jennifernell

she so longs for a Man that can guide her, help her confront her fears, and longs for a girl that He can guide to her real self... A man that has the patience of a saint well at close to that... A man that has time to put into building trust. What does said Man get in return... Let's find out together...

she seems to have lost her Master. she misses Him terribly. He was the first Man to accept her completely. For close to 3 years we were in touch everyday. she always wondered if she pleased Him yet He always reassured her that she did. He clarified her thinking as no one else has. He wrote her this a couple of summers ago which she rereads often:

"I am glad you are feeling more comfortable in your role as my slave.  I say slave and not submissive, because I have always felt that you desired a deeper, more intense relationship than you could find in simple submission.  I believe you want to feel the deep satisfaction of losing yourself in the protocol and ritual that comes with being a true slave.  To have the rules and structure determined by another to guide you and keep you centered.  To have the surety of knowing that when you are conflicted or uncertain, there is someone who will take the final decision out of your hands.  Your desire to serve and to please has always been apparent to me, as well as some of your more intense tendencies toward humbling yourself before another and accepting whatever they offer.  The desire to ask permission, to be on your knees, to offer pleasure, and to feel the fulfillment of your inner self."

Some may poo poo our relationship as it was strictly online but His words, wisdom, and sense of humour still resonate within her everyday. she loves You Master and wishes You peace.

So another loset from Texas writes this nonsense. Because there are parents are forcing their children to transition... Let us get a little dose of reality shall we?

The loser wrote in its entirety...

My
you are another bleeting sheep who believes the lame stream media chapter and verse.
The only ANTI TRANS LAWS are to stop adults from
forcing c h i l d r e n to transition...there are documented cases from all over the nation
A child needs to WAIT until they are 18 to choose to transition
open your mind
here in this small Texas town there are two MTF TGs working openly and no one treats them ill at anytime
QUIT listening to the lame stream media!

A girl beginning transition gets so beaten down by the question "Do you pass?"  Right now the answer is no...  It is hard being on hormones.  Your emotions change as your body is changing.  The level of fear that a girl in transition feels has gone through the roof.  The insanity of these anti LGBTQ laws has no basis in reality yet the fear is very real.

One thing that she positvely loves about hormones is how small and limp her clittie is becoming.  There is no longer a way back to being a true man.