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Pan Female Submissive, 43,  Bethalto, Illinois
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Good day E/everyone,

Thank You for taking the time to view my profile. I do not have much to say on it right at this time because I am not 100% certain of what it is that I am actually seeking. But I love friendly chat ( friendly NOT sexual ... PLEASE, see the underscored word there ) and I enjoy getting to know people so please, don't hesitate to drop me a line and I promise, I wont either.... smiles sweetly













 Submissive Female



 Under 5'

 140 lbs






 Lives For:

 Walking (Expert)

 Begging (Expert)

 Cages (Beginner)


 Domestic Service (Expert)

 Hair Pulling (Expert)

 Housework Service (Expert)

 Humiliation (Expert)

 Leashes (Beginner)

 Massage (Giving) (Expert)

 Mental Bondage

 Obedience Training (Beginner)


 Watersports (Expert)

 Cooking (Expert)

 Psychology (Expert)

 1950s Lifestyle (Expert)

 Lifestyle BDSM (Expert)

 Victorian Lifestyle (Expert)

 Eighties Music

 Christianity (Expert)


 Fine Dining (Expert)

 Musical Theater (Expert)

 Shopping (Expert)

 Travel (Expert)

 Volunteerism (Expert)

 Aerobics (Expert)

 Bicycling (Expert)

 Camping (Expert)


 Dancing (Expert)

 Gymnastics (Expert)

 Hiking (Expert)

 Rafting (Expert)

 Yachting (Beginner)

 Anal Play

 Corner Time


 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Public Exhibition

 Fisting (Beginner)

 Sensation Play

 Maid / Butler Service (Beginner)

 Outdoor Bondage (Beginner)

 Public Play (Beginner)

 Role Playing (Beginner)

 Spanking (Expert)

 Vibrators (Expert)

 Online Chatrooms (Expert)

 True Crime (Expert)

 Alternative Medicine (Expert)




 Chemistry (Expert)

 Nutrition (Expert)

 Writing (Expert)

 Country Music

 Nineties Music

 Pop Music

 Rock Music



 Amusement Parks (Expert)

 Antique Shows (Beginner)

 Bar Hopping (Expert)


 Flea Markets (Expert)

 Gambling (Beginner)

 Garage Sales

 Movies (Expert)


 Renaissance Faires

 Horseback Riding

 Rollerblading (Beginner)

 Snorkeling (Beginner)

 Wind Surfing (Beginner)


 Body Worship

 Gags (Beginner)

 Stockings (Beginner)

 Board Games (Expert)

 Comedy Shows (Expert)

 Historical Shows

 Role Playing Games (Beginner)

 Simulation Games (Beginner)

 Sitcoms (Expert)

 TV News (Expert)

 Web Surfing

 Astrology (Beginner)

 Karaoke (Beginner)

 Tattoos (Beginner)

 Astronomy (Beginner)



 Blue Grass


 Classical Music




 Judaism (Beginner)


 Basketball (Beginner)

 Bowling (Beginner)

 Darts (Beginner)

 Ice Hockey (Beginner)



 Art Galleries (Beginner)


 Coffee Shops (Expert)

 Going to the Opera (Beginner)

 Pilates (Beginner)

 Breast Play

 Cane / Crop Discipline

 Munches (Beginner)

 Pantyhose Fetish (Beginner)

 Plastic Wrap Bondage (Beginner)

 Puzzle Games (Beginner)

 Candle Making (Beginner)

 Keto (Beginner)

 Swinging (Beginner)

 Electronica / EDM


 Heavy Metal Music

 Hip Hop Music


 Show Tunes

 Auto Racing


 Curious About:

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay

 Strap-Ons (Beginner)

 Suspension Bondage (Beginner)

 Wax Play (Beginner)

 Poetry (Beginner)



 Bird Watching (Beginner)

 Running (Beginner)

 Scuba Diving (Beginner)

 Skate Boarding (Beginner)

 Weightlifting (Beginner)

 Yoga (Beginner)



 Electrical Play

 Genital Punishment

 Erotic Hypnosis

 Foot Worship

 Gas Masks


 Masks on Partner

 Medical Play

 Needle Play (Beginner)

 Orgasm Control (Beginner)

 Rubber Fetish


 Theatrical Scenes

 Vacuum Stimulation


 Cartoons (Expert)

 Horror Movies

 Science Fiction (Beginner)

 Beading (Beginner)

 Body Art (Beginner)

 Cross Stitch (Beginner)

 Investing (Beginner)

 Knitting (Beginner)

