A Poem i like, i thought it described me perfectly :-)
Locked away within her heart are feelings deep, that only One can release.
One to take away the mistrust learned, well, that took away her peace.
her belly burns with a flame so bright, she hides behind a wall.
Forever searching, she yearns to find the One "to give her all"
As time goes on the fire dies, as those she finds bring pain. Where is that One to heal her heart and light that fire again?
she looks for She whose hand is firm and makes her heed Her word. The one to teach her trust again and release that frightened bird.
As days go on she looks in vain, her eyes fill up with tears. For as the days and weeks go by, they soon turn into years.
This bird of flight has lost her way, confusion fills her mind. For as she searches, heart and soul, she slowly gets left behind.
she loses sight of that which burns, so very deep inside. she ends her search in vain, content to meerly look to hide.
The shadows dark, she steps inside, so no one else can see. The woman hurt so long ago, is scared to let herself be free.
So let this girl, who tries her best, to be pleasing to all she serves. Just hide awhile amongst the dark, until she builds some nerve.
her heart locked tight, her heat controlled....her eyes still search for the One......
i've been into the D/s lifestyle since I was 16 although kinda knew much before that - i don't really see it as a kink just the way i am. Recently i have taken a bit of time away from the lifestyle to really understand what i need in life and realise nothing much has changed! :-)
if you would like to know more please drop me a message!
Currently i'm looking for a female Owner based in London (or easy reach of London) who i can give myself to, love, trust and obey with every essence of my being.