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Hello.. i am lilbabybitch of my Master Raj

I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I AM BEING TRAINED BY MASTER RAJ.

MASTER RAJ -- thank YOU so much for caring to train and teach slavery to this little one

Please send any request to my Master as he will decide for this litle sub..
12/7/2009 1:55:00 AM
Hello Master.. i wrote this journal entry yesterday night.. Even with lots of efforts i couldnt get my network connection working yesterday. I tried from 10:30 to 02:00 and with no success.. Below is my report for what i did yesterday Sir..
Hello Sir, i removed my bra too before going to sleep yesterday..
today morning i woke up at 5 in the morning and rushed to the bathroom in the cold.. i woke up today as well with all our thoughts and dreams in my mind and wetness between my legs.. i never before had felt this way.. since last week i am getting up with my fingers playing my wet and sticky clit.. i am getting so wild Sir..
today i was to cum twice before going out.. my first orgasm was quick Sir.. i was already wet before i started. and as soon as i touched myself, i didnt rub.. my fingers were straight in jerking myself deep and rough.. my hips were riising up and i was fucking myself like a crazy slut. i cummed quickly and i continued a while more after that too.. then Sir, i cleaned myself, did my brush, went to the loo and then had a bath.. After bath i again sat there wet and cold with my legs spread to masturbate again. i was to cum again as You wished.. i started rubbing slow this time.. in a while i was wet quickly and then i fingered myself.. uh i was enjoying it so much that i felt like screaming Sir.. ss it was so wild.. but Sir.. the only problem was i was running out of time.. i had to get ready and be out of house in next half an hour.. and uhh i was screwing myself endlessly with no result.. i just kept on fingering.. i still remember i was fantasizing about You standing in front of me  where i was fingering and dreaming of Your toe rubbing my soft flesh Sir.. my eyes could see Your manhood and my cunt was used by Yout warm feet.. Uh Sir.. i had my mom banging my door twice.. this time it took me more than 15 minutes to cum.. i was relieved to finally be able to ooze my juices.. i thought it would enever happen in this cold..
When i walked out bt mom shouted at me.. i thought it was because of me coming late out of bathroom.. but she was tempered as i forgot my bra back on my chair hands where i had removed it last night before going to bed.. She was saying why didnt i remove it in the bathroom and stuff.. uhh i managed to escape her with difficulty.. i opened my wardrobe and took my inners and rushed to bathroom to wear them.. Uh.. she was so annoyed.. she didnt say anything but her eyes were scary.. they meant.. i didnt took them before going to bath?? and i was out there standing in my room only in my towel?? i wore them quickly there and ran out wrapping the towel.. mom was gone to the kitchen to make tea.. When i moved to my wardrobe again, my inners were again behind where they were before.. mom had done that just as she saw then.
i wore my new green dress with silver embroidary and red coloured sleeves and red salwar and dupatta. i had kept my hair worn loose and straight with left partition and hair clips to keep the behind ears..
We moved out of home by 6.15 in the morning Sir.. We reached there by about 08 there.. it was my cousin brothers engagement, the house was flooded with people.. i rushed to the toilet as soon as i reached there to pee.. i than sat there for some time rubbing my flesh.. sss.. i was feeling like a slut whore being herself and  using herself hiding herself from the world.. it is crazy that things like these feel nice to me.. After that Sir.. it was a busy day ahead for us.. we had our breakfast and then i got busy with my other colleagues and ladies doing kitchen chores and serving guests.. the whole day was a hush rush affair for me.. i tried to sneak time to the washroom so many times Sir.. but every time it continued to remain occupied by some or other person.. i only managed to get it twice from then.. and both time i went.. some one caught me with some work.. and i had to say.. one minute i am going to bathroom.. and the reply was come fast.. uh i just ran in felt myself going wet and ran out again with wetness still there in my panty.. We left from there by 4.30 Sir.. it was a traffic day, we couldnt reach before 07.00 and all three of us were tired like hell. My dad straight away pulled a chair in our lawn and rested there.. me and mom had to get our of our heavy dress, go to loo and then have a bath.. we got stuck up with home chores then.. Though our dinner came packed with us from my cousins home, still we were all badly tired.. my mom and dad were fast asleep Sir.. but i cant.. i am not feeling sleepy.. my soul will only rest at Your feet and i will feel relaxed in Your presence.. As i am sitting here to  meet You, my internet connection is not hapenning.. its 1 hour and i am still trying.. i hope i am able to get   through....
12/5/2009 10:14:16 AM

Thursday (03/12)..
Sir, as You wish i am writing about my home, my parents.. Sir, My parents are lovely. I love them the most. In my family, i do go through some restrictions like coming home before 8, not to wear too revealing clothes and so on.. My mom is a house wife. She is the one who understands me well. She never shouts.. she is soft spoken and does not get angry too quickly. My dad is a strick man. He is the one who takes the shots. Though he is rough and hard in his attitute he cares a lot about me.
Sir, today i wore floral prints clothes as You asked.. And i wore my blue bra and panty inside and i wore my white tshirt which has got floral prints all over it. below i wore my pink three-fourth again today Sir..
Sir, while coming back from college, i went to shop with my friends. One of my friends wanted to buy some bras for herself. I saw a violet pair of inners there. I am going to come alone tomorrow and buy it.

