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On Tuesday, April 17, 2012 I became the collared and owned property of grumpiguy. I have found my true Dominant, lover, best friend and partner. We are purely monogamous. There are NO NEGOTIATIONS on this. PERIOD. Let me spell this out clearly. I have a Daddy. Any requests or contact regarding me or play of any kind must go through him first. Please respect OUR PROTOCOL. Any jack asses who can't read, spell or just happen to think they are God's gift to women and that I am automatically going to swoon when I read their message better think again. You will deal with one pissed off sub and an even madder Dominant. Really? Not answering to chest beating, "you slave, me Master" emails. As my last Dominant said "I may not have been the first to get between your legs, but I was the first to get between your ears." So thrill me, chill me, fulfill me... Send me a really great unique email. Show me that you are something different and so totally worth my time. I am looking for friendship and great exchange of ideas. I am a switch, but recently changed my orientation back to submissive because I was incredibly blessed to have found a Daddy (Grumpiguy) who makes it so easy for me to be submissive. HIS SUBMISSIVE. Just want to get that straight. Any other ideas need to go through him first. I ask for that respect. I demand that respect. See? I can be a toppy little minx. Bitchy much? Hells to the yeah, y'all. I'm tired of bullshit. I'm tired of drama. I want the genuine. People who aren't cruising to get laid. People who don't have an overinflated ego. God knows....this lifestyle can totally promote ego. Go Figure. So what about me makes me special? I'm smart, I've got a wicked sense of humor. I love to cook and spend time with my kids and my friends. I've got an insatiable appetite for all kinds of things kinky and I've been having a hell of time exploring all of them with Daddy. I can be an exhibitionist. I love many forms of play. My little can come out from time to time, but I reserve that mostly for my Daddy. So, if you want to be friends...drop me a line! A girl needs all the friends she can get!

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5/29/2012 7:26:08 AM

This morning, Daddy kissed me good bye as he walked out the door to go to work.  I was sitting here at my laptop, sipping coffee, wearing nothing but his Rolling Stones tee ,cotton panties, his collar and  my hair all messy from sleep.

 

As I watched him walk out the door, my heart lurched for a moment.  Separation from him is becoming almost painful.  Work is a necessary evil and he and I both suffer from that evil. 

 

Ah...but the time comes everyday when we get to reunite and those moments are the sweetest.  Today I am taking care of the mundane things.  Washing his socks, cleaning the kitchen, making plans for dinner and I feel so at peace.  I am more certain with the passing of each day that I was made for this man and to take care of him as he does me.....


5/10/2012 6:45:47 AM

Every day with him is a wonder.  I have been able to spend more time with Daddy since he returned from his trip.  Nights and mornings are spent in some kind of kinky, sexual haze.  I wouldn't trade them for anything!  But the times spent together, laughing, talking, discovering more together and about each other?  FREAKING PRICELESS! This man...this wonderful, tall, sexy man is more than I ever imagined possible.  I give my kisses to him freely just to feel him kiss me back.  His hands trace patterns not only on my body but my soul. Everyday he owns me more and more through the simplest of things.  I am his.  The wait for him....so worth it!


4/20/2012 8:52:00 PM

I look at my profile just for giggles now since I have been collared.

 

I don't take it down just because the amusement factor alone entertains me.  I guess some people skipped an entire grade when it came to learn how to read.

 

Every week, the same four predators are checking my profile.  It cracks my ass up!  News flash losers, I am one happy girl!!!!

 

You pathetically wait like vultures to pick at the flesh of my dead relationship carcass.

 

Wow.  That puts you in the Win!!! category. (insert sarcasm font here).

 

Got new for ya little beasties...I am collared.  I am owned by my Daddy.  He is my very heart, my very soul. And yes....I met him here on Collar Me. 

 

My advice to you?  Quit being such a pretentious, cocky asshole and learn how to not only actually talk to a woman, but actually hear what she says.

 

Worked for my Daddy.  Swallow that egotistical bullshit, be nice and just see what happens from there.....

 

Just sayin....


