littledeka

ugh. i have a 102.0 fever and i can't sleep. what better way to spend my time but perving profiles on CM?

i've been getting questioned as to why i put 'tolerate' on ass play. i thought the reasons should be obvious. it seems i was wrong, so here is the answer:

having something pushed into my ass feels exactly the same as having something come out of my ass. its not an experience i particularly enjoy sexually. it is a process in which my body has to use to get rid of waste and i really do not understand what the excitement about it is. i'm doing my best to not allow myself to grow to detest it more every day, but some days its really difficult for me not to get completely turned off by it. i'm not sure why you (in the generalized sense) find you should take it upon yourself to tell me that its stupid to be be turned off by it, or that 'it's such a common fetish, i thought everyone was into it.' well, you were wrong. yes, i just told a dom he was wrong. you know who you are. if you are going to pass up the rest of my good attributes and focus on the one bad one, you're probably not that intellectually stimulating anyway, and i'm not losing much. sorry for the rant, people. the amount of ignorance online catches me off guard sometimes.

i find it very amusing that 90 percent of the doms/daddies here write about themselves in third person. i find it even more amusing that those that call themselves a 'daddy dom', is more dom and less daddy. there is a huge difference between being a daddy and being a dom. a daddy can also be a dom, but they are still 2 different things. Doms are sadistic. daddies are loving. Doms are there to treat the sub like the slut she desires to be treated like. real little girls do not wish to be treated that awfully. they want to be cuddled and loved and spoiled. after care is for the daddy/little girl side of each partner. a little girl..a true little girl, doesn't want to be dominated or abused. that's why our psychology regresses back to being a little girl in the first place. we didn't get to be a little girl when we really were little. true, the psychology is deeper than that, but this is hardly the place to go psychologically deep into anything. most of the audience lacks the depth. i have been constantly looking through the profiles in the past week, trying to find one that stands out, and i have yet to find it. not a single person here looks for conversation. people read my profile, send me messages in hopes that i will stray from my daddy (or perhaps they don't read my profile and they assume i'm single because i have a collarme account), and when i mention my daddy doesn't allow role play or that i'm only looking for intelligent conversation, i never hear from them again. not that i'm surprised, but i'm sure that i will be spending less time here from now on. the lack of intelligence has bombarded me and i believe i have hit my limit. i seriously doubt i will be missed, and i know there is a very minuscule amount of people here i will miss.