"Well, when I was lost, I suppose it's good advice to stay where you are until someone finds you. But who'd ever think to look for me here? "
Alice

It is with hesitation i take these first steps.  i am not here to find Him.  i am here to communicate with O/other like minded people.  10 years in lifestyle.  He was lost to me, stolen in July. 

 ...........tiny steps, one before another..............

...........to love and to have lost, happy to have had that gift,
what else to life but to try to love again??....................time