Friday (04/12)..
Hello Sir, today i did buy my violet pair of inners Sir.. and i also buyed two stockings.. Both are skin coloured Sir.. One of them is a pantyhose and other one  is leggings.
I wore my red tshirt and blue jeans today Sir.. i wore my pink bra on top and my red panty with floral designs over it. I wish to confess Sir.. i feel like i dont want to do anything else but finger and finger all day Sir.. Its just 6pm now and i have already cummed thrice till now.. I cant resist but cum more and more..

sorry to say Sir, i tried hard but i couldnt cum in 2 mins.. it took me 6-10 minutes everytime Sir..

Saturday (05/12)..
Hello Sir.. i have been waiting whole day for the moment when i will be online to see You.. my mind remains stuck to my panty all day today Sir.. i havent changed it today.. it had so much of my juices yesterday and today too.. Uh i havent remained dirty for this long. i am feeling like i am carrying it all wherever i am going.. my legs are feeling sticky all day Sir.. Your slave is patiently awaiting Your presence..

12/4/2009 4:13:43 PM

Hello Master Raj, before i start i wish to thank You for making me do things that i never thought i would do but which are making me feel so nice. i am feeling as if i am changing within.

Tuesday (1/12)
Sir, your bitch woke up with her fingers wet today. i think i rubbed myself all night. my thirst to run to the
bathroom and finger myself is multiplying Sir. i was to wear black today Sir. i had already decided what to wear. once i had my bath, i came out from the bathroom in my pink towel and got out my inners first. I am sorry to say Sir but i didnt have black bra Sir. All my bras are light coloured. I wore my black boyshort panty below and my white cotton bra on top. Then I took out my black salwar kameez. This really fits me well Sir. Especially in the lower waist to below Sir. Its top is v-necked and its sleeves are transparent. and it is a tickli wali dress. And when i walked on roads towards college, i couldnt help but see men starring at me. i was feeling so nice. i was laughing inside.
it was a long day Sir, but i rushed home with only one thing in mind. that was to run to my washroom and finger
myself. Uh i am getting so hornier by the day that i cant think of anything else but to leak like a bitch. i cummed and cummed so quickly i didnt even knew.
Though i was busy with my daily chores in the kitchen, i wasnt able to concentrate. my mind was all what i was
feeling. my brains were only gotten dirty Sir. As i prepared to sleep, i slipped out my inners and wore my clothes back. Uh i played with my cunt all night Sir. i was dreaming of You. i was getting mad. i couldnt wait but wake up in the middle of the night to quitely open my computer and read our chats only to feel You near me Sir. i was so lucky i found You..

Wednesday (2/12)
i just couldnt sleep after we chatted Sir, Uh you asked me to taste myself. Uh the thought was making me go
mad.i couldnt sleep since then. it was only 7 in the morning when i rose from my bed with my crotch wet and leaking endlessly and my fingers sticky. i could see my nipps out from over my tshirt. Uh i dont remember them going soft for a moment now. my body shivers everytime my nipps rub my tshirt. sometimes my nipps are so hard, i feel a little rub would make me sream with pain.
Today i didnt bother to brush or go to loo which is the first thing i do every morning, instead i sat in my
bathroom corner with my legs spread only to stare my  dirty thing wet and sticky and pulsating on its own. then i slowly slided my two fingers over my crotch from down to up and sucked my fingers as if i was thirsty. it is so odd Sir, a few days back i was feeling ugggh to taste it and now i am licking and sucking it all. i licked

my juices twice then before i had an another fabolous orgasm fingering myself in Your honour..i was to wear white today Sir.. As we already discussed, i was sorry to say, i didnt had a white pair of bras and panty. i took out my yellow sport bra and off white panty and my white salwar kameez with my white odhni. this dress of mine really fitted my tite Sir. I dont know why Sir, but it was real tight on my chest. Uh maybe i felt so as my nipps were still hard and my bossoms were still heavy. As i saw myself wearing this one in my mirror.. my feet wasnt moving.. my bra was so much visible.. i was nervous like hell. it took me so long to get myself up to dare and move out of home wearing this. All through my day i was holding my odhni closer to my chest with my hands trying to hide my shame beneath it. i was so scared.. i couldnt even breath from the minute i walked out of home. my eyes refused to rise up till i reached college. Uh i dont know how to put this but the attention i was giving to my bossoms was getting me bitchy somewhere. i realised i was wet inside.. From college to home all i remember about myself is my hands trying to cover my yellow bra all day and that wetness i was feeling between my legs.
After i got back home, i fingered again Sir.. i am getting so hornier by day i cant resist but cum more and more. it is 11 pm now and i am preparing to go to bed but now before i finger again Sir.. i am just loving it like a bitch on roads who loves being fucked all day.. good night Sir.