1/31/2012 5:06:17 PM

I so need to go off on a rant here.  Seriously. I do.  I hate when Daddy is out of town and incommunicado.  I have all this "stuff" that is building like steam pressure and no one to fully vent to.

 

Sure I have other friends, but Daddy understands me.  He listens to me.  I mean... REALLY  listens to me.  He helps me find ways to solve my problems.  He acknowledges my stress and bad feelings.  He never makes me feel bad for feeling a little petty at times.  He can understand it...but he makes sure that i work through it to be a better person.

 

Except now.  Now I am feeling ugly, vindictive, antagonistic.  And my dear sweet friend that I am feeling those feelings towards really doesn't deserve all that.  Sure...I'm a little pissed with her right now, but I know for a fact I won't be in a couple of days. 

 

But HELLS BELLS...I NEED TO FUCKING RANT!

 

So what do I do?  I write it all down.  I laugh at stupid posts on this site and others.  I roll my eyes and feel like the whole world is going to hell in a handbasket.  All of this works for me until the moment I think of my Daddy and his stern disapproval of all this childish behavior.  I  can just see the eyebrow raise right now.

 

Yes, I know I am being petty and snarky, but my feelings got hurt too. Will I act out and hurt my friend even more?  Oh hell no!  Will I sit around and feel gloomy and sorry for myself for a little while?  Yeah, probably.  Will I get past this?  Definately.

 

So there it all is.  I feel pissed, angry, hurt and upset.  I'm sure she does too.  So why don't I feel the need to make things right this instant?  Don't know.  And THAT is the moment that is giving me pure hesitation.  Is this a friendship strong enough to survive me revealing my true opinions on some things?  I am not really sure and that sucks.


1/20/2012 3:57:47 PM

I am dealing with a Smart Ass Masochist who wants to break her way out.

I am seriously wondering why I feel the need to smart off.  Daddy has made it perfectly clear that if I need a beating, just to ask for it.  Is the feeling of getting paddled because I've crossed the line, pushing him into responding to my behavior an unmet need?  Maybe.  Is it me testing the waters?  Again, maybe.  I have been swatted a couple of times for bratty behavior, for breaking rules and such.  But why the strong desire now to push and push hard?

 

I wish I knew.  I go to say something and I stop myself.  I'm wondering if I am starting to break an old pattern.  I used to love to terrorize my last Dominant with REALLY bratty behavior and total disrespect.  Perhaps I am not allowing myself to act out fully because I know that I don't NEED to.  I am loved.  I have someone who has my best interests at heart.  Who genuinely looks after me, cares for me and loves me instead of feeding me bullshit.  It's fun to be the somewhat silly little brat who gets the raised eyebrow from her Daddy and the warning swat, but I honestly don't want it to go further.  I really don't.

 

Perhaps it would just be smarter to ask his permission first to say something totally bratty, because honestly...sometimes...it's really funny what I'm thinking! At least to me it is......


1/10/2012 4:40:28 AM

I am trying to find every excuse to run.  To fail.

 

You won't let me and neither will my heart.

 

Dammit.

 

This scares the ever loving Hell out of me.  I jumped in with both feet, damn the consequences.  And now I am in REAL love for the first time in my life.  I cannot even begin to imagine my life without you.  I look back and wonder how I made it this damn far.

 

All of it.  It was all leading me to you.  I'm tired of running. 

 

I just need to crawl up in your lap and know that I'm home, safe and loved.


1/9/2012 10:59:05 AM
Not Cool at all. Now this one is about you. I am a little angry and SAM is itching to stretch her muscles....

1/9/2012 10:58:39 AM
Not Cool at all. Now this one is about you. I am a little angry and SAM is itching to stretch her muscles....

1/4/2012 10:04:34 PM

So once again I was reminded in no uncertain terms that because I am a submissive that I am NOTHING.  I am only here to serve, be your fuck toy or your whore and that I don't have a single solitary thought  in my brain that you didn't want put there first by yourself.

 

HA!!!!! I CALL BULLSHIT!!

