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Happily Owned.
Yes, Sir and i enjoy opening our relationship to others, but that's not going to happen without a solid base of friendship first. Expect to hang out, see movies, and cook together long before anything happens in the bedroom.
I am a classical vocalist. That's right this fat lady sings. It may just be the end of the world. Or not. |
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Sir- You are the love of my life, the breath the fuels my song, and the sun, moon, and stars of my sky. Every day, i will do my best to say yes to You over and over. Happy Birthday, my Love, and happy Anniversary. i cannot wait to celebrate with You in person. |
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What a lovely weekend! Thank you, Sir, for breaking and building me in all the most important ways <3 |
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i totally fail at keeping this updated. |
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June 25th Marked not only one year of being married to the love of my life, but also another birthday for my Sir. Happy birversry, Love. Here's to many more. |
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i don't think i knew what was missing until she stepped into my heart. and now... well:
Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. -Edna St Vincent Millay |
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June 25th, thru a shower of red and white rose petals i saw my Sirs face as i walked down the aisle to become His wife. i love You, Sir. |
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oh good lord people. Don't wrap me up in your pretention and drama. Life is short, and i've got shit to do. |
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. . .wow...sparkly and perfect, and a wonderful reminder of the Man i belong to, The One whose finger i'm completely wrapped around...just...wow. |
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i can't help but grin when i think of spending the 4th watching fireworks with my Sir. |
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Words cannot describe my joy. Last night 12/14/09, Sir asked me to be His wife and Slave, and i whole-heartedly agreed. Best valentines day evar? i thinkthe answer is a resounding Yes.
Sir, i am overwhelmed, and hope to serve You with joy, all the days of my life. With all that i am, and will ever be, i honor You.
-Yours |
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Healing is one of the most tedious trials. Sir brought a fun toy over to play with this weekend, which was quite enjoyable. But what was most enjoyable was being with Him, which is *always* what's most enjoyable. Thus far on a good track to being at full force for FFF mayhem and madness, keep yer fingers crossed!!! |
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under the knife in t-minus 23 hours!
Time to change my life. Thanks to those who've been there for me, Especially Sir. i love You. |
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well...an *almost* white christmas is pretty good too...though i wish the rain would hold off a little longer! |
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Tonight i abused my tits for Sir.
i started out with:
-a bag of 42 clothespins
-a flat hairbrush
-some thin rope
-vaccum cylanders and pump
-hitachi wand
i began by beating my breasts with my hairbrush, i continued this alternating strokes from left to right for approximately 5 minutes, to get them warmed up. i then tied a rope harness around them to keep the skin rather taut as i laid down. i laid down and secured my hitachi wand against my clit, at the ready to be turned on. i then applied the vaccum cylanders to my nipples, pumping them up to the point of discomfort, but not severe pain. once bot nipples were in their cylanders and disconnected from the pump, i began applying clothespins to my breasts, this was made difficult by the bondage, but eventually i applied all but two. this took around 15-20 minutes, going slowly enough to savor the pain, and feel my pussy get wet and excited.
Having been given the order to mastrubate while my tits were still in pain, i removed the cylendars, and clamped my swollen, sore nipples with the last 2 clothespins, after a count of 10, i turned on the hitachi and very rapidly orgasmed, my pussy leaving a puddle on my sheets. i then removed the clothespins, in as close as possible to the order they went on, untied the harness and put away my toys. before bed tonight i will give each breast another 20 hard slaps with my brush, in hopes of encouraging bruising for Sir's pleasure. |
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Yep... i'm fat. We all know it, no need to inform me of the fact... i'm well aware. |
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ok, so yay birthday! but today has been not so good. i mean, come on! snow?! really?!!!
(...though, looking forward to birthday spankings is quite enjoyable, especially considering Who will administer them!!.) |
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2 Years. it seems like it's barely been 2 months, and yet, is seems as if i've known You my entire life. Thank You, Sir, for an amazing first 2 years. i am honored, and overjoyed to be Yours, and will strive to show that with grace and humility as the years pass. i love You. |
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Arr Matey, it be talk like a pirate day! (perhaps a bit early, but Ye should be prepaired, savvy?) |
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"..you cheated..."
"tsch- Pirate!"
'nuff said.
Ninjas may be sneaky, but pirates will cheat to win. Also, way better outfits.
...and booty. |
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...sorry boys, i'm just not that into pokemon.... |
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Below are the words i need to remember...i'm sorry when i forget them, Sir. i love You.
