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I am a confused woman, looking, right now, for some help and advice. I've been the submissive half of a couple for almost ten years. During the holidays, thoughts of being dominant popped into my head. Why is this? Why am I having these thoughts? I have a mate who is supportive and has tried to help me figure this out. When I role-played as a dominant, it was fantastic for me. Then why do I still love serving him? Why do I want both things? I can't believe that I am alone, so I hope I can chat with somebody and figure this out.
Sweet14daddy
 
 Age: 38
  Pennsylvania