Hello! Welcome to my profile. <3 I am Lala - Expect the adorable, playful andsometimes feisty nature of a feral kitten. There are many questions and plenty of wide-eyed curiosity I have for other submissives(particularly within the realm of petplay) and their Masters in order to expand and broaden my own experiences. Though I am not available for any kind of training currently, any advice/wisdom another can give me is MORE than welcome! My goal is to learn how to properly submit, perfect my nature as a kitten, and fulfill my dream to be a full time, live in pet. There is nothing more I want than a loving home, structure and protection of my Master, and the complete sacrifice of myself to Him. (I hope I can still squeeze in a few treats and petting somewhere!) My personality is very consistent with most people I meet - I am shy, somewhat of a recluse, and if the ice is not broken upon our first encounter then my instincts normally(there are exceptions) tell me we are not compatible. I enjoy giving and receiving affection, but would gladly give the spotlight to another. My behavior and interests are childish at times, and I am easily distracted by anything adorable and feminine. Don't mistake me for being too delicate! My mind has been poisoned with both delightful and terrifying things, and I know what it's like to live "rough". I enjoy having deep conversations, just as much as I do sitting in silence. Despite me holing up indoors for a few days no doubt loaded with movies and anime, I like to go out and explore nature, and occasionally the nightlife in the city. If you would like to know more or want to make friends, please send me a message! Know that anything that I read and find to be my version of creepy or unsettling will be deleted and blocked! Thank you for the time you have taken to read this. ^^
6/29/2014 9:48:02 PM
I haven't written in here in a while, and accidentally deleted my most recent posting!
Oopsie..
I am in better spirits than the very first entry here, but I guess I can say I feel very unfulfilled. I know that it's up to me to make the change to get out of a relationship I am not happy in, but that is so very terrifying..
To be alone, to feel that hopelessness again, and yet, somewhere in all of the darkness I can be FREE from this mundane routine and bound completely in my feline nature..and hopefully under the firm yet loving hand of a true Master. <3
8/2/2013 8:27:46 PM
I'm so lost I can't see or speak straight.
Nothing feels like it's going to be okay for a long time,
