LanguageOfTears

Hello -

I'm 26 soon to be 27. I don't profess to know everything about the bdsm lifestyle. I only know that deep inside me, I have a burning desire to experience more of the life of serving as a true slave. A recent breakup with my Dominant boyfriend, left me feeling pretty down. Our relationship involved a lot of kink, even surprizing myself about the things that excited me. Of course, there's mistakes I made along the way, but I've come through this with a better understanding of who I am and what it is that I seek. I want the joy of belonging. I want to serve. I want true slavery. And I've learned the most important.... Stop using "I want".... LOL
It's not about me any longer. Being controlled on every level is what makes my heart beat so strongly. I seek a Master who is ready to lead me and mold me into his world. It can be a world of darkness, it can be a world of joy. I just need the One to guide me.