"I'm looking for a sub who isn't afraid to be herself around Me. Somone that can follow orders but isn't a doormat. Someone who can surender their will to me but still enjoy just having a good laugh."
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I couldn't recall the last time i'd stayed up all night for no reason...needless to say, i now know why it was hard to recall. but man, it was a pretty sunrise looking out the kitchen window! |
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Today, i thank whatever Diety choses to listen, for the birth of the Love of my life.
Happy Birthday, Sir. 
i love You. |
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This has to have been one of the most kickass weekends on record. No, seriously. awesome. Thank You, Sir, for all the amazing things You've introduced me to this weekend :) it's been quite the learning experience!
all my love to You, Sir. Always. |
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i Really want to be a pirate!
that is all. |
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operatic injuries are funny! really! a sprained thumb from a stage slap delivered by a 100lb 5'2" soprano. seriously. me = lame. so, don't expect a lot of typing for a few weeks. this has taken (24) minutes to type out.
~love~
jazzy |
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Huzzah for the first spring day. (yes i know, not the first day Of spring) the trees are budding and flowering, birds are chirping, and sinuses rapidly filling with pressure! enjoy the sunshine F/folks, it never lasts quite long enough! |
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wow is all i have to say form this years FFF,
the company, the vendors, the classes...
and especially the company :) to all those i met this weekend, thanks for the great time! hope everyone else had as much fun as this girl did! |
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Wicked
Defying Gravity
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GLINDA
Why couldn't you have stayed calm, for once! Instead of flying off the handle -- !
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy now
I hope you're happy how you've
Hurt your cause forever
I hope you think you're clever
ELPHABA
I hope you're happy
I hope you're happy too
I hope you're proud how you would
Grovel in submission
To feed your own ambition
GLINDA & ELPHABA
So though I can't imagine how
I hope you're happy
Right now
GLINDA
Elphie, listen to me. Just say you're sorry!
You can still be with The Wizard
What you've worked and waited for
You can have all you ever wanted -
ELPHABA
I know
But I don't want it - No!
I can't want it anymore
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by
The rules of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes
And leap...
It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you can't pull me down
GLINDA
Can't I make you understand
You're having delusions of grandeur?
ELPHABA
I'm through accepting limits
Cuz someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try I'll never know
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost
I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!
Glinda, come with me. Think of what we could do - together!
Unlimited
Together we're unlimited
Together we'll be the greatest team
There's ever been - Glinda!
Dreams the way we planned 'em
GLINDA
If we work in tandem
GLINDA & ELPHABA
There's no fight we cannot win
Just you and I, defying gravity
With you and I defying gravity
ELPHABA
They'll never bring us down!
Well, are you coming?
(GLINDA decides to stay behind.)
GLINDA
I hope you're happy
I hope your happy now that your choosing this -
ELPHABA
You too--
I hope it brings you bliss
GLINDA & ELPHABA
I really hope you get it
And you don't live to regret it
I hope you're happy in the end
I hope you're happy my friend
ELPHABA
So if you care to find me
Look to the Western sky!
As someone told me lately
Everyone deserves the chance to fly
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who ground me
Take a message back from me!
Tell them how I am defying gravity
I'm flying high, defying gravity
And soon I'll match them in renown
And nobody in all of Oz
No Wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!!
GLINDA
I hope you're happy
CITIZENS OF OZ
Look at her
She's wicked
Get her!!
ELPHABA
Bring me down!
CITIZENS OF OZ
No one mourns the wicked
So we got to bring her -
ELPHABA
Ahhhh!
CITIZENS OF OZ
--Down! |
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Another year over. best wishes for a safe and happy new year to A/all. to those i know and love on here; you rock.
that is all. |
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Ah, Snow!!! (too much snow in fact, but it will be a white christmas!) so happy holidays to A/all, and all the best in the new year!
-jazzy |
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Summer and Smoke
December 7th (8pm) & 9th(3pm)
Play by Tenessee Williams
Music by Lee Hoiby
tickets available, message for more info |
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Alma- yes of course we have a serious purpose, but i don't think we should publish a manifesto...
Mrs. B- it's a beautiful manifesto, it made me cry.
Vern- thank you, Nancy.
