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dmarc
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| Since discovering the scene, I've always known I was a submissive, in particular I've known what I needed was a Daddy Dom. Most of my friends tease me about how I am really a natural Domme, and whilst I can see where they are coming from, it's in my submission that I find peace and happiness - it's in submitting to someone that I finally understand how utterly amazing simply feeling content can be.
That said, the things I'm discovering about myself never fail to amaze me. I'm on an incredible journey.
I'm a relatively active person on the local scene - I mean what's not to love about it? I've been so blessed to make such amazing friends, I've found people to share the hilarious and the bizarre with. People anyone would consider themselves lucky to know. The best bit, is I'm still meeting new people, still making new friends and still developing the friendships that I have.
In terms of locally I am honoured to help the amazingly organised just_six as a co-organiser to the Chester Munch - I love being in a position to help welcome new people in the way that I was welcomed into the local scene. As a munch we also organise a local club night ClubIndulgence - it's a warm, friendly, welcoming, fun filled event.
Always looking for friends. Feel free to get in touch.
XxX
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The next Chester munch will be held on the 19th August. Anyone interested in attending, please let me know.
XxX
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Anyone thinking of sending Mikeofcumbria a message alerting him to the fact that his profile is set up so he is searching for female subs (when his profile very clearly states he is looking for a Male Dom), don't bother. It's the first message I've ever sent that was deleted unread - and boy has it made me laugh! From the fake picture, to the dreadful profile, I really should have guessed a troll when I saw one! Looks like I'm getting soft in my old age!
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Just to let people know, the Chester munch has had to be cancelled tonight. :(
XxX
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My this site makes me giggle! I've just had a look through the female profiles and haven't stopped laughing. It's so nice to know the men on here have as many fakes and morons to deal with as we do!
XxX
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Lets get something straight. I am NOT going to give out my MSN/yahoo to everyone who asks. If I did, I'd have to give it out about 5 times a day, which is ridiculous...
Also, I am chatting to lots of different people, if I chat with you, it doesn't mean that I am "your sub", it simply means we are chatting. I am not going to stop getting to know others purely because I am also getting to know you. If you don't like my approach, feel free to move onto the next profile.
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Credit to Hardmaster2009 for this beautiful poem, that I have shamelessly reproduced here (with his kind permission).
Daddy's girl is loved and respected,
Daddy's girl never feels rejected.
Daddy's girl is never neglected,
Daddy's girl is always wanted.
Daddy's girl has Him to flaunt her,
Daddy's girl is His, no matter how many want her.
Daddy's girl always feel special,
Daddy's girl hopes you feel that way too...
Because all Daddy's girl wants,
is to be with you...
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Yet again having problems replying to memos - will be in touch as soon as the Domly CM allows me!!!
XxX
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Sorry, having trouble sending messages on here again. Will keep trying though!
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I think it's time for me to take a break from here for a while. Not sure how well I will do at staying away, but maybe I need to be filling my hours in slightly more productive ways - namely satisfying my wonderful Daddy!!!
Will still be popping in from time to time to chat with friends.
The best of luck to all of you who are still searching.
XxX
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Just a note on how interesting it is that certain people have suddenly stopped talking to me. I have always been perfectly clear that I chat with lots of people on here. We are almost all on here looking for some form of relationship, and there is always a period of "getting to know you" time. In all honesty there are more than a handful of wonderful guys I was speaking to, with whom I felt there may have been a potential for something more than a friendship. Then Daddy came along, and something inside of me just "clicked", it was right, there were no what ifs and buts - simply an overwhelming desire to meet the man who made me feel this way.
Since we have met I have had some guys with balls have the ability to say, do you know what, I wish I had asked you out sooner. One or two of whom I would definitely have said yes to at the time...
Others have spat their dummies out of the pram and no longer speak to me or in the worst case accused me of being a fake. Not entirely sure why this is, but rest assured, any female subs ask me an opinion of you, I will give it truthfully.
Then there are those who seem to think that because we were chatting, I have pledged my life to them.... erm maybe not!!!!
I used to get about 50 messages a day, now its two or three. I accept that some of them are simply giving me space in my new relationship, because yes, there was a potential for more, but I don't understand those who claimed to only want friendship....
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Happy Birthday to me....
Well I shouldn't be surprised, but I have just been accused of being a time waster, because I hadn't replied to someone's mail, when he had only sent it 10mins earlier and I hadn't actually read it!!!
For the record, I am two days out of a very painful breakup, and to be honest, hurting like hell.
Guys - a gentle hint, yes there may be fakes on this site, but don't go making accusations unless you are pretty sure in what you are saying - it's a sure fire way to get yourself blocked...
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Sorry,
I guess I am just not a one night type of girl, although that is exactly how I was treated last. He almost had me believing that was all that I was worth, but I am stronger than that....
Apologies to all who replied offering to spend the night with me, I got so many responses I may not have time to reply to all, although I shall try.
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XxX
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Nope CM STILL doesn't love me, so apologies to anyone who thinks I am being rude not replying
XxX
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Grrrrr
for some reason I can't currently reply to messages. Promise to get back to people when CM decides to be nice to be again....
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Happy New Year O/one and A/all!!! Hoping that it brings all that Y/you need in Y/your lives.
Just to clarify a little something, as despite numerous postings Some are not understanding something...
i am NOT available, i am NOT looking for anything other than F/friendship...
OK, mini rant over (Damn, there goes THAT resolution *grins*)
red
XxX
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It has been suggested that my journal entries are somewhat conflicting, in terms of whether or not i am still searching. So this update seeks to clarify matters.
i am in fact chatting with a very special Dom, who i hope at the very least will be a friend for life, although if more does come of it, then i am sure that Y/you will A/all see one very happy lil sub!!!! W/we plan on meeting up sometime soonish, so watch this space...
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XxX
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Merry Christmas O/one and A/all!!!!
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WOWSER
I have just re-watched Secretary, the last time I watched it I had no idea what BDSM was, and sadly I missed just how beautiful the love story was (I was previously far too busy being aroused by seeing a spanking for the first time).
Here's hoping that Santa fills all of Y/your stockings with something as equally delightful, be it love, lust or just sheer kinky fun!!!
Merry Christmas O/one and A/all, and a New Year where Y/your dreams come true.
red
XxX
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Update of sorts.
i just wanted to say, that if i am already chatting with You, please feel free to continue. i am however, not going to be responding to new emails, as i am simply receiving too many to provide a response that is worthy of the effort that Some have obviously put into composing one to me.
be well,
red
XxX
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i have been thinking a little about how i feel when i am put into a submissive state, and i say put, because although i choose to follow Someone there, ultimately i am unable to find the way on my own.
It's a strange place that i find completely paradoxical, both safe and scared, fullfilled and hungering, lonely because i am there by myself, but cared for, because He knows exactly where i am. Humiliated, because i have been brought up in a society that says this is wrong, but happier, because of what He gets from knowing that my sacrifice is for Him.
It's the start of a big journey for me, one i know will not be easy, but one that will free me, so i can simply be the best me that i can be. When i find my Daddy, He will continue moulding me, and i will take such pleasure from the pride in His eyes.... i am so excited and so nervous... and i simply can't wait. W/who knows, i am chatting with Some amazing Dom's, maybe i have already found Him.......
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XxX
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