 

You know who you are.  You are the ones who look only at my pictures and my fetish list and send me nasty little messages.  You don't care about the person.  You care about some idealized fantasy of some little girl taking what you dish out mentally and physically and all they can  do is smile blankly, pick up the toys and put them in the playbag (your idea of aftercare) and thank you for everything.

 

Guess what Francis?  There are some of us out there with a brain!  Oh the horror!  A submissive who can think and talk for herself!!!

 

The worst part of all this is the Dommes that I've run across lately.  They have the least amount of respect for submissive women that I have seen in a long time.  I'm tired of the bitches who had some kind of relationship with my Daddy in the past that think I need to know who the fuck they are and what they were to each other back then.

 

Really?  I don't care.  I don't fucking care.  And how dare you disrespect our relationship by trying to reveal details that he had already revealed.  What gave you the right?  Bitch, he had already told me.  You so didn't need to go there.  I have NO RESPECT FOR YOU NOW. 

 

Just a reminder all you Dominants/Dommes out there.  Show a little fucking respect to those who give themselves to you.  I may switch from time to time, but at least I can respect what goes on in a sub's head.  WE ARE WHAT MAKE YOU TICK AND LET YOU ACT ON THOSE DESIRES....  you are nothing but a title without us.


12/31/2011 10:33:24 PM

Happy New Year to all!  May 2012 give you all the desires you dreamed of, may you not mess them up by being stupid and may you tell those that mean the most to you that you love them EVERY DAY.  Life is short.  Grab it by the balls, the short hairs and let people know that you care!!!! 

 

Happy New Years to all of you!!!


12/30/2011 11:03:17 PM

We're sitting on the cusp of the New Year and I can't sleep.

 

I keep thinking of Daddy.

 

Images, thoughts and desires swirl through my brain.  Sometimes the onslaught is so fast it is dizzying, just like the love that has sprung up between us.

 

But today was just one of those really great days.  The kind that just make you smile.  I didn't get to spend any time with Daddy, but he was there.  He was in my conversations, he was on my mind.  I lost count of the times something happened and I had to remind myself to remember to tell him, only to forget once I heard his voice. 

 

He sent me a beautiful journal entry that some lovely girl had written about love.  We got into the coolest discussion about LOVE for God's sake.  We talk about everything.  He had to remind me that I crossed the line today and went a little vanilla.  But he did it in such a loving, yet firm manner, I didn't feel shame or totally spoken down to.  I felt his love and his need for Dominance.  I thanked him kindly for his gentle reminder and thought to myself "God, I hope I don't let him down again."  But I didn't freak out either.  I felt loved.  I felt proud to be his.  I felt like I would do anything to make him happy. 

 

"This!  This is what D/s is all about!" I thought to myself. 

 

My last Dominant was lazy.  He stomped about and claimed that he was the HMFIC and that I had to do all the work on the relationship because he "had 20 plus years experience" and all that jazz.  But the man I call Daddy now...he is a REAL man.  He knows when to be stern, when to be loving, when to be silly with me, when to show his true feelings for me.  This is the most amazing relationship I have ever been in.  It is the ONLY one I willingly choose to be in for the rest of my life.

 

I love my Daddy.  Can't sum it up any better than that.  Love.  Who woulda thunk I would be having my very first throes of REAL LOVE at this stage of my life????


12/27/2011 9:07:28 PM

Ah....the year in retrospect.  It's the popular trend in the media right now.  Let's take a look back at the year and remember it fondly, in color, in black and white and tie a splashy soundtrack to it.

 

Well this year has been a whopper for me.  I went from being a collared submissive to a Daddy, to taking his collar off and throwing it across a room, to begging for forgiveness and being put in a 24/7 no limits Master/slave relationship.  Yeah.  That didn't work out.  Not well at all.  And the funny thing is, I walked away from it feeling defective and damaged.  It was ALL MY FAULT.  Sure it was.  Until I went back and read the journals that I kept during that time.

