iamvalkyria

i long after the moment, when broken wings face it's own fear of heights and fly on careful fluttering wings through life again...

As i grow older, i pay less attention to what Men say. i just watch what they do.

Everything that can be interpreted is in words,

your longing for that somebody you want to be close too

everything that means something is in your heart

you only have to dare to take a chance,

stand alone for a moment, to later see the truth

that mirror your own truth.

have mercy on me Sir, allow me to impose in You..the sun to me is dark and silient as the moon...mmm murder ballads

When facts are few and far between, hypothesis defies all logic, as to how an individual came to the conclusion, that the point that they are trying to make, is indeed true and not just the fabrications of a deluded mind...

my skin
so sensitive under Your touch
my soul
so sensitive under Your words
You come closer
my longing grow
When You whisper
You have been waiting for me
for such a long time
When i feel
Your breaths meeting mine
when You blow
carefully
tenderly
on my half open lips
thats when our journey
started
with destination
unknown

You know who I am

Unique, totally Yours

For You to use

With a tight grip around my neck

You have the Power to do what ever You wish

I breath with difficulty

You glow over me filled of authority

With knowledge of my trust

Of my submission

Your hand on my cheek

Hitting me over and over

Making me pant

Meeting Your eyes

And beg, more

Please grant me more!

On Your command

I taste Your body

With a tongue of pleasure

Your body so heavy

Restraining me easily

You make me Yours

You make me happy

Wishes comes true

In sweaty lust

You know who I am

Your soul are as black as mine

We fall asleep later

In the knowledge

We have found peace

In a place filled of sin.

When she caress Your soul

With the softest of wings.

When she kiss Your cheek

With the softest of lips.

When she awakens Your deepest lust

Love and joy of life.

Then You know You received something

That not all is brave enough to Own.

I was asked these 3 questions some time back and I have been thinking and thinking about what to write and yet be true to myself and as such here is my answers:

What do I have to offer a Dominant:

My answer will have to be myself, everything I am, my thoughts, my feelings, my body, my heart.

My joy for life and everything in it, my willingness to learn and please with everything I am. The ability to give myself fully, without fear for the unknown.

I?m good communicator who is honest, trustworthy, devoted and loyal.

I have the commitment to be into something for the long haul even when things isn?t exactly the way I wish and if something is not working I rather sit down and discuss it to find a solution rather then rant and rave about it.

The dynamic of M/s and how it effects me,

I find that when owned I feel relaxed and more able to be myself I don?t have to think about every little thing, I feel fulfilled, happy, and content. I also get effected in the way that I surrender everything I am to Him, I don?t see the surrendering as me being weak I see it as me being strong enough to be true to myself.

My role as a slave as see it,

To use my body, mind and soul to serve and obey my Master and give him pleasure with everything that I am, I like to focus on His happiness rather then being pleasing as that comes easier and is truer to my nature. I see myself as one out of two people walking towards one path.

Lay down next to me
let me feel Your bodys heat
like the warmth from the sun
You keep me constantly on fire.

Lean in a little closer
so i can feel Your smell
moving over me like
a summer breeze.

Please lay still for a moment
so i get time to kiss Your neck
like the sand on the beach
i rest forever soft.

Let me lay in Your arms
and feel Your skin next to mine
like the flame of the fire
i constantly burn..

Is this a reward or a punishment?” Sometimes it is so hard to tell… the punishments are so rewarding… the rewards can be so punishing.

Wondering if it's time to move on from this place, ...

Since it's "Daddy's Day" here in Oz:

To girl’s Daddy:

You are everything to girl

Everything a beloved Daddy should be.

girl is so grateful

That You are in her life.

That she is allowed to be Your baby girl

she isn’t only grateful

For the fact You are You

She is also grateful

over Your cuddles and kisses as well as Your

Your strict rules and swift punishments

when girl is out of line

You make sure girl is obedient ,

and teaches girl to be the best she can be.

You protect girl from

Everything evil, dark and cold

Everything that wants to hurt her

She adore You so much

she cant even begin to explain

To girl You are her beloved, wonderful Daddy

For girl to serve and obey

Your baby girl.

xxx

Do You remember how it felt?

i do!

and i'm still wet, wild and willing,

while waiting for You...

Please give me:

The ability to listen,

and not only hear.

The ability to see,

and not stare myself blind.

The ability to be present, in each moment,

and dare to be caressed by chance.

The ability to let go, forget control

and instead follow my impulses.

The ability to trust,

In everything that life gives.

I made the choice to walk this road a long, long time ago and it has constantly fascinated me ever since, I have learned more about myself then I ever thought was possible, I have understood what makes me tick and what makes me, me.

At times it can be a little bit painful and hard to be me, I never wanted to be one of “the herd” I never care much about fitting in, I constantly want to break free from the norm and run with the feelings in my heart. This can sometimes be un acceptable be course I constantly want to push my limits and follow my hear.

I walked many roads in my longing to become what I needed to be and to find my way home, I have searched for many treasures beyond my own horizon.

