iwillsurrender on Collarspace

I guess I should put something back in here, so here goes...

I know exactly what the lifestyle would mean for me!
Please ask me if you'd like to know...
And, just for the record, the lifestyle is not about the sex for me.

I have 3 hard limits:
1. No children
2. No animals
3. No scat

I am not interested in:
Online relationships
Camming
Poly-households
Married men
Domme

I don't know where all my limits lie because I have never been in this kind of relationship before. So, there is alot I'd like to explore, if I ever found the right One.

I've been told I'm more slave than sub in the way I think,
but that is for you to decide.

I have 4 children and a grandson. I am very close to and they don't know about my need to be controlled. They are a major part of my life (at this time they are my life) and would have to be taken into consideration if I were to become involved in a relationship.

If you are looking for a skinny girl, you won't find one here,
so I suggest you move on. I'm not huge, but I'm far from skinny. I've lost over 100 lbs and I could stand to lose more, but I'm content with how I am, compared to how I used to be. It isn't in my body structure to be skinny, no matter how hard I try!

The experience I've had so far has taught me that people will say anything to get what they want from me. So, it will take time for me to let myself go and trust Someone. Even though, that is what I want more than anything.