 Online Auctions (Beginner)

 Conservative Politics (Beginner)

 History (Beginner)

 Philosophy (Beginner)

 Physics (Beginner)

 Gorean Lifestyle

 Goth Lifestyle

 Alternative Music

 New Wave

 Seventies Music









 Body Building



 Horse Racing

 Kick Boxing



 Sky Diving



 Volleyball (Beginner)


 Raves (Beginner)


 Masks (Wearing)


 Romance Novels

 Meditation (Beginner)

 Blogging (Beginner)

 Paranormal Phenomena (Beginner)

 Diet and Exercise (Beginner)

 Female Supremacy


 Folk Music

 Opera Music




 Feng Shui

 Latter-day Saints



 Hard Limits:


 Being Massaged

 Fire Play

 Knife Play

 Oral Service



 Cuck Options



 Punk Rock Music



 Modern Paganism



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Journal Entries:
11/11/2013 5:28:25 AM

So on Thursday, I came home to Illinois where I belong... YAYYYYYYY YAYYYYYY YAYYYYYYYYYY, giggles.... It feels sooooooo good to be back home, and in my husbands arms again ( oh yeah, btw... He has decided that because I am making so many positive changes within myself with my newly found sobriety, that He most definitely wants to work on putting our marriage back together again... YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! Giggles )... No matter who or ( in some cases ) WHAT approaches me here on this silly site, NO ONE does for me what my Husband does..... Soooooooo again... YAYYYYYYYYYY me... giggles... I so happy...


Good bye to Florida for GOOD.... I am soooooooooo happy to be back home... THAT ( being in Florida for the past 5 months ) was quite an education and quite an interesting time.... And one I will never cherish being there but be forever grateful that I had been....

10/21/2013 7:56:18 PM

YAYYYYYYY, in 1 hour and nine minutes, I, once again, have 4 months sober tucked away behind my little belt... Its funny, I have had this before in my past but for some reason, this time, it is at a much higher level that I have achieved this success .... I am actually working my steps ( those out there, reading this, who are Friends of Bill W will understand what I mean by working my steps ) and I am also following suggestions and working hard on a good solid program to help ensure the sanctity and solidity of my sobriety ...

 SO YAYYYYYYY, giggles...



2/12/2010 2:17:25 AM
i was reading something the other day and i can't believe HOW profound it was to me so i thought i would share it here...

Watching you walk out of my life hasnt made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather it has shown me that IF i wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, IMAGINE what it will be like when the right one comes along....

WOW !!!!  To be able to put into perspective all the wrong choices i made and tried to hold onto for so long, when it came to men in my life, was absolutely awesome, smiles... And i thank the origional writer of that saying...

1/30/2010 5:25:14 AM
Ever wonder why Y/you??? Why does somethings happen to some people and not to others???

Some VERY sad news came my way the other day about my ex-sister in law... She has been called home by my Higher Power, (whom i choose to call God), at the sweet and tender age of 32...

Falling prey to the chains of addiction, she left behind four beautiful children and a husband, who loved her more than anything...even though they were seperated, due to her drug addiction...

my heart hurts soooo very much for those she left behind and her death only drives it home THAT much more to me that staying clean and sober is the ONLY way for me to continue being...

Yes... i was dragged down by those chains in the past eight years ( falling prey to becomming addicted to a pain pill ) and have a little over 4 months clean... Sometimes i cant understand why some people and not others... It should have been me soooo many times over... It should have been me... Why her??? Why not me???.... THANK GOD not me... thank GOD it wasnt MY children standing over MY grave saying a final goodbye to me... THANK YOU GOD so much... ( i am sooo very sorry for sounding selfish... and i am sooo sooo sorry for her children )

This is raw and has NOTHING to do with D/s, but has EVERYTHING to do with me... and I HAVE everything to do with D/s, in MY life... So i apologize if this offends A/anyone... It's not my intention, but in all actuality, i do not care... i hope that what i might say here reaches someone struggling with this disease, even if its just ONE person, and they hear the message i am sending here... THEY are NOT invincible and that this diesease of addiction does NOT discriminate against ANYONE... no matter who they are as a person ( rich, white, purple, black, or green... high class, low class or in the middle and CERTIANLY it doesnt matter WHAT kind of drugs they are ( prescription, or other wise )

i know her life on earth was troubled and only she could feel her pain...So go rest high on that mountain because girl, your work on earth is done.... and go to heaven shouting love for the Father and His Son...

( Again, not meant to offend )

1/22/2010 6:49:00 AM


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