Williams
Summer and Smoke
Act I
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happy halloween!!! enjoy the sugar rush! |
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23. holy zombie brains, batman! i almost feel like an adult. Thank You, Sir, for an awesome early birthday, and for the *best* birthday spanking. |
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Thank You. Thank You for being so wonderful it makes me ache. Thank You for opening me up to the kind of love that i had thought impossible. Thank You for Your time and Your attentiveness, for letting me be part of Your life. I am Yours, and can only hope to be worthy of that as W/we go on. i love You, Sir.
-Your slut puppet |
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Edna St Vincent Millay
VII
When I too long have looked upon your face,
Wherein for me a brightness unobscured
Save by the mists of brightness has its place,
And terrible beauty not to be endured,
I turn away reluctant from your light,
And stand irresolute, a mind undone,
A silly, dazzled thing deprived of sight
From having looked too long upon the sun.
Then is my daily life a narrow room
In which a little while, uncertainly,
Surrounded by impenetrable gloom,
Among familiar things grown strange to me
Making my way, I pause, and feel, and hark,
Till I become accustomed to the dark. |
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ok, so i don't know if You'll get this, or when You'll get this. but i miss You. painfully. just wanted to put that out there. so yeah, don't be a stranger...stop by and beat Your girl sometime :p |
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leaving for a week or so, to enjoy some family-fun-time. stay safe everyone, and remember your sunscreen!!! |
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leaving for a week or so, to enjoy some family-fun-time. stay safe everyone, ad remember your sunscreen!!! |
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yay Karaoke! no, seriously, so much fun!!! |
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You take my breath away, and make me feel safe. Thank You, Sir. |
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thank You for making me Your girl. |
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Honestly, insults aren't gonna make me want you to dom me. if you can't say anything nice, then bugger off!
 -jazzy |
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it's the bard tonight, for nothing else will do. sonnet 57, enjoy.
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Being your slave what should I do but tend,
Upon the hours, and times of your desire?
I have no precious time at all to spend;
Nor services to do, till you require.
Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour,
Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you,
Nor think the bitterness of absence sour,
When you have bid your servant once adieu;
Nor dare I question with my jealous thought
Where you may be, or your affairs suppose,
But, like a sad slave, stay and think of nought
Save, where you are, how happy you make those.
So true a fool is love, that in your will,
Though you do anything, he thinks no ill. |
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This isn't mine, it just felt appropriate for the day, the month, the past year, and all the changes that have happened.
-jazzy
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Edna St. Vincent Millay
VII
When I too long have looked upon your face,
Wherein for me a brightness unobscured
Save by the mists of brightness has its place,
And terrible beauty not to be endured,
I turn away reluctant from your light,
And stand irresolute, a mind undone,
A silly, dazzled thing deprived of sight
From having looked too long upon the sun.
Then is my daily life a narrow room
In which a little while, uncertainly,
Surrounded by impenetrable gloom,
Among familiar things grown strange to me
Making my way, I pause, and feel, and hark,
Till I become accustomed to the dark.
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 well, i never thought i'd idenify as a painslut...but i never thought i'd be a soprano either...talk about a learning experience...hopefully the start of many...
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Happy Chocolate day F/folks  !!! |
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Who says there isn't BDSM in Opera?!
Batti, batti, o bel Masetto, La tua povera Zerlina; Starò qui come agnellina Le tue botte ad aspettar. Lascierò straziarmi il crine, Lascierò cavarmi gli occhi, E le care tue manineLieta poi saprò baciar....
Beat me, dear Masetto, beat your poor Zerlina. I'll stand here as meek as a lamb and bear the blows you lay on me. You can tear my hair out, put out my eyes, yet your dear hands gladly I'll kiss...
gotta love Mozart!  |
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PLEASE F/folks! i am with an AMAZING Dom, i'm not looking for any others on here at the moment. i'm flattered and all, but gosh!
*grins*
-jazzy |
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Honestly, i don't think i've ever been happier. |
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Hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas, and that you and yours are safe, happy and healthy!
best wishes for the new year
-jazzy
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Finally! Christmas break, a much needed oaisis in the academic calendar! now...time to go get all rested up for some fun play in the new year!
