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	About littleboylost4u This site can be really great and really frustrating. I'm not sure how to work it to find what I need and want and hope for though. It seems there's a bit of a Catch-22 going on. I'll put it out there for You to read here and maybe You can tell me? So many Dommes on this site are so jaded, and it's obvious that You have every reason to be so. It seems like almost every guy winds up hurting You or aggravating You or wasting Your time just for his own perverse jollies. It makes you suspicious of all of us. It makes you want to rush things in a manner that isn't really natural. Submitting to a Woman isn't just a matter of You being dominant, snapping Your fingers and having a guy submit to you. You might be an asshole. You might be dumber than a box of hair. You might a serial killer in the making--or worse, a cereal killer who mercilessly kills Cap'n Crunch or Count Chocula just for the thrill of it. my point is that there is a very natural vetting process that has to happen for this to work out. How does an inexperienced, prudent boy who wants to submit, needs to submit and longs to submit convince a Woman that he's someone worth spending some time on? How does he explain that while he understands his need to submit and accepts it that taking the step from walking to crawling--standing to kneeling is a huge one and one that doesn't just happen overnight? How do i convince someOne who is already jaded and frustrated that They need to be patient and bring me along to the point where i can really kneel at Her feet and begin my journey as Her slave? Erase the players and fakes for a moment. Just concentrate on the real Dommes and the real sub boys. You're so frustrated that You're not willing to put in the time and effort needed to bring a boy from that place where he wants to be a slave to the place where he is one--where he is Yours. i'm in a place where i want to be a slave, where i want to be on my knees for You but it's scary--it's a huge step. It shouldn't surprise You that You're stronger than i am or that i need Your strength and encouragement to find my true place in this world, but if You are too jaded to take a chance on someone who isn't a sure thing then how do W/we connect? Do you continue going for what seems like sure things who seem like they will finally be the one, only to prove that they aren't, or will You take the time and the chance on someone who wants to become, but needs Your help in becoming? i'm not trying to tell You what to do. i'm not saying what's right and what's wrong. i'm telling You that i want this--i truly want and need this--i need to be on my knees, at Your feet, looking up at You adoringly. i need Your help to get there. i need Your help to get there. i need Your help to get there. i need Your help to get there. Show me the way, teach me the path, bring me along, help me over the hump of my pride and ego and show me how to kneel for You, show me how to accept Your power and authority. This isn't a shopping mall. If You expect to just show up and find the perfect sub, stuff him in a bag and live happily ever after You'll be here forever and never find what You want. This is a hunting ground. i can be Your prey. i can be the prey that will become the sub/slave of Your dreams. It takes more than showing up though. Lure me in and take me down. i beg it of You. Show me how to kneel. Please?

It's easy to let this place infuriate you, or drag you down. It just happens so easily. We all want something here and it's not something we can pick up at the grocery store. It's not something we can find speed dating or on dating websites. It's not something we're likely to find at the neighbor's back yard barbecue and since most of us use discretion regarding this lifestlye and our involvement in it, your best friend never calls you up to excitedly tell you that he's found the perfect Domme to set you up with. For all I know, my best friend may be wearing a chastity device and be cuckolded by his wife, but it's not something he'd ever tell me or we'd discuss. So, we all come here and to other places like it. And while the next door neighbors may have a lavish playroom set up in their basement, because we don't know about it, we look for it anywhere we can find it and are willing to go great distances, uprooting our lives to find this one piece that we HAVE to have, that we NEED in order to be happy and complete. So, every failure, every letdown, every time we're disappointed here it's magnified.

Sometimes though, things seem like they are on the cusp. Happiness feels like it's right out there for the taking. It seems not only possible, but something within our grasp. The dream is available to us as more than a dream--much more. i can be one of those happy people. i can live a life worth living. i can be content. i can find peace. i can find my true place in this great big world. And then i look more closely at the neighbors, at my best friend and i wonder if they really have that--or if maybe they just fake it, as i do, to make it? It's times like that when i love this place because when it's all said and done, i KNOW it will lead me to bliss. i can feel it.

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