Please read my profile all the way through before you contact me. Okay since I've already gone through the fetish/BDSM interests list on here and didn't really find the stuff I'm into, I'm going to put a fetish interest list here first: 1. Cutting 2. Thuddy toys 3. Hard and fast flogging 4. Deep impact play 5. Collars/leashes 6. Puppy play, yes I am a furry 7. Bondage, physical and mental 8. Forced exercise 9. Eating restrictions 10. High protocol I also have a list of qualities that I want in my potential Dom/Domme. They are: 1. A super sadist 2. Someone who can truly dominate me in every way and not just pretend to top me 3. Someone who will hurt me when I ask them to and when I need it 4. Someone who can watch me cry and understand that DOES NOT mean stop hurting me 5. Someone who won't question their actions 6. Someone who will not fall in love with me since I'm not looking for a 'relationship' 7. A person who is comfortable with play rape 8. Someone who is not squeamish Exploring my submissive/slave side Alright this is something that I’ve been thinking about for a while now and finally have the balls to tell other people about it. I started out in the scene as a sub, not wanting to have to control everything in my life anymore, and was lucky enough to find a Dom at the second party I went to. I was under his care for about nine months when I first started, and it was an interesting relationship. He was very nice and caring which I had needed at the time, but not really dominant. After that I had explored being a top and so far have been really enjoying that role. Right now I am in only one D/s relationship with my submissive boyfriend. He is the world to me and I have no intentions of ever leaving him. He fulfills my dominant and sadistic needs very well, as well as a little bit of my subby needs. My sub is very special, and like me has a mental disorder. While mine is Bi-polar, he has Split Personality Disorder. It just so happens that his other personality is very very dominant, slightly rude and opinionated, however due to experimentation, the other personality has kind of taken the role of being my Master. I am his slave and it makes me very happy to be so, however since he is just another part of my sub, I only see him maybe once a week for a few hours. Now since I have been successfully dominated by someone, I feel the need to have it happen more often. I love my sub too much to request more time with the other personality and respect his wishes not to abuse that power I have over him, so I’m looking to out source. I know I have a very complicated relationship, as well as other things in my life that take up my time, such as my three year old son, my job, and my family, but I’m hoping I can make a connection with a dominant personality and have it work with the rest of my life. So since I am already in a relationship I have rules. They are: 1. My relationship with my submissive has nothing to do with my potential Dom/Domme.
2. My potential Dom/Domme has absolutely no control over my sub or is allowed to have any sort of relationship with him.
3. I am not looking for love.
4. I will not move.
5. My son and boyfriend are the most important things to me.
6. No one other than my current Master, the other personality, is allowed to fuck my ass.
7. I am a pain slut and wish to be treated as so.
8. There are things in my life that might keep me from doing something my potential Dom/Domme requests of me, but all of that will be discussed before hand so no issues will be had.
9. This will not be a full time thing to begin with. These are the only things I can come up with but I’m sure once I do find someone and become comfortable with them, more rules or restrictions will be set as they are thought of. I’ve already read through this and understand it is a little confusing or hard to understand if you don’t know me really well, but again if you do have any interest in taking on this role, I will be completely open to any questions. In all honestly I would prefer to have a female dominant personality over me, since I am more attracted to females, but don’t have an issue with males. Because of all of my rules and unfortunate non-openness in my life right now, this will probably end up being more of a training relationship at first. Like I said I have only been successfully dominated by one person, so I need someone who can truly dominate me and not just pretend to top me. If this kind of made sense to you, and you know me or want to get to know me, and think you can take control over me, please send me a message so we can discuss this further. I do come off as very dominant at most parties or social gatherings, but my submissive side borderlines slaveness so don’t let my immediate impression make up your mind. Thank you.