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| I'm looking for a change in my life (i know it sounds a bit pathetic). I definitiely would give up the one i lived till now for the right person(s).
I stated myself a slave, but telling the truth i'm only a wannabe slave or a slave material rather then a real one, since i don't have real life experience. Still i know a lot about the BDSM lifestyle thank to the net, so i'm pretty sure on what i'm looking for. In my former partners i couldn't find dominance, not even a hint of it. They were nice, but...
Primarly i'm looking a Mistress/Goddess, but not exclude dominant couples, even men. I've put an X in 'straight' because of my former experiences, but i really don't know, what it means for a slave. A slave's sexual role and direction (as almost everything) is dependent on his owner's will. I do know sex is not an obligatory part of a M/s relationship. I stated the above only because on this site almost everyone regards this totally sex driven. I do not.
I'm not sure where to put the sentences: 'I do everything You order.' 'I have no limits.' and the rest. Maybe into the dust bin. :)
I certainly will do everything odered by my owner, if She convinces me somehow. And i have limits waiting to be localized and pushed further. (Though i don't believe my limits on children, animals and other illegal activities can be removed. They're built-in i guess.)
It's not necessary to force me to obey, i'm obedient, humble and eager to serve, but She must be intelligent, witty and be blessed with humour to win me. Though i don't want to rule my future owner. It wouldn't be a lucky step. I do know who rules...and it is not me at all.
I'm definitely not a masochist, but i understand my owner has the right to inflict pain on me or punish me with other methods, as She sees fit.
At all i know i only have wishes and wills, till She accept me as Her slave. So i know i'll have a hard time to find my future owner, and i'll be choosey, because i know after my decision accepting my Owner (andof course my Owner accepts me) it's not me, who makes the decisions.
Some apologies: i might not reply You at once, since from time to time i force myself offline. i really don't want to be hooked on the net.
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