letmesubmit87

Started another session of orgasm denial with dice.  It is going well so far as my body is in a constant state of arousal.  My nipples are almost always hard and my clit reminds me of it's presence more and more.  I keep wanting to touch, to bring myself to the edge till I scream, but have made a game with dice to prevent such things.

Every two days I roll a d100.  On a result of 1, I am allowed to orgasm.  The next roll my chance goes up by one, therefore needing a 1 or 2 to orgasm.  Slow, and torturous days to go before the odds even begin to be in my favor.  As I started this little game 6 days ago, it will not be until November 18th before I even have a 50/50 chance of orgasm.

To make it much more interesting and to give me reason to hope the die will be in my favor, I have also set up a teasing game.  Each day I roll a d4, the d4 is increased each time I roll the d100.  The result of the d4 is how many times I must edge.  As this is day six I rolled 3d4's this morning and will need to roll 4d4's tomorrow.  Then I roll xd20's, with x being the result of the d4 roll.  Divide the total of the d20's by x and this is the number of minutes I have to reach the edge.

Example: d4 roll of 3.  Roll 3d20 with a result of 33.  Edge 3 times in the day with only  11 minutes to do so.

As such, there is no touching between sessions.  I have downloaded a neat little app called 'Random Timer' which allows you to enter a start time and an end time.  Then put in the number of times you wish the reminder to go off.  I use this to determine when I will edge throughout the day.

Now... I have come to realize what I truly seek as a sub.  Not to be beaten and abused, nor to be degraded horribly... What I seek is a man or women whom will enforce my game.  I seek random texts with words of denial.  Phone calls with random banter, but a good bye that leaves me whimpering.  And above all... when the dice finally roll in my favor... decide for me if I truly do deserve to orgasm.

I am a pre-denied girl, horny and frustrated.  Low maintenance, I think, as all you would need to do is send me a brief message every now and then to tell me I don't deserve to orgasm.  That I only deserve to feel that edge.  Maybe some time later, when the odds are more in your favor.

In exchange for these messages, you would hold over the power of my orgasm.  Even if the d100 says yes, you must also say yes.  I know my body well, and have successfully given myself several of what people call ruined orgasms.  My cunt spasms and my body shivers, but only a minor surge of pleasure is given.  Leaving me just as panting and wanting as before it occurred.  Still... it is an orgasm.

I hope to find someone soon that can tell me just how much this slutty girl does not deserve to climax.  Listen to me on the phone at times as I edge for you, all the while whispering in my ear that I deserve far worse, that it won't stop.

If any of this intrigues you, please feel free to message me.