 

So, fast forward to now.  Where am I?  In a very loving, Daddy/babygirl dynamic that has the best elements of both BDSM and vanilla.  I feel beautiful, worthy, and intelligent.  And my submission comes easily.  I never feel like I am doing wrong.  Any problems we have are spoken about, solved and we move on.  Sure, I have pushed the limits and have been properly punished.  But Daddy doesn't hold onto old hurts.  He lets them go.  Something my last relationship didn't have. 

 

Do I regret spending most of the year in a relationship that wasn't really healthy?  NO.  It has brought me full circle to my Daddy.  My love of my life.  The one that will be there for the rest of my days.  I learned a lot from my past.  I am thankful to my past for the introduction to my life now.  For goading me to come onto this site to find play partners, only to find the one real man I will give myself to for as long as I take a breath. 

 

So I welcome the new year and my new life.  This past year has been one of growth, surprises and change for the better.  No bitterness at all. I am happy.  I am content.  And I am HIS.....


12/26/2011 8:15:47 PM

Oh I am your Master of your dreams. (Really?)

 

I don't think slaves are stupid. (um...yes you do.)

 

Slaves are property to be cherished. (only at parties to make you look good.)

 

I believe in honesty and trust. (Trust me, I am honestly going to be a dick.)

 

Does any of this inspire you to continue this conversation?  (Nope.  But I'm sure as hell gonna have a good time laughing about you to all my subbie friends!)

 

 

Seriously...FUCKING READ MY PROFILE FIRST ASSHOLE!!!!


12/25/2011 9:52:12 AM

Merry Christmas to all!  Here's hoping the holiday blessings follow you into the new year!

 

Daddy...thank you for giving me the greatest gift of all!  Your love inspires my submission every day!  Never in a million years would I have expected to have been swept off my feet by what I thought was only a fantasy in my head.  You make my dreams come true in every way.  I love you! 


12/13/2011 4:07:19 PM

I know that there are people in the world who think what we do is reprehensible and immoral.  Personally, it has been my experience that the majority of people I have met in this lifestyle are actually some of the most decent human beings I have ever met.

 

Don't get me wrong.  This lifestyle can attract hideously abhorrent people who use BDSM to hide behind the fact that they are just plain old abusers.  The abuse comes in all shapes and sizes.  I can recognize it easily because I was married to a vanilla man who was incredibly verbally and physically abusive.

 

Today I was reminded once again just how far down and dirty vanilla people can go.  I have a co-worker who actually had the mitigated gall to threaten the livelyhood of not only myself by four other co-workers all because she got her tiny little tits in a tangle and got her precious little feelings hurt.  She used emotional blackmail to get what she wanted.

 

How did she manage to do this?  I work with a small amount of people who have come to consider themselves as family and we share a lot of our personal lives with one another.  I am out and open to my co-workers about my lifestyle and they accept me without blinking.  But little did I know that we had a viper in our midst.  We all have something to lose if this little girl continues to traverse down this dangerous path she is treading down.

 

Emotional blackmail.  She is using it to get what she wants and sorry, I find that to be irresponsible, immoral and ugly.  I'm sorry, but I find her to be pure evil. It's just another reminder why I find my current group of friends to be incredibly refreshing. 

 

So thanks to all you decent perverts out there who make me glad that I found a home.


11/29/2011 5:05:50 PM

We're home. 

The drive back from our vacation was hell, lovely, intense and fun.  Just like the vacation itself. 

How can it be all that? 

Easy.  When you love someone so intensely and they know your body and your mind like the back of your hand, you can live through all of those feelings. 

This weekend ... the total power exchange happened. 

This weekend, I gave myself fully over to my Daddy.  I willingly and freely gave myself to him.  Body and soul.  Mind and heart.  Flesh and Blood. 

I don't regret an instant of it.  I was born through fire and tears and this man has taken me to his heart and made me whole again.  The pain that lingered from my past for so long is being swept aside by the power of his belief in me. 

His sweet pain that feeds my masochistic soul pushes me further than I have ever been before.  His tender love and devotion completes me.  My frayed edges are being woven into a beautiful tapestry and I am blessed and thankful that he is in my life.  

