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I still fondly remember the first Lady that used her strap-on on me. after giving me an enema, She used wrist and ankle cuffs to secure me to a spreader bar that She told me how to make. my legs spread wide and my hands locked to the center of the bar between my legs. before i was bond this way this Goddess was in control, but in a caring way. but after clicking that last little padlock, She became aggressive and demanding. I was already bent over in front of Her as She sat on the side of the bed fondling a 7 inch strap-on dildo. i knew She was going to use it on me, but i thought She would take Her time and slowly get me adapted for this. She scooted up and pushed me to my knees, grabbed my head and guided Her fake penis to my mouth. "open your slutty mouth." She commanded. I did and She told me to suck Her cock. She sat there watching, a giggle every so often, then grabbed my head and shoved it deeper in my mouth. i would gag and She would stop and tell me i better learn to control my gag reflex. then She grabbed my head and again fucked my face until i would gag, stop for a second and pound my lips some more. She was getting irritated with my gagging and slapped me calling me a useless cocksucker. i begged Her to please let me try again as i did want to please Her so badly. i was able to last a few minutes now and had a few mini gags, but tried my best to make Her happy. But again i was unable to control it. another slap as She grabbed my cheeks, stared in my eyes and told me, "you fucking cunt. you better practice sucking this dildo 3 times a day. eventually you will have to suck a real cock and you will not embarass me then." She could see in my eyes that i was confused and even a bit frightened. She loved it. having me helpless while She broke me down and re-trained me to know my place. "do you understand Me gagboy?" She queried still holding my chin and staring coldly in my eyes just inches from my face. i swallowed and replied, " yes Ma'am." She pushed me back, got up and walked behind me. i knew what was coming next and even though i have toyed with my ass using my fingers, a small hairbrush handle and such, i never had anything the size of Her dildo inside me before. She did oil up Her strap-on and my ass which i was so thankful for. She pushed my shoulders forward and told me to, " put that asscunt in the air bitch!" i leaned forward, my face on the floor, my ass as high as it could go. my Goddess had to bend Her knees in a crouching position as She guided Her fake cock in my ass. god it hurt. i begged her to stop. it was too much. She slapped my ass and told me to stop being a sissy and take it like a man. She put the leather end of Her flogger in my mouth and told me to bite down on that and stop crying. She slowly started working it in as i screamed over the bit in my mouth. it was as if She could not hear my cries of pain. She forced Her 'cock' inside me slowly until i could feel the larger head part pop in me. She stopped for a moment and the pain was going away. hmmm, it was feeling kinda good. involuntary moans even escaped my lips. i even wiggled my butt a bit without even realizing it. my Mistress pushed further now and the pain returned. i bit down hard, screaming and trying to pull away, but the bed was in frony of me and i could not even get loose from the spreader bar. She was only inside me about 2 or 3 inches and i did not see any way i could take all 7 inches. She again stopped as my ass got more accustomed to this anal invasion. again the pain eased and pleasure began to take over. this Lady really knew what She was doing i thought to myself. this went on for 10 minutes or so, She would go deeper, i would scream, She would stop, i would moan and She would push further. god the combination of pain and pleasure was amazing. it got to where i wanted the pain because i knew the pleasure was so worth it. finally my Mistress hit bottom and i thought now it will be all pleasure. She slowly rocked back and forth barely pulling out and pushing back in. i loved it. i moaned like a slut, bouncing my ass against Her. She knew more about me than i ever knew. i was Her's now and She knew that too. after a few minutes of this blissful fuck, Mistress was tiring of doing all the work. She slapped my ass and told me to crawl onto the bed. i tried but my hands and feet being restrained to the spreader bar made this impossible. i told Her i could not. She became an animal then and pulled her "cock" almost out of me and slamming it back deep. god that hurt and i jumped but still not enough. " get on the bed now cunt!" She commanded. i tried and again i could not. so She pulled out as iwhimpered and slammed it back in. i screamed and jumped but still not enough. She grabbed myhips and began pounding my ass with long deep thrusts, pulling almost out and then all the way in. the pain would make me scream and jump. i don't know how, but all of a sudden i was kneeling on the bed while Mistress told me to fuck Her "cock". my ass felt bruised and burned a bit, but i wanted to feel this pleasure of being so full. i bounced my ass back and forth while Mistress rubbed my ass and told me what a slut i was and was going to be. " thats it bitch. you love having a cock in your ass. oh I mean your cunt. yea gonna train you to be all that you can be." i was in heaven and was really focused on how good i felt sliding my ass over that didlo. at that moment as good as i felt, then yes, anything Mistress wanted, i would do. "yes slut, I am going to love watching how you react when a real cock is fucking that sllutty cunt of yours. yea maybe even have you suck a real one at the same time." i was pretty sure and thankful that another man would not be brought into this, but hearing Her say these things made me so hot and She noticed as i became my forceful in pounding my slutty ass on Her strap-on. the more She told me how She would humiliate me, the harder i fucked. then without any warning i exploded.

alas, we lived too far away from each other to build on this, but that was truly the experience of a lifetime. i did have one other strap-on experience, but it hurt so bad right in the beginning that She was kinda scared to continue as was i. i hope to one day experience that feeling of being raped and violated beyond my control.