Yesterday, I met a new friend on here and we started talking... we ended up talking for about 6 hours! I didn't know 2 people could be so different and have so much in common... Anyway... Due to our long conversation and some topics we spoke about, Last night I had a Beautiful sad dream, and I want to share it with you...
I don't remember how it truly begins however where I start, I'm in a room with at least 3 dozen other women, all of whom are incredibly gorgeous and the "typical" Hollywood beautiful...
So of course I stick out like a sore thumb!...
As the evening progresses I get more and more self-conscious and start focusing on escaping the whole ordeal...
I find a staircase at the back of the room and when I think no one is looking I start running up the stairs as fast as I can!...
The stairs seem to go on forever and I don't know how I made it up them (stairs and I don't get along well) but I got to another room probably 4 or 5 stories above my nightmare downstairs....
In the room to my great pleasure there is a stage and microphone with Karaoke equipment there...
I look around to see if anyone is looking and so turn everything on...
I find a song I know although I've never heard it before so I sing
(I wish I could remember all the lyrics from my dream but the chorus goes something like this)
*Am I ever going to find that someone to protect me? The one I can trust completely... and just be? I know I'm not the prettiest, skinniest, best at everything girl everyone wants... But I'd be yours!!!! I'd be yours!!!*
As I belt out the last note I collapse into tears on stage...
Deep sobs shaking my body as I have completely lost all hope of finding someone who could or would treasure me the way I want and need...
Suddenly I hear footsteps walk up onto the stage...
I'm so embarrassed that someone is seeing me like this I don't even look to see who it is but try to crawl offstage to hide...
I get about 2 feet and a Strong Voice (I don't know if it was male of female) says "Don't Move!"...
There is so much power in the voice I freeze instantly...
I sit there on the stage still crying, trying to stop but afraid to wipe my tears away...
I feel the Voice come over and kneel next to me...
it says "I'll treasure you forever, if you will be mine and only mine."....
Then I feel the softest touch I've ever felt brush my hair aside and wipe my tears away.
That is when I woke up. My heart aching and tears streaming from my face.