If you were to look closely at the tapestry of my life, you would realize that there have been so many false starts.  But for the first time, the thread continues to weave it's beauty.  I have learned that he and I make up the colors of our art...our world. Without him, my world is monochromatic and blurry.  With him, the colors swirl and are bright, constantly changing, growing, creating. 

He is the dominant thread in my life and I am the stitches that surround, support and bind us together.  He is my path.  He is my love.  He is...more than I ever could have hoped for.


11/8/2011 8:18:47 AM

Day One of a very long week begins.  Daddy has gone on a business trip and this is the first time real distance will seperate us.  I miss him already but I also know that he is never more than a phone call or an email message away.  I know a week may not seem like a lot and honestly, I may have to face longer seperations in the future.  How I choose to spend this time and deal with it is entirely upon me.

 

My Daddy is my heart.  I can hear his voice in my ear, I see his sweet words that he has written to me.  I know that he carries me with him as well. 

 

I miss you Daddy.  Come home safe.  I love you....


11/3/2011 5:28:37 PM
I have given up. I could no longer control myself last night. Daddy swept away every last fear and every last doubt. I love you. Three little words. And now? I am his. He has marked me indelibly. He claimed me through pain and tender love. His words are written on my soul. His kisses vibrate through me like lightening. His acute sadism pushes the masochist in me. I have waited a long time for a man like this. And mark my words, there has never been anyone in my life who makes me feel, live and breathe like he does. I love you Daddy...

10/30/2011 8:03:30 AM
Have you ever had a lightening quick reaction to someone when you meet them for the first time? Some people call it chemistry, some call it attraction, some even go as far as calling it love at first sight. I personally don't know what I would call it, but something is thrumming through my veins. The very sound of his voice starts the moisture pooling between my thighs. I think of his strong hands and I marvel that they can bring me such sweet pain and incredible ecstacy. His breath as it lingers with mine during searing kisses breathes fire into my soul. He has marked me in so many ways. I am his baby girl, I am his dirty little slut. These names I can understand. It is the other sweetly spoken names to come that fill me with anticipation. I want this man. I want him to possess me, own me, use me, love me. As the quicksilver runs through my veins, I find myself waiting in gentle agitation. Daddy...your girl is here. Come and claim me.

10/29/2011 4:24:34 AM
Just when you think it is safe to go back in the water, the sharks start circling again. Why am I not allowed one moments rest or peace before the feeding frenzy begins? The sharks methodically circle. You have the aggressive ones who take the first strike, leaving you cut open and bleeding, reminding you that you are still nothing but chum in their water. Then the rest swim in quickly feeding off the entrails in the blood colored water. I liked swimmimg with the sharks at times. Hell...I have even jumped the shark a time or six. But I think this time I am going to pay attention to the warning signs.

10/23/2011 12:16:43 PM

Today is kind of a melancholy day for me.

 

Today a large part of my life comes to a close.  Even though this chapter of my life had it's ups and downs, there is still a part of me that will always love him.

 

How can you not feel something for a person who introduced you into this large world of ours?  He took me by the hand, led me down dark roads and stood by me during some of the toughest times I have ever had to face.  He helped me to stare down a lot of demons.

 

We part company today.  Will we still be friends in the future?  I hope so.  I'm thankful that we go our separate ways today with some of our dignity, pride and friendship still intact.

 

On the up side, I have someone wonderful who supports me and will help me on my journey.  As sad as I am, I also look forward to what life brings for me now.

 

So my dear friend, I love you.  I will miss you and I wish you well.....


10/21/2011 8:23:53 PM

Ah sweet misery.

 

My thigh was bruised severely by Daddy today.  He pinched me so hard that the skin broke even through the fabric of my jeans.  I have welts that have formed.  The colors that are blooming are spectacular!

 

I know I was baiting Daddy by talking dirty and writing erotica for him.  I mean...what did I expect?  **Grins**  I knew what I was doing.

