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so had a horrid day at work today and im just going to relax and watch a movie alone good night cruel world |
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so im now sitting alone at home wishing i had some one to talk with or just lay down and cuddle as W/we watch a movie an relax.. its so tiring being alone all the time and just when i think ive found some to share my time my love or my service with it just never works out .... and so i wait .... |
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so Ive had a good day out in the sun meeting new people and reconecting with old friends ... hopefully my good luck continues lol |
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hello all well its a beautyfull day out im going to go out for a bit and then go see my new Ma'am tonight for a bit and then maybe heading out to a bar to shoot pool maybe I hope all have a blessed day .. |
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ok its midnight and ive just spent the last seven hours talking to a Mistress here in fortwayne .... im shaking with after glow and so excitied about this night im litterally floating on cloud nine and cant belieave i spent that much timekneeling and underinspection by Her 'shivers happily blushing ' |
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smiles shivering ok so its been awhile and wanted to pop in and say hello to any one reading this and spank me baby lol... but seriosly i was sick now im better and im looking forward to tuesday as i am going to meet some one new and i ve been looking forward to getting back out in the world for a long time ... so please wish me luck as im a fuck up and will need it so bad lol
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so to any one who reads this besides me lol im so missing doctor who i cant wait for the return of this new companion . i cant find any one local to hang out with because im a third shifter so my best time to write is now and i guess there are no insommniacs here like me ..shrugs oh well back to netflicks and wondering thoughts it is
good night empty space enjoy the quiet ..
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after a long week of work it has been great torelax and rest today .... and boo to being lonely ... |
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oh god such a bad bad night at work tonight sitting at home with everclear relaxing finally ... |
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smiles curling up today ive missed my oppertunity to get some things done today ...oh well time to just do what I can do... |
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sitting home alone with nothing to do so I do the dinner dishes and pick up a bit listening to music as my thoughts wander no matter how hard I try to being used .. my mind picturing a dominate female grabbing me by my hair and yanking me down to my knees and telling me to gravel and follow her as she walks away me trailing on hands and knees my hurring to catch Up as she walkes to a couch and sits directing me to kneel in front of Her as She lifts her skirt and growls Telling me i am to clean her soft pussy with my tongue and to not make a sound while doing so ... so she can watch her show as I nod my compliance she grabs my hair yanking me down and grinding my face into Her cunt and then lifts her hips and grinds me there ... I stick out my tongue and start licking furiously toHer ...sliding my tongue around Her pink lips slipping it up and down her slit feeling her wetten around my mouth as She leans back turning on the tv and ignores me totally my pink tongue slipping deep inside Her and lapping up Her juices and sliping up and down Her swirling my tongue inside Her feeling her hips flutter around my head Her hand stroking my hair as i work my hands behind my back my face buried in Her sex when She stops me right before I feel Her cum he hand holding me back to watch Her stroke Her clit untill She cums wiping he gushing juices over my cheek and face and then smiles down to me ... now be a good foot stool ..... she says and nodding I curl up on a blanket feeling Her feet on me as I lay passing out there on the floor ... |
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smiles softly curling up browsing sites for Some one to talk to me ... just bored and looking to hold a real conversation so if any one other then paytops are up ill entertain for a bit ... and please if some one can tell me why when I tell some one im under consideration for a real collar they would ask for a paypal donation ???? i mean reall I work hard for my money and Im not spending it on some one I will never see ... and just so we are clear the next Person that asks me for paypal anything it will with out haste end the conversation ... I am not here to pay for my needs when those need will fill the needs of the Dominant that I choose to serve because submission is a choice of heart and soul not money or lust ...
thank Y/you A/all for rreading and be well
ps use my messenger to chat if You desire at submissivesparky @yahoo.com |
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so at work wondering what will come and go over the next three months hopefully a collar will come but glad I can keep my nose to the grind stone for now ... |
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so im a little confused now in what is going on with my consideration .... only time will tell ... |
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so about to head into work good night A/all and to Mistress4lilboi good Night Mistress will have a schedual to You asap by text.. |
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osmiles ...it was a long day at work ... it was nice to come home and text Mistress and learn more about Her ... im looking forward to talking more and getting to know my Maybe Home ... as long as i dont fuck it up... so had my shower and now relaxed so time for bed ..good night every O/one |
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enjoying a nice day off today my mood is getting better as I have been able to talk with new people and finally been able to do my hobbie of coloring .. i know it sounds funny but it allows me to focus and clear my mind ... still need a good beating or to be used for nonsexual service but ill take what i can get im not greedy... i just want to make some one smile and hear a good pet once in a while ... oh well dont get hung up and do the best that i can do... |
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ok getting ready for a long night at work ..yeay .... just journaled on fl to any who care .... and now to sit and eat my salad while i browse on my phone ... |
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So its almost eleven at night and im eating a nice home made pot pie ... my friend william is going to be such an awsome cook.. im proud of him ... so im thinking of starting to write again i just need to find a way to.keep focused .... and spankings are a distraction ...lol... welll good night all ill be checking my mail box reg.. ok be well to A\all and good night ... |
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So boy is home all day with nothing to do i would love to chat with any O\one ... i am play full and out going but can talk about a lot of things and boi loves to debate .
Message here if You desire to talk ....
Submissivesparky.on yahell |
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so as a sub I am starting to wonder whats wrong with me that I cant find some One on here other then pay Dommes .. mind You boy doesnt really care who You fleece but I was taught that some ting as pure as a true D/s exchange is not some thing that can be baught or sold it is some thing earned through time knowledge and trust in each other to be honest and truthfull on both parties ... maybe thats why I cant find any one here my thoughts are jsut to out side the normal here ...lol.. |
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is all this site is is an excuse for prostitution ???? |
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ok so Im bored as hell and lonelly a bad combanation for a lone sub ..lol |
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greetings to A/all who are reading this,
I am a thirty year old male submissive that has been collared once and am now uncollared and feeling that desire to serve coming back to me .. I am a strong willed boy that is eager to please those I serve and willing to try many things . I am a real person and i am not perfect but I strive to do my best and make those above me happy.
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