leobenedict

My name is leo and I am 37. I live in Aberdeen in Scotland and am in IT. I have been involved un BDSM as a slave since 1999 when I visited a Professional who did some domination but was really not an expert. This and the other encounters I had didn't go very well as they were not real Dommes and I didn't have the confidence to say what I really wanted.

What I've always dreamt of is to be a prisoner kept in bondage and caged until I had lost all my muscle tone and was weak and helpless. I don't know how long this would take but once it had happened I would be placed in permanent pain in honour of a Great Mistress like you if you permitted it? I would be only able to just crawl as I would be so weak and only be able to beg for the pain to stop. I would be my Mistresses toy to humiliate by occasionally stopping the pain in return for eating her faeces and drinking her urine. Hopefully my Mistress might make me in to an art project and have me tattooed, branded, and modified to please her. Maybe I would be castrated and have my face tattooed and branded. I would come to think of myself as a piece of your property with my whole life focussed on you for the rest of my life. My days would be given meaning only when my Mistress decided what pain I would suffer that day and what I would be forced into doing to have a little pain relief.