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About Ilspeth
I have gutted my profile and restarted it. Enjoy the new and improved version!
Warning: Please do not send me the phrase/sentence "Tell me about yourself" under any circumstances. I have some sort of weird mental block when it comes to that phrase and will completely blank out on how to respond to it. Ask me a more specific question (perhaps pertaining to whatever it is about my profile you found interesting?), please!
Hey you! Yeah, YOU! Go here: http://tinyurl.com/avoxfrg
I'm serious. Go here: http://tinyurl.com/avoxfrg
Standard review of what I don't want in my inbox: Please do not contact me if you have not read my profile or intend to disrespect me and/or my wishes in some manner. If you have an inappropriate profile picture, please do not rape my eyes by putting it in my inbox! I also would appreciate my mind remaining intact and not being chipped away at by spelling/grammar carnage. Others who are encouraged to exit the area without dropping me a line; those over 40 years of age, smokers (this includes 420), those seeking an online relationship, and those already married/in a committed relationship.
I realized I should add in this line; I am also not looking for out of state at the moment, as I cannot relocate currently and don't really do well in long-distance relationships. As big as Texas is, even northern Texas would be highly unlikely.
The only exception to the above rules is if you're Mark Harmon, and I doubt he's scouring CM for a second woman...
Things I'm looking for:
An intelligent Dominant with a good sense of humor, who won't mind an occasional snide remark from me (I've got a bit of a dry wit, and can't rein it in constantly) and who wants a monogamous long term relationship with potential for children in the future. Interest in bondage/wax play is a must, as those are my favorite activities thus far, as well as being affectionate and attentive. Discipline will likely come into play, as I can be rather cheeky!
Ageplay and calling someone "Daddy" or something similar are definitely hard limits, but I've recently talked with someone who has me questioning putting Daddy/daughter relationships in general on the chopping block.
Who/What I am:
I'm a submissive/brat who's still somewhat new to the lifestyle and still learning a lot about it. I'm big into bondage in various forms, as well as the idea of a 24/7 D/s relationship. I've been told that I have leanings towards service submission, as well as pet (as in Master/pet). I'm not into pain at all, including spankings.
If you're looking for someone whose life is in order, I'm not for you; I'm still getting a lot of things back on track after my divorce, and I'm far from having all my ducks in a row.
I should mention that I'm not very outdoorsy as nature is trying to kill me (you name it, I'm allergic to breathing it in), so camping, hiking, all that stuff that sounds great to me on one hand is out of the question when I think it through properly.
I'm going back to school in the near future to work on my degree as an MLT (Mutton Lettuce Tomato sandwich; the best thing in the world, when the mutton is nice and lean and the tomato is ripe. I love that!).
I'm a pretty big nerd/geek, with a weekly meeting with like-minded friends where we either play Pathfinder, Savage Worlds, Munchkin, Descent, Settlers of Catan, or something along those lines. I like sci-fi and fantasy in spades, be it in cinematic form or bound on pages; this especially holds true of anything to do with Middle Earth and Star Trek. Alas, my old nemesis dragged me back into the depths of my addiction once more, my World of Warcraft account is again active!
I'm a romantic and a sap (I cry at a lot of movies, repeatedly). I love music, and almost always have some playing. I get struck randomly by bursts of inspiration, during which I write a lot.
Those wishing to contact me should make sure they sign their initial message properly, as I not only have six fingers, but have killed their father and must prepare to die! Also, those who decide to disregard any of the limits posted at the beginning of this profile, be prepared for a duel TO THE PAIN!
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Update from my last one; I'm getting better, but still not fully well. Then again, is there ever truly such a thing as "stable" or "well" for someone with a mental illness? I think there are simple states of "better".
Either way, now that the light is visible at the end of the tunnel and growing brighter, I'm working on getting back to the things that I enjoy, coming back to life. I'm going to be looking into getting things set up for school, and possibly finding a part-time job.
I'm also looking to branch out in my social life again, remind myself of what it can be like to leave the house more than once a week... |
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For those who actually read the things posted by those they are interested in, here's the skinny:
I am bipolar. I was diagnosed at 14, and treated up until 2010. At that point, I was going through a nasty divorce and my ever-so-sweet ex-husband (yes, that is dripping with sarcasm) kicked me off his insurance before he legally should have been able to. By doing so, he cut me off cold turkey from my psychiatrist.
Fast forward 2 years and finally managed to find a psychiatrist who would take my Medicare supplement insurance, and I started seeing said doctor in December. So now I'm trying to get my mental health back on track, as I can't really do much else with that as out of whack as it is.
So right now, I'm coocoo for cocoa puffs, batshit cray-cray. I therefore am doing the (relatively) smart thing and keeping myself off the market while I fix things. |
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So, my breakup was almost two weeks ago. I know I'm far from healed, but I'm not sure when I'll be feeling well enough to try and put myself out there again. It's difficult to gauge, especially due to my regular exposure to this particular ex keeping him kind of fresh in my thoughts. Oh well; not much to be done for it, I suppose. |
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Caution: squeaks when poked. |
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CURSE YOU JACK LINK'S!!!!!
Why must you make such addictively delicious Beef Jerky? The "pepper" is really some form of illegal drug, isn't it? You've spiked the jerky and that's why it's so addictive! I'm onto you, Jack Link's! *sobs and stuffs face with even more Jerky* |
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