 

Sometimes it's fun to spur your Daddy on just a little.....


10/19/2011 6:11:52 PM

Big changes have occurred in my life!  Time to change my profile because I have a new Daddy!

 

I can't even begin to explain how thrilled I am.

 

It is definately a wonderful new beginning....


10/7/2011 9:16:06 PM

I'm just not ready to face this weekend.

 

Seriously.  I'm trying very hard to behave.  Thank God I have to work all weekend.  I'll be tired for most of it.  Hell, I'm tired now.  Not sleeping well and I'm pretty sure that it is stress that is to blame for most of it.

 

Once again there are big changes looming on the horizon and fuck if I just don't have days where I wanna stick my head in the sand and just not deal with it.  But I will.  Of course I will.  I'm just a pure masochist at heart.

 

Whatever y'all do this weekend, have fun, do it safely and think of me slaving away at work and just having to deal with another weekend from hell.....


10/3/2011 8:46:44 PM

You ever have one of those days where you just seem to have the need to have a "Pissed Off" playlist?

 

Today was one of those days.  Don't know what it is about angry music that helps me get through some of my worst moments, but hey...whatever works.

 

Just a sampling of a few of the songs that helped me stand strong today:

 

- Country Song.......... Seether

- Going Under ........... Evanescence

- I will not bow ......... Breaking Benjamin

- The Kill ................... 30 Seconds to Mars

- U and ur hand ........ Pink

 

You get the idea.  Some of it's really good music to play to as well.  Love to hear some other really good suggestions.....


9/30/2011 4:40:47 PM

Already another weekend is upon me.  What kind of debauchery can I get myself into?  Turns out it looks like plenty!  It's going to be a little bit more of a low key weekend but still flavored with just the right amount of kink.

 

I am savoring each moment as they come.  I have made many wonderful new friends who are allowing me to explore so many sides of myself.  My lust for dark and scary grows as does my need for nurture, service and time well spent with someone appealing to my brain as well as my body.

 

I'll keep you posted.  It's gonna be a beautiful day tomorrow....


9/26/2011 8:17:07 PM

The weekend was a raving success.  All who participated had a good time, I'm so sore it's hard to even lay down in a comfortable position and the sub drop is coming on hard and fast!

 

Still, for all the weepies that strikes during my drop, I know that it is just shock and stress to my body working it's way out.  God I love a good beating.  One that involved practically all of my favorite implements.  I think there were very few that were missed!

 

So off I go to make myself some tea, soak in a hot bath and put my very bruised ass to bed.  I'm still grinning over last night.  Good night ya'll.  Whatever you do, do it safe, have fun doing it and holler at ya laters.


9/23/2011 9:08:50 PM

Hmmm... what to do?  What to do this weekend?....

 

I have so many options but one stands out the most and it has me plotting evil, dire, wicked and very sexy things! 

 

Yep, I chose the one option I've been waiting for.  And it's gonna be goooooood!

 

See y'all after the weekend.  I hope to be one very satisfied, very sated and one very marked up girl.....


9/21/2011 7:53:58 PM

My faith is being renewed!  Over the last couple of days, I have received some well thought out and very intelligent emails.

 

Thank you.  You just reminded this girl that chivalry wasn't dead, it was just in a coma!

 

As for my journey, I'm taking it one day at a time.  I'm happy with where I am going right now.  I have freedom, I have choice and I have really good friends who are supporting me and backing me up the whole way!

 

So, just wanted to say thanks to those wonderful Dominants out there who have really made me smile over the last couple of days.  Yes, patience is a virtue.  I was kindly reminded of that.

 

This girl is going to bed tonight with a much better outlook on the future.


9/18/2011 6:59:09 PM

Okay.  I get it.  I've come across as being way too fucking bitchy.

 

Well guess what?  When I was sweet and funny (like I normally am) on my first profile, no one gave a single glance over.

 

The minute I posted something bitchy, people responded.

 

What the hell???  Seriously?  You have  to be a bitch to get responses?  WTF??