12/1/2009 2:56:41 PM

hello Master.. oh i am so excited.. how do i start.. i didnt knew i would feel this way.. Sir, ever since we last chatted.. i just couldnt sleep.. as i went to bed last night i couldnt sleep still for a single moment.. oh.. i never slept without my bra and panty Sir.. my nipps were so hard all night.. i couldnt make out they were so due to the chilly wheather of because how horny i was feeling..

Today Morning (Monday 30/11), i woke up by 8 and i will confess.. i had only dreamt of You the whole night.. i dont know if i fingered myself last night or not but when i woke up i found my hands in my wetness Sir.. i never woke up this turned on before Sir..
Today.. i said to myself.. i will cum like Your lilbabybitch Sir.. the bitch that does what her Master wishes.. that will cum only for her Master and because her Master wishes her to.. it felt so nice Sir to finger as You had asked.. i have fingered so many times before but to try and follow as You asked me to.. i felt as if i was guided and following the ways as You told.. that was making me so much much more wet Sir.. this was the quickest i ever oozed my juices Sir.. i cummed withing minutes Sir.. and i loved it.

Master.. i wore all pink today as You wished. this was the first time i ever did something like this. i was wearing something my Master wishes me to wear. My Master decided for me.. it felt something different.. i cant express well. but i felt nice. i wore my pink sports bra and my v shaped panty inside Sir. On top, i wore my pink tshirt which has a bunny made on it and my 3-4th below. i wore my favourite pink sandals too.. i was looking so nice.. a bit bold and flashy Sir.. but i loved myself. i completed myself with my light pink lipstick and pink hair bands.. It took me more than half an hour to be ready Sir.. uh i just kept starring myself every moment..
i still remember the wide eyes of all that saw me today Sir.. Uh all were starring at me.. my friends were shocked.. i didnt answer them.. i didnt cared to answer them.. i was feeling nice this way..

It was a busy day then Sir.. i got back from home in the evening Sir.. at home too i tried to be as pink as i could.. i am still wearing my other pink old sleeveless tshirt and same three fourths that i wore the whole day.. its still feeling so nice..
i am still wondering how am i doing all this and why i am liking to do all this Sir..
All i can say is Thank You Sir..

11/29/2009 1:42:24 PM
Today, i did what i never had done before.. what i never ever dreamed i would have done in my life.
i tasted  my cum.. my Master Raj asked my to taste my own juices. Oh i dont believe i did it. Though denying Masters wishes is the last thing i would want to do.. licking my own mess was something i wasnt prepared of.
With a bit of courage this dirty little bitch did lick her juices.. it was sticky and it was all in my mouth.. i wanted to spit it as i licked it.. but it felt nice after a moment.. i felt a joy of doing it.. a joy of making my Master happy.. of  being a bitch of His desires.. and if i admit from my heart.. i loved doing it too..
thank You Master Raj for making me experience this..

regards,
lilbabybitch
11/29/2009 11:06:29 AM

Today, I am happy to reveal that i am rewarded a slave name by my Master. i am "lilbabybitch" from today. Thank You Master Raj. Thank You so much.

My Master today has asked me to write down all the details i have in my wardrobe. I hope i dont miss anything.

i will start with tops and tshirts.. 
i have
16 of them in all.. 3 are hip long kurtis.. one is red coloured traditional on, one is a pink khakhi and the last one is a purple satin one.
all my clothes are figure
hugging. i dont wear loose ones Master..
i got 10 tshirts Master.. 2 of them are
sleeveless. they are red and aqua blue in color. the rest are all round necked and waist long and tight tshirts.. they are of green, pink, yellow, blue and white color. my 3 tops are white, red and pink coloured Master. the pink one is my favourite. it has frills. my most tops and tshirts are either white , red or pink color only. i love red and pink. and i think white suits me well

i got 4 jeans Master.. all of them are figure hugging and tite till
the bottom. two are blue denims, one is a white quodroy and the last one is a black rexin. i got 3 hipsters as well. one is pink.. its a three fourth one. the rest two are black and white ones. the hipsters are fine materials and elastics.

i got three skirts as well. Two of them are knee long. One is white and other is a red one. the third one is a traditional full length with floral prints over it.

i got 5 pairs of salwar kameez as well. two are tickli wala hip long and figure
hugging.. one of them is silk and sky blue in color and other one is black jaali wala. the black one has sleeves.. the rest three are pink red and white ones. the white one is a long on till the knees. all the salwars of these dresses are tite ones except for the pink one.
Now about my undergarments.. In my wardrobe, there is a packet of my inner napkins.. 6 panties.. two boy shorts.. one brown, one black, two vshaped one pink one blue and one is off white with red floral designs over it.
i got 5 bras as well. 2 of them are off white cotton
ones, and 3 are sports bras.. light blue, yellow and pink colored. i got more sports bras as they look nice on tshirts.
I like to wear tops and tshirts more often

i got 2 belts as well. one is a white cloth belt and other is a
black shining leather belt.

