lorien1625

I am still somewhat new here, after denying and pushing this side of myself away for most of my life. While it has been in the back of my mind for more years than I can count, I never knew what it was that drove those thoughts, needs and desires. Now that I have a better understanding and realize that I am a submissive, I have let it come forward and I have been exploring my submissive nature for the past 2 years or so. It has been a time full of amazing experiences and growth.
I have found that it is a force within me that cannot and will not be denied and that I actually need it in my life. Better late than never.
Please realize that while I am coming to this somewhat later in my life, I am not here to play games. I am not looking to meet anyone who is into games, deceit, or that has simply taken a title while having no concept what that title means, the depth of what it involves and the commitment that it entails.
I am hoping to eventually find a LTR. You must have a concept of the mental/emotional/psychological aspect as well as the physical as the physical alone only scratches the surface. I search for one who has the knowledge, experience and ability to be my Master but you must fully understand what that entails. NO head games, no lies, no BS.
I have found that I am a bit of a masochist and that level seems to be growing stronger as I progress. Things are still evolving, changing & shifting as I continue to learn and grow. I am a highly curious person. I still feel somewhat like the proverbial kid in a candy store, I want to try that and that and....etc.
A little bit about me, I love music, many kinds of music, I have very eclectic tastes there. I play acoustic fingerstyle guitar whenever I have some free time, which is hopefully daily. I love to read, books are everywhere. I also love dogs, Golden Retrievers to be specific. And I love scuba diving.
I love to laugh and do so frequently and sometimes loudly ;-) I am kind, strong, and outgoing but also shy. I love to play, giggle and tease but I can also be a bit hesitant if I do not know and trust you.
I am very active in my local BDSM groups and community. It would be nice if my partner shared that interest.
I am D&D free and you must be as well.
Also note I do not give my phone number, chat info, send pictures etc to those that I do not know or have not developed some sort of relationship with and have a certain level of trust with. Far too many fakes, wannabes and worse here for that. I will however be happy to do so once we have established a connection.
If you are married or in a relationship, please look elsewhere. I am not poly and I am straight.
It appears it needs saying, I am NOT looking for male subs or switches or female subs or Dommes or anything in between. I am looking for a male Dom or Master only.