In my longing to find my One Diamond I have collected many stones, stones I carried around unaware of their heaviness and worthlessness, but I had enough!

I have decided to walk free without fear against yesterdays storm and without worry about tomorrows rain, I will live true to my heart and focus on my love to life.

In the darkness my light has lead me, whispering softly in my ear, caressed my cheek after my tears, helped me when I fallen, given me faith when it seemed lost.

I don’t just want to survive life, I want to LIVE life, the way I want to, the way I need to, I want to live each day true to myself and in the now.

I’m here for You

Like an open book

…if You feel like reading

My corners might be a bit thumbed

To help the memory

But that was long ago now

And if the truth should be told

I have been read rather a lot

But most of the time only flipped though

Dusty and torn is my back

And the shiny covers is long gone

Between the lines of fading black letters

Is the story of me

…if You want to read

Some of the pages are taped

One or maybe two are lost

And never mind the red wine stains

Im sure they will disappear in time

My second hand value

Is still rather high

And I can promise You

I’m well worth reading

…if You just find the time.

The lust in Your eyes
and
The tenderness of Your hands
creates
and awakes
girls wild spirit
and hearts longing
and give her pleasure
far beyond
sense
and feeling

You ask me to be quiet
when You caress me
mute
and i love your words
in action

the light spreads truth in our souls last night

You were hiding far beyond songs

i can see You now

and i never stop looking

smiling there in the darkness

Be course You saw my soul flash in the night..

He looked at me, and each look was like a letter..

I cut myself badly yesterday

While travelling home

On a over crowded bus

Where I was accidentally

Shoved into the pieces

Of my own broken dreams

You say:
there is the southern cross
and points out into eternity
i think;
and here we stand
within reach of each other

With a steady grip

Around my naked neck

You press me down

Deep underneath You

Your tongue in my ear

Your grinning smile

Against my exposed throat

I smile back

Inside

Feeling my breath slow

Your hand on my nipple

Resting between thumb and finger

A sharp twist

And black pleasure

Taken over

Like an antelope under a Lion

Open and exposed

Put down and willing

I feel how I slowly

Drift away

With You around me..

Freedom

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in brilliant simplicity

with anticipation

over what is to come

falls the dusk

and carefully embraces the earth

feelings get entwined with thoughts and needs

like the caressing of fingertips

against girls longing skin

heart and soul

girl feel the moment

breath it

time and space gets married

into one

where girl humbly kneels

before her Owner

and exposes her vulnerable neck

before the pleasure

before love

before the joy of still being alive

Your fingers create greedy feelings

Sensitive warm skin that burn like fire

Where Your fingers just played

Your tongue demanding in my mouth

Talking without words between us

Breaths in my neck, shivers of anticipation

You speak and I meet Your words in actions

A moaning inferno over lips

The cunt glowing like a wet velvet sheet

There for You, to caress, spank and use as You please.

Lingers there like glowing red warmth over Your swollen cock

Breasts held up high, clamped and chained as per Your desire

A new version of me, an extension of You

You are hard in all angels, mostly inside me

Your salty taste, that milky aroma of You, that I love so much.

I beg, I whimper, shiver and shake

Concentrating so hard to follow Your every command

Asking with tender quiet voice “may I please cum for You Master”

A small nod from You, and I slip away, into that floating state

I mumble “thank You Master, thank You, thank You”

I cum there for You , with You, for Your pleasure

Soaked in sweat and with tears of joy running down my face

I thank the gods that I am Yours and that I am alive…

In my perfect world;

Communication flow freely and without fear.

It’s a world where humans who says they care for each other,

Are honest and straight.

They would rather tell each other what is wrong,

Then avoid each other.

They would rather be honest,

Then serve lies.

Even if their honesty hurts!

I don’t believe that;

to speak is silver

and

Silence is gold.

Not when we talk about feelings

I hate suffocating cold silence,

Betrayal and lies.

I hate when people can’t be honest

The worst with being lied too

Or to be ignored

Is the knowledge

That I don’t deserve the truth.

i used to lay there

on Your bed

and play dead

in red latex and black mascara

You always said

that was when i looked my most beautiful

since then

i haven’t really lived one single day..

She run

through His fingers

and

down into the quiet room

she disappear behind the reflection

of glass

don't touch her

she nothing else

but shadows and sand

You ask me to be quiet
when You caress me
mute
and i love your words
in action!

Never further from You

then a moment

a half heartbeat

a thought

together

He grab my hair hard

eyes shining from lust

orders me to suck, slow and hard

i cant do anything else but obey

wetting my lips with my tongue

before i close them around His cock

to give Him pleasure

The grip around my hair goes tighter

looking into His glanced over eyes

a smirk plays on His lips

when a moan escapes them

i cant resist smiling

a little myself

He taste so good

Out of the depth of girls soul comes the words;

girl is here please take her!

she would want You to know she has been waiting.

It just took such time to build a foundation strong enough for two,

the last one girl fell right through.

She had to climb upwards for such a long time,

before she realised how deep she actually went!

