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Hetero Female Submissive, 52,  Cleveland, Ohio
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Seeking friendship...I am missing something lately and this girl is a bit lost AGAIN...Her Dom has kind of gone vanilla and she is missing that D/s relationship Relocated to O H I O.... from Florida...Cold...but worth every freezing moment.. :) I am just here to connect with friend... After 7 exhausting years searching on these sites I can happily say that my never ending search has finally come to an end...Many here have watched my long journey which had been filled with many struggles, disappointments, heartaches and off-the-wall experiences...As a lot of my dear friends know however I never ever gave up looking for the One...Oh trust me there were many times I wanted to throw in the towel and just walk away from the lifestyle but through your kind words of encouragement , strong & never wavering support and knowlegdeable advice I hung in there and made it happen!...I have learned so much through each and every experience and I personally believe from those past experiences I have learned many valuable lessons and I have grown into a stronger, wiser and truly deserving submissive... I recently took a trip to Ohio to reconnect with a former boyfriend from 30 years ago who I had met during my Air Force days while in Guam...Much to my surprise and delight He turned out to be everything I had been searching for...A true Dominant!...What we perhaps didn't know or quite understand yet back then as young and inexperienced 20 year olds was now so evident and perfectly clear...We didnt know about the lifestyle back in 1983 but knew we had this undeniable chemistry...Fast forward thirty years later and that chemistry was still there and more stronger than ever...He truly is my soulmate!...Who knew!?... So to all those out there seeking...never give up looking for it is possible to find what you seek and to all my friends here ... I thank you! Damn, now if that isn't a perfect and beautiful ending to a story!? ? ? I am proud to say I am 51 ... ? OLD PROFILE: ? SEEKING A " MASTER" ONLY 24/7 LTR
Please be real and honest... I hate deceit... {Lying by omission} This would include your true age, health and marital status. A successful D/s or M/s relationship is built on trust.
If you are a Master who shares his property with others or looking for a "bi girl" please pass this profile by, I am not what you seek.

Although I am a sub at this point in my journey, I feel that my full potential is that of a slave. Those that have met me or have spoken with me have also express that I am in fact a true slave or a sub with a slave heart and tendencies that is capable of being molded into an obedient and serving slave girl. After having experienced a couple brief D/s relationships I feel that the only way that I will be 100 % complete and content in this life is to be totally enslaved. Unfortunately a D/s dynamic is not enough for me and this girl now understands that she needs a Master/slave relationship, anything less than that will not do. There is nothing more mentally stimulating and mutually intense than being at that level of connection for me. As I do view myself as a sub at this point I do believe with the right Master and training I can be brought into slave-hood... I am a very intelligent, articulate and eager girl who has the desire to learn and to be molded. Just as a sub/slave should be eager and have the desire to serve, a Master should also be eager and have the desire to train. Can I be a slave? Only time will tell and my Master and I will know that answer...
I am not looking for just any Dom, so let me just cut to the chase, if you are actively seeking Dominant Women, Fem Dom, sub/sub couples, bi, poly or a switch, I am not the one for you. You must be 100% dominant and 100% straight. I have no desires in topping from the bottom. I am a "straight" monogamous sub and I am seeking a Master that does not share his cherished possession out to others. I am not interested in anyone that is married, in a poly household, in a current relationship of any kind or a Dom/Domme couple. Still have your interest? Read on...
Two words... MENTAL BONDAGE. It is what I breathe, it's what I sleep. I am addicted to the Mental Control. Take my mind and the rest will follow. I love the feeling of restraints against my flesh and a nice hard spanking or flogging be it for your sexual pleasure or punishment. I am a sub that needs to be pushed to her limits and to experience pain and also to cry tears for her Sir, to bear his marks as to remember his presence when he is not with her. My biggest desire is to be collared by my owner when I have earned that right. I am not here for games. Sub is interested in a committed Dom/Master, one that has no interest in other subs/slaves. It is not all about kink for me, that is not what I am about. Let me repeat that. "IT IS NOT ALL ABOUT KINK FOR ME". ?I am so much more intense and challenging than that. I am not interested in Kinsters or Fetisist. As of today I am looking for the mental control and mental bondage for that is what I respond to most. Interested in TPE - to include instructions, protocols and behavioral modification and rituals. This Master should be patient and understanding but yet strict and firm, but also fair and knows how to maintain and control that mental bondage one so desperately seeks in the mental aspects and dynamics of M/s D/s. A skillful Master that prides himself on structure, discipline, obedience and consistency that only an experienced Dominant can provide and one that knows how to follow through. I am looking for that special Master that is willing and is also able to guide and mold his sub/slave into his wants, desires, pleasures and needs but also at the same time protecting her best interest when it comes to her emotional and mental well being. I am interested in someone who is my age, give or take 5 years. Although I have been interested in this lifestyle for many years, I am still a fairly new submissive when it comes to R/T experience because I haven't been fortunate enough to find the real deal. This profile really isn't about me. It is about the Master who I will be serving and what pleasures and desires he will get out of my servitude to him and just maybe what I seek is what He seeks also in his sub/slave and knowing what he is capable of bringing out of her. Please don't mistaken this girl for a doormat, just like her Sir who will be respected that respect needs to go both ways.
Owning a slave takes commitment from both the Master and the slave and that commitment involves time set a side for learning about each other. Also as a sub I feel that I still deserve to be respected. I am not into humiliation or degradation. I am seeking a Master that is in control of his girl but at the same time treats her with respect especially when He is communicating with her. This girl has a beautiful spirit and does not want to be with a Master that stifles it. A spirit should be nurtured and not broken... Please understand that just as a Master has needs so does his slave. slave girls need to be used and touched.

