littleone09


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	About littleone09 Just so everyone knows I am just doing this for my Sir. He says I have a trust issue...we all knew this...but he says that I have a problem with Women...I dont get along with them easily. So he wants a stand in spanker preferbly a Woman. Meaning that because he works on a ship a month or longer at a time he cant always get to me when needed and punishments pile up and I get rowdy and almost uncontrollable. He mentioned something about a Nanny...or was that a zoo keeper? Anyway I have a ageplay side to me...I think thats were the nanny idea came from. The qualifications are as such: 1. Strict but fair 2. We have to be able to get along on some level 3. You wont JUST be a stand-in disciplinarian...you'll be a friend too 4. Local...you gotta come to me sorry I dont have a car 5. No issues with my Sir being at the session 6. Sir is the main one in charge you follow his instructions 7. NOTHING SEXUAL EVER 8. No lying,Cheating, or Stealing...I cant STAND those people So if your intresting or have any questions please give me a PM... Sir's little one

Sir says that I dont get along with Women. Its not that I dont get along its just that I have a hard time listening to what Women tell me. I dont take orders from a Woman without some smart alleck comment or roll of the eyes or whatever. I dont mean to I just do. Sir says that he needs a stand in spanker for when he is away from home. That I need to trust him and learn to trust other people. So we are looking for a Woman or a Dom/me Couple dosnt matter who's the Dominate one in the couple to stand in for him when he's away on a ship. Im nervous about it but I dont think were gonna get many replies. Many people here are looking for slaves or long time relationships. Im straight and Sir just needs a spanker when he cant be here. So Im safe in the thought no one will reply intrested :D

I love people..no really...I do...some big shot sent me a PM saying that because Sir isnt my Dom that I dont know what im talkin about..and then blocked me...

To save you nice people from messaging me wasting your time. Im not into Daddy/little girl or Dom/sub for sex. Nothing sexual will come of this. NONE! ZIP! NADA! ok? thanks for the boundary limit

Wow havent updated this in awhile. Im doing ok I guess. As ok as I can be. Things are continuesly(wow I suck at spelling) being thrown at me. And for awhile I allowed it. I allowed people jelousy and anger consume me. Until I couldnt take it anymore. I broke down into the weepy little girl that I bottle deep inside. I wasnt the strong,playful stubborn 19yr old. I was vulnerable and alone. I felt like my heart was ripping in two over a management posititon I accepted at BURGER KING! YES lets get into a fight over THAT! Cuz its not BURGER KING or anything. You got fired...and I...promoted...you stepped on your friends in a attempt to get it...I couldnt decide if I wanted it or not..I stepped on NO ONE...I kissed NO ONES ass. Im not a begger. I'd rather go without. Its something my Sir has been working on while he is still in charge. I have a high pride problem. I dont ask for help....even when it becomes almost too late. Im a fighter...and I fight till the very end and Im learning I dont have to do it on my own. But like I said its a work in progress...most likely I will get hurt a good hundred more times before I get it. But I will one day get it. little one

How low can one sink? When they use my deceased father against me? When they insult my Sir who dosnt want sex..he pretty much said he wasnt a man because he is loyal to his wife and hasnt takin my virginity. God what an ass my Dom must be. That my feelings and safety are a priority to him! What a low life my Dom must be that this wasnt about sex but about saving my life! So I snapped. My loyality lies with my Sir. AND then he has the nerve to say:
"Do you think that if you had been better behaved and good your father might not of died?"
How about this...how about my Dad died to drugs. And how about me holding my 7yr old brother as he cried because Daddy is gone. How about feeling my heart being ripped in two. How about me being kicked out of my house at 17 and just graduating HS and having nowhere to go but to the other side of the US? How about going into a depression because I was on my own. How about watching my Dad stress and slowly lose his fight in front of my eyes. How about holding my Dad as he cried at my cousins one year memorial. How about putting my Dad to bed when his seizure medication tired him out and he blacked out in the car. How about trying to get my dad to eat. How about trying to tell him everything was ok. How about spending my last b-day with him. Last Halloween,Last X-Mas, last thanksgiving. How about feeling like if I hugged him one last time he would still be here. How about if I didnt tell him to pull out of his depression because he is missing me and my siblings life. How about that being the last thing I said to him before he went missing. How about I carry enough grief to last a lifetime. How about you dont know me. How about you have no idea what the hell Iv been through. Im better than you think. Better than what my mom thinks. Sometimes I dont know if I will see tomorrow. Sometimes I dont care. Because Iv lost all hope in life when my dad died. And sometimes I fight to see just one more day. Sometimes I hug my brothers too much..and sometimes not enough. Iv lost a lot and what I have I cherish forever. Sir is the only man who hasnt hurt me. Yes he cant be my Dom because of his wife. His wife knows about me...so you can take what you said about that back too. He will always be my Dom. Because he showed me Im a lot stronger than I give myself credit for. Now I know some people are going to read this and not even want to talk to me. Understand this...you dont know me..so dont judge me before you even say hi. I have been through a lot. And Im learning to love and trust again. So if your into this for sex..than please...do NOT contact me. Everyone could use a friend. Someone I can go to when my world is once again falling apart. Someone that can make me laugh when theres tears streaming down my face. Someone I can count on. Because in my 19yrs of life I can only count on 2 people in my life. My sister and my Sir. And Im learning about my friends at work who are becoming family to me more and more. Just love me..Iv had enough heartache

Well...some people dont understand the meaning of friends. Do I need to spell it out? Im not looking to be collared right away. If thats what your looking for...keep looking. I like making new friends. People I can talk to about everything. I mean I have r/l friends..some I have known for 9 yrs. And they dont know about this part of me. To all the people that read this....
I am TECHNICALLY collared by my Sir. He wants what is best for ME! so until WE find a Dom we BOTH agree on Im just makin friends.

Its way too early in the morning. I am NOT a morning person..lol. I have been talking to some people but Im not ready to fully submit to any of them. Friendship is key first. Then meeting and if it just "clicks" then I will talk about it. And they have to be ok with my first Dom to be in my life. Thats important to me. He named me little one. And if it wasnt for him I wouldnt be here right now. He saved me from myself. I guess it feels like I failed him because I may need a new Dom. But he told me that I didnt. That I am a good little one. I guess this is the way things have to go. I guess Im just scared to see what lays ahead.

On a journey to find myself. To find out if all the negativity my family has said about me is true. I am a fighter and I have fought long and hard to be where I am today. Altho I am not positive what my next step is I know that in the end only I can take me there. Im not stupid altho I am a bit nieve. There is a difference between the two. I have been played and abused by family. I have been hurt and cried many tears. But I still smile because I dont give up. I dont know the meaning of it.

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