him in puzzlement,


He looked at me and said :Close your eyes, child:


The look upon his face was happy,? are you pleased

with me, M'Lord?"


With a smile on his face, :Very much so my child:


Come take a walk with Me, : It is time for you to

come home,
 
everyone has been asking about you:


You have been here to long, Sleep my beautiful chosen one,


It is time for you to come home