krazykitty08

Was just randomly looking up quotes by key words and found a few I really really liked and decided to share.

“The question, love, is whether you want me enough to take the risk.” 
? Lisa Kleypas, Mine Till Midnight

Stars hid your fires. Let not light see my black and deep desires.
~ From The Talented Mr. Ripley

I yearn for he who can lead me there, take me to the next level. Not another Dom wannabe who can’t control his own life, much less mine, but a man with power and imagination and confidence.
~ Submissive Sadie

I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.
~ Anais Nin

Submission without domination is when you keep doing what he wants even after he keeps insisting he doesn't want it. Domination without submission is when he keeps telling you to do something and you keep telling him to fuck off. -- Linda

Do not be like servants who serve their masters expecting to receive a reward; be rather like servants who serve their master unconditionally, with no thought of reward. -- Antigonus of Sokho

Sooo pissed at my netbook right now. Had a nice journal typed up. Went to type in the security thing and what do you know, my computer decides it's time to restart for the antivirus or what ever. GRRRRRRRRRR............So....

I'm not in school anymore, too much BS to go into right now. Working full time and like it. Don't have to exercise, just bust butt at work. Noticed I have lost weight working where I work now. XD. I have decided to try to start a habit of not cussing but using other words like frack and crap. I have also come to realize that I am usually instantly attracted to those who are bigger and taller then me. Not too much bigger and it doesn't have to be all muscle but even some muscle and fat are good. I have also accepted I am not most peoples opinions of their dream person and I don't care, their loss. I've come to like the way I look, at least much better then I used to. I know what I want for the most part and I'm willing to wait for it. If it doesn't happen oh well, so be it, and I'll come up with another goal. I have also realized about myself, that I tend to assume and expect the worst in people and disappointment so that if it happens I'm not too surprised nor hurt. Sadly that's one thing I dislike about myself but with what I've experienced I know I ain't changing that anytime soon. 

Well, off to either read or play Halo. Hope everyone's weekend is going well and safe.

So haven't been on here in a long time. Juggling school, work, and family issues is being a pain. Still searching for what I want. Good thing I have time and willingness to wait for it. Ultimately I want an actual relationship with the D/s and all else that I want. I will put it out there, for me an assumption, that I don't want my family, coworkers, etc. to know about the private part of the relationship. 

Well, still looking. Just haven' been on in a while. School starts up next month, finally getting to Nursing classes. Hopefully things get better.

Okay. Well found someone so we shall see how things work out. This means I am now on here only for friends. Sorry.

You Scored as Switch

(((Note: This quiz is not totally comprehensive because of the length such a quiz would be. I kept it sex-based because I felt that psychological profiles and motivations were too complicated and vary too greatly among people that practice BDSM.))) You know what you want but it has nothing to do with your own role in the bedroom. You have the ability to be flexible in that area which can be useful for exploring you sexuality with your partner.

So evaluation has been done and changes have been made. Only time shall reveal how they are taken/handled/accepted. I can only hope for the best.

A new way to describe what I want.

With what knowledge of being a submissive that I have, I want what being a submissive entails but I do not want anyone in my friends or family to know. I don't want just sex either. I want a relatinship, longterm, with a dom to my sub. I want to be able to be myself and able to trust the person I am with to realize what I don't. Basically my other half you could say. I know for sure I will need someone who is patient enough to put up with me and what little experience I have. I appreciate bluntness as well. Man, I could just go on and on. Lol. Well. Still searching...