Do not think I am a demanding sub... What I am however is a sub that has learned many valuable lessons along her extensive search... A person can only get knocked down, pick themselves up and dust themselves off so many times before they finally learn and figure out what it is they are looking for. Give me credit for having the honesty and capability of being able to be direct in communicating it in my profile...
There is nothing more euphoric and rewarding than being at your Master's feet just waiting for that first touch, glance or the sound of his voice... In just that one instance in which He makes her existence undeniable in what it is she truly is, what her purpose in life is about and when his presence is that pronounced and Dominant that it causes her to quiver and tremble to the true core of her very being. It will be one special and strong minded Master that captures this girls submission...She is tired of walking this journey on her own. Will you be that experienced Master who extends your hand and gently lifts her to her feet and guides her into the slave-hood that she so needs, desires and craves?












 Submissive Female



 Willing to Relocate

 5' 8"






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Male

Friends Only

 Lives For:


 Mental Bondage



 Body Worship

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Hair Pulling


 Obedience Training



 Intellectual Discourse


 Lifestyle BDSM


 Anal Play



 Breast Play

 Corner Time

 Housework Service


 Total Orgasm Denial

 Speech Restrictions


 1950s Lifestyle


 Canes and Crops

 Local BDSM Community




 Curious About:



 Electrical Play

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay

 Sensory Deprivation

 Vacuum Stimulation

 Wax play

 Old Guard



 Outdoor Bondage

 Public Play

 Role Playing


 Female Supremacy

 Hard Limits:



 Fire Play


 Knife Play

 Needle Play





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Journal Entries:
3/6/2014 9:08:38 PM
I have been gone from this site for almost 6 months and it's so disheartening to come back and see the same old profiles on here that I had seen day in and day out for many years... I am finally content knowing I am finally where I need to be after all these years of searching...I can only hope the same for all my lifestyle friends...hang in there....It will happen...

7/26/2013 9:25:45 PM
Aaahhhh that was a nice much needed break but I did miss all my here I am back just for a wee bit...

6/19/2013 9:26:23 PM


6/15/2013 11:33:31 AM

And yet another insightful thought from a Master for me to ponder:



A Master is patient, understanding, compassionate, strict, structured, disciplined, etc.. a Master should never give a task or an assignment that a slave may fail. It is about building the slave, empowering her, teaching her coping skills to help her with triggers and issues from her past.


He should never put doubts in a slave head. Her submission is greater than that of a sub. It is total submission of the deepest kind. It is a gift and needs to be cherished and developed.



Mastering... first rule "Cause No Harm" that is the cardinal rule. Second rule "Master is to build and empower their slave, not break them down and take their power", third rule " know their triggers and their issues and help work them through them in a positive manner" fourth rule "know their goals and help them achieve them without causing them to fail"... 



Unfortunately this is becoming a lost art and people now thinks its about the whips and floggers, not the psychological, emotional and physical connection and bond

6/14/2013 3:37:43 PM

I guess I thought I could change who I am as a submissive temporarily and just do the casual play sessions, but honestly who I am trying kid, nobody but myself. I would not be happy nor content participating in casual play sessions with a different Dominant here and there.. That is not the girl or submissive I am... Play sessions are only a temporary fix...kind of like how a band-aid is over an open wound. I would never be fulfilled this way and I would be denying myself and another person a wonderful journey. Playing only makes me crave the touch and presence of a Master even more. I need to serve full-time to one Master and one Master only. I would not be true to myself if I did not follow my heart, my desires and the passion within my soul. This journey has not been an easy one for me. I have had my trials and tribulations, some more painful than the others, however I do believe that it is through these experiences and difficult times that will only make me a stronger person and submissive. Growth comes from the lessons I have learned. I will admit it is not easy for me today to stand tall for the wind has been blown out of my sails yet again but I know the healthy answer is to let go and move on. I have always said I have felt like a "lost soul"  who walks aimlessly alone waiting for that special one to find her. I know he is out there for me. It is all about finding the right one who is seeking the same things I do in this lifestyle. It is about the connection - the mental, the emotional and the physical. A Master and slave work in unity and one should compliment the other. A slave or submissive should be like a glove, that fits over her Master hand. For me it is about finding that last missing piece of the puzzle, the piece that when it is put in its rightful place will create a beautiful piece of artwork, a MASTER-piece... Today I am grateful for the friends I have that have always been there for me. Sometimes it is just that one kind gesture that you say or do or your words of encouragement you offer me that get me through another trying day and I thank you all for that. Don't give up faith in me, for I have not given up on myself. This will happen for me when I do it the correct way, slow and at its own pace but yet cautiously. I have to just let it happen naturally and not constantly try to force what is not there or not right for me. My eagerness and desire to serve "get me" every time.  My strongest attributes are ironically also my biggest weaknesses and downfall...

As one Dom said to me ...Think about that Tom Hanks line in Castaway.  "You never know what tomorrows tide will bring in."

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