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♥♥♥♥♥♥ mE stEsSo ♥♥♥♥♥♥
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♥ i'M jeanny...♥
♥ i L0vE g0iNg oUt t0 tHe bEaCh..♥
♥ i L0vE hAnGiNg oUt w/ my fRiEndz..♥
♥ i'M c0ntEntEd f0r whAt i hAvE n0w... ( a siMpLe bUt Lil'bit oF mEsSy LifE..)♥
♥ i aM a pErs0n wh0 iS p0sitivE ab0ut evErY aSpEct oF LifE..(cHar!)♥
♥ tHerE arE mAny tHiNgz i LikE t0 d0, t0 sEe, & t0 expEriEncE..♥
♥ i Like t0 rEad, i LikE t0 wRitE; i LikE t0 tHiNk (sUmtyMz), i LikE t0 dReAm; i LikE t0 taLk, i LikE t0 ListEn ( kiNd of)..♥
♥ i LikE t0 sEe tHe sUnRisE iN tHe m0rNiNg..♥
♥ i LikE t0 sEe tHe m0oNLiGht at niGht..♥
♥ i LikE t0 fEeL tHe mUsiC fL0wiNg oN mY fAcE..♥
♥ i LikE t0 Lo0k at tHe cLoUdz iN tHe sKy w/ a bLaNk miNd..♥
♥ i LikE t0 d0 tHoUgHt expEriMeNt whEn i cAnNot sLeEp iN tHe miDdLe oF tHe niGht..♥
♥ i LikE fLowErz iN spRiNg, rAin iN sUmMeR, LeAvEs iN aUtUmN, & sn0w iN wiNtEr..♥
♥ i LikE t0 sLeEp eArLy, i LikE t0 gEt uP LatE; i LikE t0 bE aL0nE..♥
♥ bUt.....................
♥ I'm sELfiSh, iMpAtiEnt aNd a LittLe iNsEcUrE.♥
♥ I mAke miStAkEs.,♥
♥ I aM oUt oF cOntRoL aNd at timEs hArD tO hAndLe.♥
♥ But iF yOu cAn't hAndLe mE aT mY wOrSt, tHen yOu sUrE aS heLL dOn't dEsErvE mE at bEst♥
♥ i'M pRettY cLuMsY & s0mEtiMez I hAvE a bRokEn hEaRt..♥
♥ mY fRiEndz & i s0mEtiMez fiGhtS & mAybE s0mE dAyz n0tHiNg g0ez riGht.♥
♥ bUt whEn i tHiNk aBoUut it & tAkE a stEp bAck I rEmEmbEr h0w aMaziNg LifE tRuLy iS & tHat mAybE.♥
♡♥ jUst mAybE. I LikE bEiNg uNpErfEct..♥♡
♥aLL mY LifE I hAd bEeN Lo0kiNg fOr sUmtHiNg, & evErYwhErE I tUrNed sUm1 tRiEd 2 teLL mE whAt it wAs. I aCcEptEd thEir aNswErs t0o, tHoUgh thEy wErE oftEn iN cOntrAdiCti0n & evEn seLf-cOntrAdiCt0ry. I wAs naïvE. I wAs Lo0kiNg fOr mYseLf & aSkiNg evEryoNe exCept mYseLf qUestiOns wHiCh I, aNd onLy I, cOuLd aNswEr. It t0ok mE a LoNg timE & mUch pAinfuL b0omErAngiNg oF mY expEctAti0ns 2 aChiEvE a rEaLizAti0n evEryoNe eLsE aPpEaRs 2 hAvE bEeN bOrN witH: thAt I aM nObOdy bUt mYseLf.♥
♥I dOn't Like tO cOmMit mYxeLf aBoUt heaven aNd heLL - yOu xee, I hAve fRienDx iN bOtH pLaCex..♥
♡♥♥It wOuLd bE cOoL iF yOu'd gEt tO knOw mE mOrE yOuRseLf.♥♥♡
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