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Hi, Thanx for taking the time to look at my profile. I do have a picture but can not load it on here for some reason :( so ask and maybe we can swap ;) I'm on here looking to chat with people who are looking for more of a 24/7 thing. I want to give complete control of my life over to someone else be it male or female. I want someone who is going to be fair but also able to keep me in line. I want amazing communication. If you can't talk to each other then there is no point. I want someone willing to take the time to figuer out how the perfect relationship would work. I'm very new to this and need some time to figuer out what I completly need. So yes we will chat online for a while first....so if that is a problem then maybe I'm not for you. I am 100% serious and I understand how many people end up being fake but I assure you I am not and it WILL become a phone thing then a meet in real thing. I WANT THIS more then anything else so if you want to have a conversation and get to know eachother then send me a message I would love to chat. xoxo
3/2/2008 10:10:42 PM

This is just a little message to let everyone who has been interested where i am at. I am really sorry but I have decided to stop my search for now. I have relized that I need more time myself to explore what I want out of this. I've only just discovered this part of myself and don't think that I am ready to be involved yet. I do not want to ruin any chance I may have of being involved in this lifestyle in th e future by rushing something I'm just starting to explore sexual...so thank you for your interest. I look forward to learning as much as I can and hopfully being on here in the future. If you have my msn and would still like to chat then let me know....there are some certain people on this site that I would love to start a friendship with but I do not want to come off as a fake so am trying very hard to be upfront and honest. I hope that you will understand. Thanx for listening

2/27/2008 1:18:41 PM
I've decided to keep a journal since i don't really have anywhere safe that I can discuss these things. The more and more that i look into this lifestyle the more and more I relize how much I am really into it. I'm starting to think that I am more of a 24/7 sex slave. I would love to be used by my master and ALL that he deems suitable. I get extremly turned on by the idea of being rented out...or even being an ecort...or working as a prostitute. The idea of being used in anyway that all these people think is right is such a turn on. I would love to experience a gang bang, strangers, both men and woman. I just want to be used.

I am also starting to think that althou I seem to have some limits now that with the proper master I could be taught to have no limits. I think that if things are taken slow and I have a good teacher that I would discover just how much of a dirty slut, whore I am. it just makes me want it more thou :)