 

I am a really great girl.  I can hang with the guys and watch sports, I can have an intellectual discourse, I can tell raunchy jokes, I can be sensual, sweet, loving and also know when it's time to be a fucking whore.

 

I'm sorry.  But I have to say that I am truly disappointed with the quality of responses I have been getting.  If this is all that is out there...I'll go back to being vanilla.


9/13/2011 8:11:18 AM

Okay, so the fun has been great.  But to be honest, I'm feeling a little down today.  I like switching, really I do.  But lately, I am missing being in a submissive/slave role. I feel like I've been totally set adrift and I just don't seem to be trusting the choices that I am making.

 

I miss having a strong hand to guide me.  I miss serving a Master/Dominant.  I never realized how much I actually got from it.  I am a sad panda today.


9/9/2011 10:42:08 PM

Tonight was...fucking amazing!!  I got played hard and it was a wonderful experience!  I am going to bed one happy and very bruised girl.  Pass the ibuprofen please....


9/8/2011 8:34:07 PM

God I love the smell of sex.  Not to rip off "Apocalypse Now" but sometimes, it just smells like victory!  It reminds me of all the hotness from before.... 

 

But allow me to clarify...it is the ones who get you the hottest, their scent, their imprint on your body that makes it that much hotter.

 

Good night people...sleep well, fuck well and carry on!


9/7/2011 4:38:34 PM

So things have already picked up within the last day or so.  I've been having a lot of fun getting to know some of you crazy people.  I've had some great messages sent to me, I've made some good plans with friends and I've had my share of some kinky fun as well.

 

This journey of mine is promising.  Open mind, open heart and the rest will fall into place!


9/6/2011 3:17:32 PM

Things are awfully quiet out there.  I am here.  I realize that I have to make just as much an effort to contact people as well.  So this is what I have decided to do.  I am not going to sit on my butt and wait for Mr. Right to contact me, so I think I gotta do most of the hard work myself. 

 

I have been having a lot of kinky fun lately.  Got to explore somethings that I really wanted to try and I have to say...it was fantastic!

 

My search continues for that one man who take me as his submissive, teach me to respond to him and lead me onto more exploration.  I hope you are out there somewhere.


8/22/2011 9:39:19 PM

Okay...so it looks like reading is NOT fundamental.

 

I had a simple request.  Send me a unique email.  One to picque my interest.

 

So not happening.

 

I'm getting the standard "I am so what you need (beat chest here), you slave, me Master shit" that I am fucking bored.

 

BORED.  SERIOUSLY???

 

Yep.  Call me a bitch.  Call me a cunt.  Call me self centered.  I've heard it all.  But what I call it is honest.  I made a simple request to the people out there who would find me to be a challenge.

 

I got "Weasel" instead.  Sigh. 

 

 


8/19/2011 11:04:59 PM

So, a few surprising things happened over the past couple of days.  I played with someone else besides my first Dominant. 

 

Then I had a chance to explore my exhibitionistic side and that was also cool as shit.

 

Now I am trying to figure out where I go from here.  I am enjoying exploring my options right now.  I am free range baby.

 

Sure that sounds like I just don't give a shit, but I do.  I really do.  I need energy, connection, and I need to have my brain turned on.

 

A few promising nibbles here and there.  But this is CollarMe and I am reserving my right to snort when I think I'm being jerked around, lied to or just plain fucked with.


8/15/2011 9:33:56 PM

Snort!  Time to live again.  I'm tired of the assholes who thought it was funny to hack my account and say nasty shit to me.  Then again...this is CollarMe.  No big real surpirse there.

 

Please talk to me if you are intelligent.  I don't suffer fools. 

 

I belong to a wonderful leather family, and they have my back.  I know about respect and protocol, but if you don't treat me the way that I have learned that I deserve to be treated...

 

Back the fuck off, go jerk yourself off and don't bother sending me a message.

 

Yep.  I can be bitchy.

 

Show respect...and I might return the favor.  You need to get between my ears before you get between my legs.

 

Just sayin....


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cherie
 
 Age: 32
 Mephis, Tennessee