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Greetings, stranger!
You arrived on my profile on impulse, out of curiosity or just by accident?
Anyway, welcome to the wild world of lily mae!
I am an experienced BDSM-player and spent some years now to find out sizzles and fizzles.
At first I just enjoyed caning, I love blue butts and the sound of a cane just before it hits me.
Of course, bondage, wax, suspension and blindfolds belong to the game.
Beside the physical part I recently explored hypnosis.
Although I do not consider myself to be even a little submissive, I tried some self-hypnosis I found on Youtube to see if can be "frozen".
To my great surprise, it worked! I sat there unable to move and waiting for the release. It seems, I found "it", I would like to explore more..
I admit, I have a deep urge for being in control. There are only two situations, where I feel this loss of control literally: The first is an arm around my neck and a hard grip. The second is someone saying two special words.
You want to know fetishes, right? Call me bitch, intelligence is my number one.
Voices, hands, corsets and heels drive me crazy.
Am I seeking? Of course, I am! I would love to meet people with similar interests.
Please, people, I am into this for quite some time, I don't need any TPE or 24/7 offerings who want to show me how BDSM works. I KNOW THAT, THANK'S!
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You can take the girl out of Vegas,
but you can´t take Vegas out of the girl.
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Happy New Year
I admit temples and history were interesting, but the beaches are far better.
Call me bitch, I am...
Maybe all beaches are great but THESE! The whole scenery here really gets close to paradise! Nothing will calm down more than hours and hours of walking at the shore line.
Nature, people, food, climate, shopping, massages… just fantastic! I can hardly imagine going back to Germany in abaout a few days.
Florida, Mauritius, Egypt, Caribbean Sea… you´ll never ever see me again during winter season.
It might be connected with the fact they don’t celebrate Christmas here at all (apart from the very scary thing, that they LOVE x-mas songs…)
Asia – I'll be back. There is so much more to discover. Can't wait to go diving here .
Only thing to be.
But where are the clubs with all the lifestyle-people around here, who are NOT living decoration for sex-tourists? |
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Christmas did not play a role this year. Back home there is snow an winter, but I enjy cocktails and hot summer.
I hope everything is well at home. |
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Why are Thai girls such beauties?
I am here for half a day and saw more beautiful women than in a year back home.
Maybe it is a tourist thing..
No hypnosis for me besides my two mp3-files.
Met a very interesting person herer on the site, I am looking forward to deepen that acquaintance and look, where it takes me.. |
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Again a a night with my files..
I fear to get addicted to something that is just in my head. Can someone be addicted to himself and his thoughts?
I want more for sure.
But if I have more, I will also want even more.
Can't stop me from thinking.. |
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Why can't I control these things?
Of course I would never never admit it, but it turns me on to think about being frozen in public. It is a new dimension of obedience, far away from the usual "I command, you obey".
Could I let things happen this way? Not to obey, but to watch as my body obeys?
Spoooky! |
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Three weeks of hypno-training now.
I believe, there is only one word to say: "spooky"!
Last weekend I sat next to my best friend and tried to tell him more about my progress. I spoke the third trigger and it got me locked up. He told me I was out for almost 20 minutes, I did not notice.
He finally set me free, but I will never speak my triggers aloud in the future..
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| Age: 25 |
| New york,
New York |
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