Now she doesn’t fall further down

then to her knees in front of You.

I found myself watched

By Your eyes

darkened by desire

Your lips smirked

From Your thoughts

Your darkest desire

Demanding hot sensual

The air that moves

Between You and I

~

There in front of You

I finally find myself being seen

Heavy demanding kisses

The word “Yours”

Escaping my mouth

~

Your words quiet and stern

I obey shivering from lust

Anticipation, eyes low, waiting

Fetching Your ropes, white and long

Sinking to knees

A moment of calmness and quiet words

~

Standing tall on high heels

Blindfold turn senses inwards

I want You

You want me

Hunger burns our bodies

Every second You Dominate me

Found myself Owned

Laid down

Stood up

And tied to a ceiling hook

And to You

~

Blushing skin

After hands and whip

Lines of desire on skin

Pain, just a little bit more

The sound from our mouths

Oxygen used

Balance and tenderness

Strength

Every second became as my wishes

The sea was calm

We were not

The truth makes up a pattern

That can look confusingly simular to a lie

Its made up from the same components

How do you define truth?

Is there another truth then the one we believe us to follow

A simple truth

A clean truth

The truth is demanding

With it’s need to convince about its sincerity

It’s in secret connection with the lie

The truth is a place without a place

It mirrors me both as me and as somebody else

The truth that exist today can be a lie tomorrow

It only need to switch owner a few times to become a lie

Is it more important to search for honesty then truth?

Do we really want the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?

Its easier to believe a lie you heard a 1000times

then the truth spoken once

Why lie when there is so many other ways to tell the truth

Do we need the lies to survive everyday’s reality

Is it allowed to lie even if your lie create happiness

Is it allowed to be quiet about the truth if it only creates grief and sadness

If I choose to tell the truth , people say; “is that a lie?”

If I choose to tell a lie, people say,;” is that the truth?”

isn’t it strange…

People consider themselves telling the truth

…only be course they don’t lie.

I mention Your name

I follow Your words

I follow Your road

I place my wellbeing in your hands

Look at my bare neck

Look at my sore knees

I place my life in your hands

I give You my body

I give You my heart

I give You my soul

I place my hope in Your hands

Will You accept me for who i am?

Mumbles during submission

Wonderful, full of wonders

Waiting, naked in my longing

Honest, dim the light

Darkness falls

~

Stand on the edge

Steady, mortal

Energy rising

Bubbles hotter then lava

Erupting, my passion

~

From the hottest of sources

From the middle of my being

Life boiling blood

~

Turn, I turn too

Submit my obedience

Give, I give my gift

For you to take, see it

Peaceful in the intoxication

Open, naked

I say, take everything

Consume all that is me

Enjoy

Feel it, take me

Suffering, pleasure

Between, room of silence

Of sounds, smells, touches

~

A pleasure

Shared

Divided

In a one that is us

that’s where I am

You are

We are….

your thoughts decide what you see, each thought you have, creates your reality...

put Your cock in the cunt that belongs to You

stroke it's inside

leave traces of You smell on me

drops of sweat created by the creation of us

right then - quiet my moans

with your heavy hand

breath hard against my ear

body heat, wet, running, steaming, hot

watch my eyes glance over, dark,

desire burning my skin

let me glow

smell, exist

bloom and change,

curse me and love me

~

please realise You got to let me

eat all your smells

lust filled, steaming out of your pores

open, created out of passion, fire, death

like blood, sweet, heavy running filling your body

i'm in search for your soul

lower yourself to my mouth

deep, to the bottom and again

- leave your taste,

the soft against my tongue,

your cum in my throat

love me, hate me, or condemn me

~

in sheets warmed by playing bodies

feel the smell of demand

kiss me - its no game

not Your control

not my vulnerability

only a privilege

like the hairs on your chest

rough in my mouth

You sink deeper in

filling me up

with desire

reaching the next level,

no longer appreciable

pulls me with You

stop existing

leaving my body

filled with smells

raw, twisted, dirty,

more then owned, and

with a wish

that You love me

Who do i dare to drop my mask for

Who will be allowed to see my face

Who will see me as i am

in all my vulnerability and strength..

Next to Your breath

that’s where i feel

The most alive.

Filled with truths

about a love so pure

it happens to so few.

when Your soul

looks after

the tears i cry

and Your lips

forms the words

i slowly start to understand.

It is then

i become Yours

so close in thought

that’s when then i dare to believe

we will become one.

but first let the night

take care

of our dreams

and all our longing

and the answers

they will come at dawn.

When You

grab me

Our body’s continental plates

crash into each other with a bang

and from the epicentre a tsunami is formed

just as intoxicating

as complete

unstoppable

i dreamt about You
just a moment ago
i was wide awake
just before the alarm went off
with Your name on my lips
i will go out to meet the day
blushing

It’s like I heard it all before, nothing feels new, a repetition. With some small small difference.

I'm the same and still new, despite all the growing, despite all the knowledge.

Despite all the words said and words read, its still, All the same.