Today wasn't a good day for me.  i made a Dominate mad at me.  i know that it should not effect me but all He was is nice to me and i turned around and did something wrong.  am i a slave or just a dirty lil slut?  i know what my heart wants but maybe it is not what i am.

i am so happy right now. i have been a subby/slave for 10 years and am finally getting taught what pleasure and love is.  my ex-Dom used to beat me with a belt once or twice a month for no reason.  my Mentor has taught me some things to be satisified and is taking me back to beginners status because i was physically damaged.  He told me that i am not ready for Ownership yet.  He made me very happy the other day!!!!