Littleazngirl

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Disclaimer: It seems I only write when miserable and verwirrt. Rest assured, it isn't a perpetual state I'm in...

Intelligence and stupidity are definitely not mutually exclusive. For now it seems I've fallen into downward spiral and have no clue how to drag myself back up.

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Happy Institutionalised Affection Day!

The more desperate we are for someone; the less we mean to them. What a godawful paradox.

How unfair it is that someone might make such a big impression on someone else's life, and the sentiment isn't returned. We all know how that feels. When someone means the world to you and seem to have changed your perspective on life so much and altered your plans for the future; and you find out that they are not as decided about where you fit into their life as they fit into yours.

It's just not bloody fair, and there's nothing we can do about it.

I'll always wonder why some people affect us deeply and why some don't. But I suppose it's just like film or books or music. Different people identify with different things. Maybe it's because I was naive and didn't know the effects that the progression of time would have on the connections I have with people that I felt compelled to cling on to them.

No more.

It's been amazing so far. New year, fresh start. Bring it on.