About my shoes.. i got 3 sandals, 2 chapals and one healed boot. One pair of my chapal is for home and other is my toilet chapal. My healed boot is a black one. its got 3 inch heels and a pointed
face..
My sandals.. i love my pink sandals.. the rest two are also nice.. one of
them is a strips one with 3 inch heels.. and last one is a red sandal.

regards,
lilbabybitch.

11/28/2009 11:14:48 AM
my Master wishes to know my every sexual aspect of growing up. i am trying to recollect all i can. i hope i get it right here.
Master, i remember the first sign of my growing up was my pubic hairs. i saw them grown when i was in my 7th grade. soon i was asked to wear body slips. i remember my mom getting it from market, taking me to the kitchen and telling me to be wise and wear this every day inside my clothes. my nipples had started to show. i don't remember of asking her any question as i was too afraid of her then.
I had hair under my arms very soon after this. i was confused bu t i didn't dare ask anyone about it.
i remember i had my first period when i was 14. i woke up one morning with wetness between my legs and a bit of pain in my cunt. i thought i had peed. i only remember my mom pulling me in the washroom and cleaning me.
that day she told me a bit about it. she told me its not pee. and its alright. i wore her napkins that day. she had given me some book too. i learned a lot about periods and about sexual relationship between a man and a woman. i don't know if that hinted me to finger myself but i don't remember anyone telling me or teaching me to do so. it has always been my secret thing and i dont know when i started it. i think i used to massage it a lot. and then i started to insert my finger too.
though i have been addicted to it since last two years or so only. Earlier i used to finger very rarely.. only about once or twice a month or so.. now i dont remember a day i dont finger.. except it not periods for me.
by 15, i think i knew what i felt sexually. i think i was too crazy of wwe wrestlers then. i used to be a crazy little teenager who used to see the sport only to catch a glimpse of their things in their underwears.
around this time, i was the craziest and maddest little girl who was anxious to see and know like hell. i used to find man peeing by the road side and wanted to be lucky enough to see his manhood once.. i cannot even believe i used to do it.
the first time when i felt the horniest was when i saw a porn film with my cousin when we were alone. i was in 10th grade then. the movie had a white big busted lady and three men taking her. i was wet as soon as it had started.. i remember i ran to the washroom and fingered myself.. i had just seen 15-20 mins of it then..

Whenever i thought of sex, i always saw a weak gal under the weight of a big powerful man who tears her apart and uses her with full force. this aspect does transcend in real life too. i feel like most women, i too like to be felt that way.. below a man in all aspects of life.. With time my desires to be under control of a fitting Man has grown. i feel empty this way.
While going through net, i found out about bdsm and got to know that my feelings and my nature is called submission and what is missing in my life is a dominance and shelter of a Master
Today as i am writing it, i am happy that i feel my Masters presence around me. i wish to be His pet slave. and i wish to behave and respect and be loyal and obedient to Him.. always.

i am asked to write what punishment i deserve if i fail Him.. i dont know this.. seriously.. but i know my Master would decide what i rightfully deserve.

regards,
lilsubbitch
11/28/2009 10:18:33 AM
today i wish to admit my Master.. Master Raj is not too happy about me not able to be online regularly.
me being a student, i am not allowed to be on my PC regularly at home. i am only allowed to come online on weekend nights.. and my parents are pretending that i am doing some studies here.
i feel deeply sorry and sad for i am unable to serve Master better.. i wished i could be under His feet more often.
i wish to promise Him i would try never to skip His Holy presence on weekend nights and i would inform Him in advance if by any chance i wont be able to attend Him..

regards,
lilsubbitch
11/14/2009 11:49:40 AM
Today this worthless little girl is very happy. She is proud to have Master Raj in her life. Before i write further, i wish to thank Master Raj for caring to train this bitch.

Last week Master Raj had given me a task to write a detailed report of what all is there in my wardrobe. Though i am not sure if i was able to cover all or not,i tried to write every small and big things, my clothes, my inner wear my napkins my makeup. My Master Raj had liked the report which made me take a sigh of relief.
Today i got my first reward... this little bitch is so happy that she can't express in words.
My Holy Master Raj had allowed me to lick His Holy Feet.

Thank You Sir. Thank You very much..
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