Peace, Love and Hope y'all
-jazzy |
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here's hoping that E/everyone had a lovely and safe holiday. |
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Late or not, still the best birthday *ever*  |
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OK F/folks. I'm Not looking for another Dom, I like the one I've already met. so please, please, Please, stop with the messages, I don't care about Your penis size, Your experience, or really anything else You might think a submissive would be interested in. T/those seeking friendship, or intelligent discourse, feel free to drop me a line, but if all You're interested in is looking for a submissive, well...i think i'm taken. |
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*an old short story...thought some of You might enjoy...*
He walks toward me, His light eyes full of dark purpose. He beckons, threatens, and coaxes me into His room, and i follow helpless in His powerful presence. We talk and laugh, listening to music and watching snippets of some random horror film, me laying at His side, He sitting, arm over my shoulder, hand on the nape of my neck, making me constantly aware of His power over me. As the film finishes it's final bloodbath, He removes the scarf from my neck, doubling up the Heavy rayon lace to make a wicked little strap, as i look up at Him, He turns on His stereo and lands the first blow across my face, the soft material leaving no mark as it stings my pale skin, He tells me to be still and i am, laying helpless on His bed, back arched in offering, legs spread in submission as He thrashes me, He pulls my top off my shoulders and bares my breasts, His rough fingers a moment gentle as they tease my aching nipples into firmness before the sharp slap hits them, making my hips arch with need. He laughs as i moan and sigh, delighting in His own sadism. He laughs as i try and turn to shield my now red and stinging breasts from His flailing reach, He beats my back, my thighs my arms and legs, and then, grabbing me by the throat, pushes me before Him into the hallway, down past the silent rooms of our friends, to my door, He takes my key from my hand and pushes me thru the door as it unlocks. i fall against the bed, my knees bruising on the hard tile floor, He laughs and removes His wallet chain, lashing my back and ass with it, one wicked stripe coming between my parted knees to hit squarely on my throbbing sex. my eyes watering, i beg and plead with Him to do more, make me hurt more, He sits me up and lays me on the bed, then, as He looms over me with the strap from before, He places His cock in my hand, ordering me to get Him ready, He beats me, i stroke Him, mindful not to grasp His shaft too hard, or to gently, He beats me harder and harder as His cock rises, my skin flushing darker with each stripe, He leans down and takes one nipple in His teeth, biting it hard as an orgasm washes thru me, as i moan and writhe in climax His strong hand grips my throat pushing me down into the bed, my vision blurring as i moan out His name, He pushes harder and begins to beat me again with His free hand, just as my vision spots black He lets go, and pulls me off the bed by my hair, wrapping the chain around my throat He commands me to kneel and pulls out His cock, i sigh and take it into my mouth, so glad to give Him back a small amount of the pleasure He's allowed me, as i swirl my tongue around His cock, taking it all the way down my throat despite my gag reflex He fixes my hands behind me, and kicks my knees wider apart, then one hand in my hair He pushes me down on His cock to the point of gagging and holds me there, my chocking only one more of His pleasures. He pulls me off His cock and smiles down at me telling me to open my mouth and look up at Him, His hand still in my hair makes sure i do the latter as i open my mouth wide and stick out my tongue, knowing He's about to cum in my face, and mark me as His whore, i mutter obscenities to Him as He jacks His cock off on my face, about how i can't wait to taste Him and how i've been waiting to taste Him all day, His cock stiffens, and the color deepens as it starts to shoot, the first rope landing cleanly in my mouth, the second on my cheek and the third and fourth on my bared breasts, He pulls my head down to clean and finish off His cock, and i do with a smile. Later, after i've cleaned off my face and chest He asks me about my former lover, the one who introduced us, He asks if we had ever done things like this, if i'd ever let Him beat me, i replied no, that i had not, and He smiles, placing a gentle kiss on my neck, His rough hand caressing my shoulder "good girl" is all He says as He walks out the door and back down the hall. i smile and close the door behind him, glad to have made him happy. |
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A/anyone know a good concealer to use on bruises? |
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Wow...just wow...big thumbs up for collarme...i just hope i don't end up getting bruised in the bad ways... |
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back on track, and going strong...i'm dreaming of a quiet christmas, finals chugging away, and a new years eve with friends from long ago. so in case i don't get to post again before chrismasolkwanzaramadahnukah
( i think i got most of them in that one) have a happy new year.
peace!
-jazzy
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so, can anyone explain to me why i self destruct? any ideas? no??? right, well, there's a bag in the corner calling my name, and, to tell you the truth, it's a pretty tempting call. so i'm sorry if i self destructed near you ... it can singe eyebrows.
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...to be bluntly honest, i don't know what i want. i do know however that my own concept of myself is changing, and that that change will most likely affect my views/participation in the lifestyle. that being said... have a nice day!
~jazz |
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| Age: 33 |
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