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Female Submissive, 36, st clair shores, Michigan
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Female Submissive, 60, DFW, Texas
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Female Dominant, 55, Thunder Bay Ont.
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About ladyraven1
This girl has now been collared (check journal entry 31/03/2008) |
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Well, so much has happened! Where can a girl start to explain things? A number of weeks ago, i was ordered to join a Master and His girls for a local meet. He told me i was turning into a vanilla woman, Gods forbid!, So i went. i was shown off to some of the Masters there and One actually took interest in me! Surfice to say, i'm no longer a sad and lonely little subbie!
He's slowly allowing me privilages as and when i complete my chores and other duties to His satisfaction and He's turned out to be a wonderful Master and partner. The change has affected my son quite a bit too. He's become much more well behaved and respectful towards me and even the rest of my family. His grades are well up from the beginning of term and he even tidies up his room now without having to be told!
There's been a lot of downfalls though. It's been hard to adjust to being owned after such a long time alone. i've had to forget almost everything i've learned about being independant and self suficient. Master allows me a few indepenancies such as my desire to go back to work and college, but they are under the provision that i complete my training first. i haven't got very far yet, but He seems pleased with what progress i have made. His weight loss programme for me is working wonders. The pounds are just melting away! It's hard work though. i'm not allowed to take the bus or use taxis unless it's absolutely necessary and He's signed me up at the local leisure centre so i can go swimming and use the gym there. He often sits and watches me to make sure i complete the lengths and times that He wants and if i manage to complete them, He spolis me. He even lets me have chocolate!
The biggest downfall though has been my ban from the net and phone and i apologise now to E/everyone that has been trying to get in touch with me.
On the upside, He treats me like a queen when i've been good. He's letting me sleep in the bed now and i'm allowed to sit on the furniture again. i'm allowed an hour every day online to do as i please providing all my chores are done and if i'm really good, He treats me to some wonderful playtime. my son has accepted Him as part of the family unit now and he respects Him pretty well now. He's still in that defiant stage, but it is slowly passing. Master has told me that if things continue to go well over the next few months, He will put His mark on me. Anything beyond that, i'll just cross my fingers and keep working hard. |
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i started a thread in the forums a few days ago after an experience with a couple of totally insensetive and idiotic morons on the bus and the response i got form it was out of this world. it really cheered me up and made me feel better about myself. that plus what my lad did yesterday morning. he sort of did it again this morning before i told him he still had to go to school. at least after the break, it won't be such a big issue anymore, i can drop him out of the door, his new school is just around the corner. also, i've been chatting to a lovely Dom that seems to be pretty much on the same wave length as me, which is very nice. the short skirts might take a while, but the rest i'm more than happy about. all in all, He's been really sweet and so far, it sounds like He's got a good sense of humour too. i'd like to think He is a good friend if nothing else right now, but i wouldn't mind meeting Him at some point. we'll see how it goes, though He's said that if things work out, though i think that would be way off in the distance yet, i won't get ahead of myself. one more thing. i actually dared to get on the scales this morning. 96.7 kilos. hale-f***ing-luyah! i finally cracked the 100 mark! |
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i've been here a short time now and have had some rather interesting conversations. i've had pertty much everything from "on your knees b***h" to "don't come back until you've got a picture". i'm sure for some, that would be instant release, but as a conversation, no, i think not. at least not with me. if a girl has to be ordered onto her knees, then any kind of relationship would be severely flawed. for the right One, a girl wouldn't have to be ordered, she would do it out of instinct and pleasure for Him. as for the whole picture thing, very few people have a picture of me and i prefer it that way. and i certainly don't keep any online. looks may help in some cases, but judging simply by one's looks. a person is not just a face. sending someone a picture is a big matter of trust for me, and trust is not something i give so openly.
in between that of course, i've spoken to some wonderful people who've shown a genuine caring nature and a good sense of humour and i hope i've made a few friends in them.
i've been a little curious about why most of the responses have been sexually based. sure, sex is and can be a big part of this lifestyle, but does it always have to be the top prioity? not that i mind of course, i have an appetite the same as anyone else, i just feel there's more to it. |
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