KneelingInShadow

It is only after much thought and deliberation that I have decided to redo this profile. As time has passed it has met with very limited success in drawing what I seek and I can find fault in only a few possible outcomes. The first being that I may not have concisely described who I am and what I seek, which is likely as I do find it difficult to talk about myself. The second being that perhaps what I seek is not to be found here. Rather then to assume the later I am attempting to correct the first possibility. Thus I apologize in advance if this profile grows a tad long, but perhaps it may finally draw a guiding light for me.

I will be blunt, bold and honest about whom I am here. I kneel here (as is appropriate) a man in my thirties who has had very limited success with women in his life. Too often I become a friend and companion rather then the more that I seek, yet I find solace in the fact that my friendship is treasured. I consider myself intelligent, clever, a good sense of character, and a man with a very dark streak but a good and loyal heart.

My submissive nature is part of who I am for though I can be aggressive and hold my own when needed, it feels far more comfortable for me to follow the ideals of Bushido and Chivalry. I believe a woman is not inherently superior then a man, but that there are women out there worthy of being place upon a pedestal and worshipped. Adoration is something that should be earned but once earned it should not easily wane and what better way to show adoration then to offer your subjugation?

My submission is self guide for the most part. That is to say that most of my formal training has been done by myself using research and desire but most of the Domme’s I have met in my lifetime have spoken well of my manner and commitment. I aim to be a good slave one day to that special Woman, and I work hard to keep myself at the ready. I am, unfortunately, a bit out of shape and I am working to correct this.

Hopefully if you have made it this far into reading this there is at least a spark of interest. What I seek has been, thus far, impossible to find but I do not believe that it will remain so. Nevertheless, what I seek is still based in fantasy. Part of my ideal Woman is someone who will take that fantasy and help me root it in reality. After all, all journeys worth taking begin with a dream.