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About lilonewonder
Thanks for stopping by. I'm trying to find what suites me. I'm just not really sure what would be best. I desire to be punished and physically overpowered. Caged,tied,gagged. Yet at the same time I seem to be drawn to ponyplay. Wanting a bit,being worked with a cart,reined,cropped.
I don't know...maybe it's like a pet/slave/pony combo? I like the idea of being on the floor,laying on all 4's next to a masters boots. Being below them.Collared,leashed.. Coming to heel,always being next to him on all 4's.sleeping in a cage.
I want to push the limits of escaping punishment. Try to resist/escape punishment but with every struggle the crop/whip/flog hits harder then be thrown into a cage until my punishment is over.Try and run but be chased,caught,tied...punished.. Being treated as an animal/slave.
I dont know why...but trying to escape and being caught(lassoed,or some how caught),then cropped or flogged until I can't resist or put up any struggle,bound,gagged,and brought back to either a cage or right back to my Masters/Mistress's feet.
To be 'broken down' into submission..to feel weak,like I must give in. To struggle but,be physically overpowered,dominated.
I know these desires may sound weird. I think what im looking for is how to go about fulfilling these desires and how to find others who may understand and be able to help me.
I guess I'm just a little unsure of what my true calling would be. This is what I envision...any words of wisdom are welcome.
* I am unowned and am not looking to relocate.
*I currently have a boyfriend (thou sadly when it comes to bdsm our desires are very different)it's not his thing.
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