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I am in a happ and healthy relationship right now. I am not seeking friends or potential partners. |
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Seriously considering stepping away from the lifestyle for a while. |
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I have a very good grasp on reality and my self. Please, if I warn you that I am hard to get to know, take that advice. I tell you for a reason. I know I have built up walls, I do this for a reason. I generally have more years experience in this "lifestyle" than many of my suitors. So please don't try and school me, or even think of trying to tell me I am not submissive. I am submissive, just not to everyone. The walls I have built to protect my self are there to keep me from getting hurt again. It has taken years and years to build these walls. They get a little bit harder to break through every year, and every bad relationship. Only one person has gotten to know me beyond my defenses, it took him 2 years to get to the point where he knew everything and I was 100% comfortable with him. This man was patient, kind, loving, supportive and my best friend. He still is one of my best friends. If you do not want to put in that kind of time to understand me, then please do not waste my time by sending me a message. |
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I have learned that staying up until 4 am is not my thing. I wake up grumpy and sluggish. |
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Some people dont need photos. I however now need eye bleach.... |
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Age is a factor for me. If you are more than 10 years older than I am please know I can only be your friend. |
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Today I saved three lives. Thanks American Red Cross. |
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I very much miss being owned. I miss having that some one who knew me better than I knew my self. That being said, I feel like that if i surrender to some one again that I will lose parts of who I am like I have in the past. |
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Work wasn't horrible today. We lost all Dairy and Meat products, Insurance will cover that... |
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Hurricane Irene...You don't impress me much.... |
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Wanted: Loving, caring, (possibly wealthy) well endowed Daddy Dom..Please inquire within... |
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I do not accept friend requests. This is not myspace or facebook.... |
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I do not need teaching, molding or any other sort of guidance, until I have found my Master. Then and only then I will accept HIS guidance and offer him my submission. I am quite happy with the way I am. Please do not be offended when I read your message telling me what I need and do not respond. . Really I am the only one who knows my true desires. Stop trying to pretend you know what is best for me. |
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It seems like I am never sweet enough. Never open enough. I am never submissive enough. I never communicate enough. I am never pretty enough. I never work hard enough. I am never...whatever...enough. I am so over being never enough. I want to love more than enough. I want to surrender more than enough. I want to feel his calm understanding touch more than enough. I doubt that happens. I doubt that I will ever be enough to be his one. I thing I am giving up just enough.
Bad day can you tell? |
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My whole body aches, and I just discovered a bruise on my neck...Oh Joy, Oh Rapture... |
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Scary but good night. All the right buttons were pushed. I wish my throat and head didnt hurt but they do. Either way mess and all id do it over again. |
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It's great to have my sex drive back. It is wonderful to be turned on by a touch. I didn't realize how far I had let my self sink. Welcome back lust and tinglies, You were missed. I had a great night, I didn't feel pressured or "weird"...now its bed time. totally pooped. shocking how tired good conversation can make you. |
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Happy Fathers Day to all the dads! |
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I hate that I have to say this, If you are old enough to be my father we can be nothing more than friends. I am seeking real life long term interactions. 32+ is pushing it. |
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Been feeling "little" a lot lately, I kind of like it. |
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What a wonderful weekend. I hope others enjoyed it as much as I did. Crossing my fingers to get the okay to go back to work tomorrow. Sitting around the house is making me crazier than I already am. Mix cabin fever with a relationship you have mentally and emotionally checked out of and you have your self a bored restless wreck. |
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I do believe wine brings out my "little" I am bouncy and playful. I also am whiny and sad. I like this. I like feeling "little" some times. Off to color before I fall asleep! |
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Tonight pain is keeping me awake. |
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I think I have wasted my time with my current relationship. He is vanilla. He is young. He has never dated some one longer than 6 months. I have had long term relationships, as long as 4 years. I am mean and a brat and controlling( when not being controlled) I think I am just to much for him to deal with. Im confused and angry. |
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Have you ever felt like you have mentally and intellectually out grown some one? How do you handle that? Does it drive you crazy that the person is some one you love but are bored when trying to communicate?
