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"the human animal is a beautiful and terrible creature, capable of limitless compassion and unfathomable cruelty. if you wish to find that which becomes the dividing line between mankind and other biological classifications, it rests not in brain size, dominance, or even emotional capability, but lies in the unique capacity for human beings to reflect on their actions and show regret, what is most certainly the ability to empathize, that gives them their position. all animals understand love and affection, but only man shows the propensity to place himself into the shoes of another lifeform. losing this capability, among individuals of this species, reduces them below their much heralded position, and readies the climate for the likely fall of man, the fall from grace"
"Evolution does not necessarily reward intelligence. With no natural predators to defend the herd, it simply began to reward those who reproduced the most, and left the intelligent to become an endangered species."
Im a very shy girl until I get to know someone. Im a gothic hippy or cemetary goth and i enjoy going to The Mercury, Noc Noc, and Neighbors. I do have social anxiety and can have panic attacks while in social settings. I guard my heart firecly and have 13 years of defenses locked in place to protect myself from anymore pain though it can still slip through the cracks. It takes time and patience to beat down my walls but the treasure locked inside is golden if you have the will to get through it with me.
I am poly and I have a boyfriend Damian_ and I also have a lover. I am very much into bdsm but have had to give it up for the most part because many Doms arent ok with their sub being with other people especially men. I am not willing to give up anyone from my life and sending me a messege saying I just havent met the right guy yet is not only an easy way to get you blocked but also is very untrue.
I am not desperate to get laid and I dont believe in casual meaningless sex. If I have sex its because I feel a strong connection with you. How quickly I begin to feel that connection changes from person to person. I usually have a 3 date before sex rule and i always practice safe sex so if condoms are a problem with you then either you need to reconsider or you can go look elsewhere.
I drink but not alot I usually drink once every couple of weeks and I like alcohol but I dont need to get drunk everyday. I smoke herb for medical reasons because it helps balance my emotions and eases my physical and emotional pains. Plus it relaxes me so im not a bundle of nerves.
Im crazy but not overly crazy, I just have random moments of not making alot of sense and then I turn red, hide my face, and run and hide in the other room. I blush/embaress easily, but im not offended easily. I use to have a soft heart but over the years I have had to learn to harden it. But still im compassionate, loving, and gentle. But when I get angry I get angry.
I have a weakness to long hair on men and blue eyes on women, aswell as foreigners especially(Asians, Italians, Spanish, Indians, and British) accents give me a tingly feeling*blush*
I also go weak in the knees with Aries,Scorpios(which is something I just came to relize), and Geminis The intensity and energy knocks me over and turns me into jello on the floor.
I am 5'3" and weigh 245lbs. I use to be 105lbs. If you dont like it then move on. I am who I am and I am proud of that.
Into: abduction (receiving), abrasion play (receiving), androgyny (everything to do with it), anime (everything to do with it), art erotica (everything to do with it), asian (everything to do with it), asphyxiaphilia (receiving), ballet boots/shoes (wearing), bare handed spanking (receiving), bbw bondage (receiving), bbw/bhm (everything to do with it), bdsm (everything to do with it), bellydancing (everything to do with it), bisexuality (everything to do with it), biting (receiving), blindfolds (wearing), blood (everything to do with it), bloodplay (everything to do with it), blow jobs (giving), blushing (everything to do with it), body modification (everything to do with it), body paint (wearing), breast bondage (wearing), breath play (receiving), burlesque (everything to do with it), candle wax (receiving), chains (wearing), chakra energy play (everything to do with it), collar and lead/leash (wearing), consensual nonconsent (everything to do with it), dildos (receiving), discipline (receiving), erotic photography (everything to do with it), gangbangs (receiving), hair pulling (receiving), handcuffs (wearing), high heels (wearing), lingerie (wearing), masochism (everything to do with it), masturbation (watching), mutual masturbation (everything to do with it), nipples (everything to do with it), nun/priest play (everything to do with it), oral sex (giving), pantyhose/stockings (wearing), role play (everything to do with it), spanking (receiving), talking dirty (receiving), vibrators (receiving).
Curious about: artistic cutting (receiving), caging/confinement (receiving), furries (everything to do with it), making home movies (everything to do with it), sex in public (everything to do with it).
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