Just enjoying my summer....taking my time....learning what more i can about myself and those around me.  There is NO rush...but i am liking what i have found.   i think i'm finally becoming me and smiling again. YAY

Happy Father's Day to the few friends i have met here who are lucky enough to be called "Dad". Enjoy YOUR special day!!! xoxox  ~sunny

So....i am not sure what is out there for me.

But, i am beginning to just "talk" to a few very special people again. i need to go slow....i do not want to risk being THAT hurt all over again.

So, that being said, i feel i need to clear up a few things:

1. i am not here ONLY for sex. THAT may become a part of things, but it is not what makes up my submissive nature. i have a mind...and i love to use it. 

2. Distance DOES matter. If You think it doesn't, i probably will see things differently.

3. i am NOT a slave...won't ever be one...and will not agree to that ever.

4. i DO try to respond to all message i get. i am not one to be rude, but i also don't spend hours here. i have a life that i love. Please, respect me enough to not chastise me if i don't answer quick enough for YOU. It certainly will not score You any points.

Not that i am keeping score...but recently i was reprimanded on here for not responding quick enough.  Really? If that is how You feel...then please move on.

Maybe that helps, maybe it doesn't. *puts my lil soap box away*

So...here i am. a new entry to this "journal," something i was SO excited to do once upon a time. There were about 5 or 6 entries in the past year that i have since deleted when my "Daddy" decided HE would up and leave...via an "instant message" left...OFFLine.

They were fun entries....ones that showed my happiness.....but He took ALL that away from me. So...i took down all those entries as well.

Some people had asked...so, i wanted to post an explanation of sorts. Perhaps someday i will post again...but for now...i'm thinking this is as good as it gets.

wishing You A/all well....

~sunny

It is okay if You are NOT a Daddy...but it is a preference of mine.

Being "pushy" isn't very Dom-like...at least it won't win me over in the end. Yes, i am allowed to say no. and i have. and... i will continue to do so.

i am in SOUTH Jersey...so please do keep that in mind when thinking W/we might be a good "fit." Location does become an issue no matter how much One says it isn't. My vanilla life does come first, as i am not changing that. If You are unable to understand that, and continue to feel a need to judge me...please move on. It will save a lot of confusion and heartache in the end.

thank You to the messages i have received...i am still going back to reread some that i never had the chance to respond to.  thank You ALL!

Have a really beautiful day!!!!

i have seen first hand now....judgement. Those that feel they have the right to make assumptions, really don't understand how things work. For those that care, please know i really do try to communicate with One person at a time. i am not here to find many Daddies ..nor is it fair to have a long line hoping a better One will come along. if i have answered Your message...there's a good chance You and i might just get along. if i don't answer right away...please understand that i am 1. not here for long periods of time and don't answer right away...and 2. i may be communicating to someone else and am hoping things will turn out positively.

so far...i seem to have found those that make assumptions and prejudge who and what i am. Someday...maybe i will find the kindness and connection i deserve.

i find it quite interesting that in 5 days i have already been judged and prejudged, and due to lack of communication since i don't sit here every moment of every day trying to respond to EVERY message i receive right away, i have been told some not so nice things. It's becoming quite evident WHO will be left standing when the dust DOES settle. Those that have patience are amazing People in my book. since i don't respond right away, patience is a virtue. thank You to those Who have given me time to digest messages and allowed me that opportunity to get to know Them.  i might be submissive, but i will not subject myself to negative comments or messages. Those have NO place or time for response. 

wow.

i had no idea that this could be SO overwhelming. i had every intention several hours ago to take this slow and thoroughly get to know those that messaged me. well...here it is just a few hours later, and i had 20...(yes 20!) messages in my inbox. That just is way over the top for a girl like me to handle. i am quiet, reserved..and always respectful. but HOW can i possibly respond to all 20 emails respectfully? i apologize in advance ..i just can't respond the way that i might have liked. i thought maybe ONE or TWO responses might come in. never, did i ever think 20. i do believe i will need to rethink my approach in handling communications....

please forgive me if You have messaged me, and i did not respond.

thank You.