I love making someone truly happy; I want to please. I have been that way since birth. I have so much love in my heart...it actually hurts at times. I read somewhere that SM is so much better with someone you love. I can only imagine.
I am infatuated with this lifestyle. I fell in love at first site. I haven't even begun to learn all there is to know. To tell you the truth? I hope I never get to a point in this lifestyle, where I say "I have learned everything." It would be a rather vain statement to make.
I want to be the good, respected, and loved woman he wants me to be for him. On the other hand, I don't ever want it forgotten, that I am his nasty, dirty, little slut too!
I have recently accepted a collar and I am SO EXCITED!!!!!! I can't wait to see whats in store for me! I am eager and ready to learn all the ways I will serve and please my Master. hehe.....yay...lol... :)
God has a plan for all of us. We all cross paths with different people,everyday, for a reason. It is my responsibilty to take action on the opportunities God places in front me. It is my duty everyday to see what I can do for the next suffering soul.I am grateful to God, and know if it weren't for Him, I would not be the submissive I truly am today. May God bless each and everyone of you. :)
Thank you for all the responses I have had and the best of luck to everyone.
I now look forward to meeting new friends and sharing experience, strength and hope with one another.
P.S.S. My journal entry quotes are all qoutes from the book SM101 by Jay Wiseman. Fun stuff to read...hehe..lol
So these quotes are mine..." I love to cuddle"
" I love when he reaches over and grabs my hand for no apparent reason, other than to show me he cares"
"I love it when he passionately kisses me, literally taking over"
" I don't want to have a choice sometimes"
" Just tell me what you want me to do"
" Sometimes I want to feel like your my Daddy and I'm your little girl"
" I need to feel really heavy pain about every six weeks or so, or I get really moody."
"I can't imagine dominating a man."
" At certain times, I really like pain - the more the better."
" I can't come to the phone right now, I'm all tied up. Leave a message and I'll get back to you just as soon as I'm untied"
" If you want to find out what they're really into, watch the eyes. They can't fake the eyes"
"I like it when you take over"
" The submissive doesn't need to know what time it is."
" I want to find out what it feels like to be whipped by you"
" Wives submit yourselves to your own husbands, as to the Lord" Ephesians 5:22