Frustrations of a vanilla relationship. |
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Nude pictures are boring, They leave nothing to the imagination. Id rather not see the whole picture, takes the fun out of getting to know some one. |
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Surgery went great recovery is going to be a breeze! |
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Surgery Today. Not as nervous as I was 3 days ago. Woke up starving. I can't eat until after im home tonight. After im home when im in to much pain to want to eat... |
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i never thought it would be so hard to sell off a bunch of shoes ive never worn! |
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had cortisone shot number 2 yesterday, hoping like hell it works so i dont have to have surgery |
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tomorrow i find out if i need surgery....thanks genetics. |
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got the best early birthday gift today...a PINK magic 8 ball with purple liquid! |
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day three after the cortisone shot, still in some mild pain and having slight discomfort. wish it would go away |
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got a cortisone shot in my knee yesterday. its against some of my moral standings on chemicals and drugs but it made such a difference |
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oh happy happy friday. weekend i have never missed you or needed you so much! |
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i fully believe that work is trying to kill me. |
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I hate the introduction to dexter.... |
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Just realized i cant afford to take the one class i wanted to take this semester. :( why is school ( and gas to travel) so expensive. |
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Snowed all damn night last night and all day today. i still had to go to work. one day i will work for a company who appreciates me alive, and is concerned for my safety. |
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I had the best day today. White christmas, got to spend it with lots of new family. Boyfriend got me black diamond earrings |
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So, I work in retail. today is my second "Holiday" in retail. Im just praying i dont kill any one. Merry Christmas! |
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bought my first car today i call him alpha. |
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Dear Black Friday, You have great deals but are not worth the assholes that dont realize you get further in life with kindness. Thanks for the great shopping. Hope to never meet you again. |
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16 days till he comes home! |
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Everytime i get a letter from him it's like christmas came early. |
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Taken, Happily...Just an FYI :) |
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So i realized today that i've never been to a funeral other than my grandparents, im leaving for a coworkers husbands funeral in about 15 mins. its so sad to see some one go before they are old and grey. its so sad to see some one pass before their parents. |
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its sad that i have to repeat myself. I AM NOT SEEKING SOME ONE OLD ENOUGH TO BE MY DAD, in all seriousness i am seeking some one closer to my age ideally under 30. i have no problems with friends that are older than that, but thats all you will ever be. |
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took some kick ass pictures tonight, too bad they are of my face! |
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if you feel the need to shorten three letter words when you write to me, please don't waste your time. i WILL NOT respond to messages that are one liners. and if you need an example i WONT respond to any foolishness like " how r u " come on we aren't 12 and we have full keyboards. there is no excuse for that kind of laziness. |
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when the washer and dryer are on my bed shakes....weird.... |
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Even with a terrible migraine today was still a good day, i am so ready for 4 pm tomorrow. cant wait to be off on tuesday. i pray hope wish that i will never have to work retail again. happy monday every one!
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Gotta love a birth control that tells you to have sex after you put it in to help keep it in place, of all the times to be single!!! figures your single when your doctor tells you to fuck! |
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http://www.stltoday.com/news/local/crime-and-courts/article_4d0f1a16-7bcd-5860-afdf-3e78140bdff7.html?sms_ss=yahoomail
This is heartbreaking. Its amazing what some people do with out giving a shit what happens to the person they are doing it to. |
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should know better than to get my hopes up. silly silly girl |
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i really think there are very few REAL men who are in to BDSM and under 30. This feeling makes it hard for me to want to try so hard to find "the One" i think im gonna stop trying and kinda give up. its not worth the wasted effort. |
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i very much miss having a Man in my life who knows how to take control, my break up (almost a year ago) still haunts me. I miss the way He knows me so very well. I miss Him guiding me. Why was I so blind as not to see how good things were/coulda been? I really miss some one having the power that he had over me. This makes me feel so stupid. I had a bad day and just wanted to be comforted. |
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finding a part time job for only 2 days a week is pretty damn near impossible. |
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Oh i cant wait to move, Maybe then ill have a job i dont despise.... |
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need to sleep but i cant fall asleep. :( |
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my car failed inspection today....:( |
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being a night owl tonight. |
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If you are are older than 31 but younger than 40 and message me, i may or may not be friendly. i am looking to settle down and have a family. my ideal person is no more than 10 years older than me. the age gap is hard to bridge with more than 10 years difference. |
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have i mentioned that i think firefighters are hot? |
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Firefighters, Policemen, EMTs, Military men....why are 90% of them all so damn sexy? |
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okay so i know my profile is black but there is stuff under it highlight it like you were going to copy it and it will show up white. i attempted to fix it and collarme wont let me and i dont have the time right now to mess with it |
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Really if you don't like what i have to say i am not forcing you to ready anything i have to say. so really i could care less about your snarky comments. |
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Work is slowly killing me, my knees hurt so badly i can hardly stand. i need some one to take care of me and tuck me in. |
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Finding people who are true is getting so much harder.... |
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people who brag about underage drinking piss me off. |
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look at this super awesome SCAM!!!
whit is a color now apparently
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I know that in conversation people start with "hi" but then don't show they have the slightest hint of a brain. following the "hi" message with "cam?" is just going to get you blocked. you have to attempt to be friendly to even get me to consider giving you my screen name let alone see my cam...people are so stupid. |
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if you are messaging me now that i have a photo and you would have never looked twice at my profile BEFORE the photo. please dont you will get an angry ear full a closed mind. |
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photos are like magic...magically trolls appear!! |
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oh no! im adding a photo! |
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gotten in the habit of blocking people... |
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its my birthday and i do what i wanna do what i wanna do what i wanna!!! |
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if you dont already know i am blunt, pushy and outspoken. easily mistaken for bitchy. grow some balls or dont talk to me. |
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no i dont know you and you cant be in my "friends circle" really this isnt fucking myspace.... |
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today i was browsing video only profiles. they are hilarious, hi im ____ i like this this this this. message me. or the classic smile and wave.
good entertainment....lol |
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maybe a play partner would be nice, i still dont wanna be owned, but getting my ass beat doesnt sound too bad ;) |
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i love when people think they know you and they are making assumptions. doesnt that really get you going too ? |
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attempting to write a fetish story, again. |
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shoes i have found the glory of wearing heels....now just to find the budget! |
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i dont accept friend requests with out ACTUALLY being your friend....what a concept! |
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i love when honesty and stupity mix |
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