KittenGurl

About KittenGurl

I tend to have two distinct spaces I get into: Little/babygirl headspace, and slave headspace. They are two completely different personalities and experiences.

Slave Headspace: I crave being hurt, degraded, humiliated, abused, and broken. I beg to have my ego stripped and to feel worthless without the guidance of a Dominant's need and desires. I want to feel useful even though I can be a useless, silly and selfish slut. I want to wear my bruises, welts, and lashes with pride under the cloak of my daily life and uniform. I catharsis and release in submission and consensual slavery. And that is why I seek it out. I crave it. The feel of a collar around my neck allowing me to ignore the feelings of abandonment and isolation that have plagued me through my life. The freedom not to be free. Make me bleed, cry, crumple to the floor and beg for release.

Little headspace: I crave love and tenderness, gentle dominance and a feeling of a loss of all responsibility and control. I enjoy cute things – coloring, stuffies, pacifiers and padding, being fed – all of that. The best guess for my regression age is 2-3 years old. I tend to dress littler, use babyspeak and words which would be more at home for myself if I were a toddler. I love the attention of my Mommy or Daddy Dominant, and hate the idea of pain or disappointing them. Little Eclipse is very affectionate and loving, and tends to need the soft hand that is given to her. While I am still able to be sexual in this headspace, it’s a very soft, very gentle – highly denial and tease oriented space. I don’t want to be tied up and destroyed in this space. I want to be snuggled and petted.

I seek out stronger personalities. Sarcasm and talking down to. Humiliating situations. And degradation and use. And I am free when I do. There is happiness in slavery when control is willingly given. When He or She can look me straight in the eye as they spit in my face and slap me back down to my role. To be called His or Her good girl. To know every part of me, down to the very release I crave from my chastity, is in their domain and I am powerless to change that.

If I am a slave, I beg to feel knocked off the pedestal of my everyday life. I love monsters. I want to be destroyed and dehumanized.

I play with RACK - Risk Aware Consensual Kink as a guiding philosophy due to some of the things I enjoy participating in and being done to me. Consensual non-consent is a huge turn on when discussed beforehand in both slave space and little space.
Safewords are Red-Yellow-Green unless discussed beforehand.

Hard Limits:
*Scat
*Illegal Acts
*Drugs/Alcohol during scenes
*Extreme body modification.
*Being treated as male.
*Underaged or Minor involvement.

Soft Limits:
*Needles and piercings (panic inducing)
*Tattoos/Scarification
*Knife Play (Anything over scratching or sensation)

I have a rule that my professional and personal life are kept separate. If you find you know me at work and want to discuss things, I ask that you keep it OUTSIDE of my job, and that you respect my rule that "I do not do things with people I work with". Thanks.


CollarSpace: KittenGurl
FetLife: @eclipseebonpaw
Telegram Chat: @eclipsedreams
Kik: shytigerkitty
Yahoo: sissy_kitty85