LilDevilishWish

Female Switch, 34, lil hell, Wisconsin

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Female Submissive, 30, Austin, Texas

Torment ... Here in this world Twisted, mangled dreams Shattered, driven deep Hate seeping through Blood stained fingertips Wisdom blown Intelligence seldom Feral fear comes creeping Filling each nerve Ripping apart each sense Held at bay by dead prying fingers Pulling me in by the undertow Crouched like a spider Gauging its prey Awaiting the moment to strike Pulling from within Life giving bounty Tongue hovering Like a hummingbird To sweet water Falling even deeper Unsatiated in life's revels Comprehension eludes the mind Muddled in unwashed thought Craving a touch, brutal or not Just something that allows My soul to feel alight Flow, or is it ebb My mind can't remember Give and take - FAKE - Ugly, alone, homely Stuck, without feeling Hardened and cold Heart and will Soul has died Breath weeping Life comes to a hault I walk past bodies Motionless in time Frozen The blood in my veins His eyes looking over Thin slit sweat Thickens my skin Coating me with a chill A corrupted thrill Pain revealed Like a shredder to cheese Can't appease Blood thickens Spills through pores Congealing into pools Shading hindsight Under a light Thick clouds of smoke Hide her true self From friend and foe Guarded Elusive Arms held across her chest Thoughts won't rest Shrouded they remain Her own mystery A thunderous agony Quakes her She runs alone Down the road A place unknown A glimpse is all she hopes for Needed Wanted Desired Feelings Wasted on yearnful truths The smile Lighting the eyes Churning her flesh Hungering for A touch A kiss A stroke To be fed A thread of intelligence A conversation Is she to lust Always Searching For one to release her From the chains The bonds that hold her Forever in hell She likes to watch him Almost cat like As he prowls across the floor Lips pry willingly When he smiles Laughs How can she Know him Feel him Touch him In flesh In mind In soul And being Is it her own Conjured desire A figment of her imagination Was that a look from him A smile her way No She's sure it was Nothing A false hope A glimmered light Shattered by the face Of reality Cruel It tussles Her demise Slowly Seeping Bringing a death Not a life But of life giving She will grow old Alone No peace will find her No mate to sooth Alone Misery her only friend

My path has thaken me to a new road. I no longer reside in California, instead I now travel about in Washinton. For those who I have gotten to know through here, do not be sad that I no longer have a place down south, be happy that I grow further imn y new journey. I have more than enough messages to keep me busy, if you've left me one, know that I will get to it in due time.

The following I did not write. Instead it is a response from a thread that I have been keeping an eye on. The original topic based upon the gorean lifestyle. It was in this particular response, I found it stated all things that could never express better. What a fabulous way to describe what a good solid nurturing relationship should be about. Names are fictional, and email address has been removed to protect this persons rights. "Mon Mar 19 02:14 * - Subject: * - 0 reaction(s) Hanna said: Nope you're wrong I am actually speaking from experience in helping my granddaughter leave an abusive relationship. She has a child, and it was not as easy as she thought it was.Also because abuse was listed as the cause the state automatically took over on some areas. One of them being child support. when she filed charges of abuse she had no problem kicking him out of the home with a restraining order, that was somewhat easy. But in the week that followed when they had to go to cour over it she had to have proof. she had to come in with police records, hospital records and pictures that both the police and hospital took. When she thought leaving the state would help, she had to get permission and then notify the father she was moving and taking the children. so in the state I live in, they actually require proof when one party says something about another. Both she and her ex and the daughter involved had to go to therapist and both ended up investigated by child protective agencies. Maybe I am one of the lucky ones who lives in a state that just does not allow one spouse to legally ruin another without proof. Thankfully my granddaughter had a lot of proof, sadly she waited a long time to use it, it is unfortunate that a lot of abused people (people, as in both sexes as I know men are abused as well) stay in abusive relationships thinking they are trapped, or in some cases, do not deserve better. As for equality, men cannot give birth to children and yet a woman needs a man to have a child. I do not care what science has done, you still need egg from woman and sperm from man. So far as of now in normal society it takes male and female to produce off spring. In science I think a male sperm and female egg are still required somewhere along the line to produce offspring. As for liberated hot air. I will be the first to say I man is head of the household and the woman is the neck that turns the head. I am also the first to say that not every household/famliy is the same. I am fully aware there are alternative lifestyles where children have two mommies or two daddies. And they turn out just fine and become very well rounded adults. I am also aware of the fact that sometimes it is a one parent household. Men are as capable of being both mommy and daddy as Woman are often both daddy and mommy. Both have their strengths and both have their weaknesses. Both generally equal each other out, though there are always the exceptions. Everyone worries so much about who has control, when that should not be the issue at all. In a family, in a relaitonship it is not about control. It is about supporting one another and helping one another and working together as a team to build a strong future. But i suppose that is just a liberated thought. I think people know where I stand on this and I am a christian woman in my 70's. I honestly do not need to explain it any clearere. You either understand or choose to not to understand. If anyone wants to speak to me directly on this, you have my email Hanna PS I apologize but when a discussion or even debate gets turned into belittling other people, then it is no longer a discussion or debate it is mud slinging, and if there is anyone I have no respect for it is those who say that in order to be a better person or woman you have to do things their way. That is wrong, and insulting. As ::Nope you're wrong:: said: ::Stop trying to blow that liberated hot air. It?s not the truth but only a fabricated bunch of lies. Men and women will never be equal no matter what thing or way you want to believe in. Get to that point of that reality and understanding, and then you can get to being a better woman and even person. :: Once a person gets to purposefully cutting anther down in order to push their own ideas on you, then that person deserves no respect. Good day."

Ok, I need to know something here. Is it just me, or is it that the male dominants on this site are stupid? I truly am tired of recieving mails petitioning me to be their slave/submissive. UNDERSTAND This::: I am not entertaining any notions of becoming a submissive to ANYONE! I am looking for a female submissive and the possibility of entertaining the possibility of a male submissive. Period. ATTENTION MALE 'DOMINANTS': QUIT THINKING WITH YOUR C**KS AND START USING YOUR BRAINS. READ THE PROFILE AND UNDERSTAND EXACTLY WHAT IT SAYS.

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