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time to try this again.. i am a submissive woman, i was born this way.. start growing more into who i was born to be. my little disclaimer: i am of Irish/German decent
treat me well, and i am warm, kind and loving. make the mistake of thinking i am a doormat, well... your on your own
recently, my world was turned upside down. my husband passed away, i was with him for 32 years, most of my adult life.. it was a terrible time in my life, but thank to many kind, understanding Doms i am recovering well..
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i was sent a message stating that i appear to be a real ball buster and i didn't need to reply to his message.
i am bright, and involved in my community.. i do have high standards and i am not a door mat.. so, the thought that i hurt someones ego, i am sorry but clearly not worth my time
it is not the first message that was ugly, but i just consider the source
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is there a full moon out this week? it amazes me that there is so little knowledge regarding what is proper behavior.. For one reason or another, some get on this site and think they can type in Dom and then proceed to act an ass. The best i can do is laugh and block the sender
Just because I will say hello, does not mean that i answer to you... if i am not treated with respect, just go away... Here is an insight, Doms do not choose their submissive... a submissive chooses her Master/Dom/Owner... for the submissive this is how she/he might live their life
serving a Dom that earns that trust, is a privilege
if a submissive isn't responding to you, stop and think what you are doing.. it is not a reflection on the submissive...
i work really hard to be respectful to everyone, but some days it is really hard, when i am being insulted
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i have not posted in a long time, i have a personal journal for that, i do pop in from time
to my great surprise, CM has many great people on here. i have been on a journey for almost two years. i have made great strides in trying to make a new life, the one drawback in totally giving yourself to someone that totally controls every aspects in your life, if He leaves or passes away
what you have to deal with, trying or wanting to start a new life, you have so much to learn or re-learn. my husband took me into his life when i was 23 and he departed when i was 56. i was in shock for five months, where i was a babe in the woods. i was taken advantage of and treated badly
from that, i learned many things. that i am a strong submissive and much to offer one that earns my trust. i am loving and kind, and locking my submission to the one i must serve.
i am learning to take time for myself, have some fun, learn new lessons and grow as a submissive
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i have found most people on CM to be who they say they are.. there have been many on here that i would consider friends.. but just because i speak to you does not mean, you will ever have the opportunity to collar me. if, i am not collared to you, do not even think you have control over my life
any further threats, and you know who you are, will be dealt with..
if i have not made it clear in the past, i am not a doormat but a submissive |
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i joined CM, as i have friends here. the reasoning was to help me become more confident in myself, and bring me out of my shell. in the process i found many caring people here, both Doms and submissives/slaves. to those people i have embraced friendship.
it is time to take of the gloves, and make something clear.. i am not a doormat, but a caring submissive, even though i am not collared, i am very protected by the community i consider family. DO NOT, cross lines with me
also there is one fact many do not understand, a Dom doesn't chose a submissive, the submissive decides who will be her/his Master will be.. through our devotion, love and service the Master is question, knows this. |
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i am still trying to find solid ground.. i am enrolled in college, so that is taken care of.. i found a nice place to live, i have a great roommate.. i am renting a room in her home.. she has been nothing but kind and understanding towards me. i finished updating my resume today and started replacing the new one and deleting the old one, from the online job boards..
i learned that even when life bitch slaps you, who you really are within your self is not destroyed, but in time becomes stronger... |
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Age: 27 |
Frederick,
Maryland |
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