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| Hello - thank you for noticing me. I will try not to make this too long - but there seems to be a lot to say.
Since i was very little i have been fascinated with everything to do with being a girl - and i have dabbled, as all little boys and girls do, and experimented, and played, all on my own, with my sexuality, and the physical manifestation of that - all really solo efforts *blushes*
I want to try again, to start anew, and begin as a little girl, learning about womanhood. I want to learn and grow and develop and make decisions, and experience certain things afresh.
I am not looking for any kind of engagement or relationship - that is not in my stars for lots of reasons - my personal responsibilities, my uncertainty about who i am which must i am sure come first, and of course as someone who is barely a sissy, i am not, i am sure, a terribly enticing prospect.
I will try slowly to tell stories about myself, some real and some fantasy, and i will post pictures if i may also.
I am fascinated by all things feminine - i love to experience them all - but i will try to exercise control - i have desires and needs like a big girl, but inexperience and wonder like a little girl.
I will try to be kind, i will try to listen moe than talk, but most of all i will try to be good - my first years perhaps as i try to approach an adolescent femininity should be chaste, and i will do my best not to succumb to the things i sometimes like to do under the bedclothes when the lights are off.
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Oh god, not a good weekend. I foolishly went out clubbing last night, and woke up in a strangers house- I have NO idea what happened, but nothing is sore that shouldn't be, so I think I'm ok, but I woke up with a terrible taste in my mouth and someone else's bra on.
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Morning
Sorry it's been a while, mum hasn't been well which has kept me busy and off work.
The sales have been awful, and I haven't gotten myself anything pretty and new in ages.
I also miss my CB3000 which broke a while back- I'm ashamed to say I have been touching myself non stop since. How often is it normal to do that? I worry that I do it too much.
Anyway, time for work, I need to save up, or find a way to earn some extra cash- I'm open to suggestions x |
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With a sister nearly two years older than me, and of course girls being more mature than boys, i looked up to her in every way, but none more so than when she started her periods
i was ever so nosey anyway, and had been fascinated with mums special stuff that she kept in the bathroom since i first discovered it - the leaflet on the tampons explained everything, and i was quick to ask my sister is she had started her periods yet - she was pretty cool about it, and said that she hadn't - i was 9 i think.
We were n holiday in Spain when they did start - we were sharing a room, and she called mum in one morning without getting out of bed - i was hushed out, but i managed to listen in and work out what was going on.
She and mum went in to the local supermarket and bought all the stuff girls needed - i think it was all doctor whites, with those funny belts and loops. Certainly that evening the bathroom was full of all sorts of girly stuff, and i was too excited for words - and i think a bit jealous, i wanted to have a period too!
To make up for it i took one of mums tampons and did something i had been thinking about for months - one leg up on the toilet seat, i gently eased one in to my tight little hole, and immidiately fell to the floor to have a little wank - and oh how wonderful it felt - it hurt and it burned, and i felt a little funny in my tummy but i loved it x |
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I started wearing Mums clothes when I was about 7- I was definitely at school by then. My sisters underwear wasn't at that time all that different to my own, and I'm ashamed to say I had been checking pretty regularly.
Mum had two draws for her stuff, the everyday, and then one "for best". I was just snooping when she was at the dentists with my sister when I discovered this- in my memory it was all golden silk, but I suppose it was probably nylon. There was a bra, a pair of knickers, and a slip, but I was most fascinated by the suspender belt- I couldn't work out where it went and what it connected to.
As I heard the front door go I had it over my shoulders, like some sort of bra, so I pulled on my t shirt and ran to the bathroom. My way of masturbating seems hilarious now, I would lie on my front on the bathroom floor with my hands over- or I suppose under- my tiny thing and the I would jiggle my whole body about until I got that delicious hair-on-end feeling.
Mum knocked at the door before I finished, so I leapt up, did up my trousers and let her in. I quickly returned the suspender belt to her second draw, and wondered when I would get to try it all on. |
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I can remember the first time I "dressed up". I was 5 or 6, and I have no idea why but I was looking in my big sisters room for something and I found, behind some blankets, a nappy. I think it must have been one of her old ones, because it was pink, though I suppose it could well have been mine or even a hand me down.
I took it back to my room, pulled off my trousers, and put on the nappy. It was way too small, and I couldn't really walk properly in it, which is I guess what made my mum ask me what was wrong at tea. I don't recall exactly what happened but she went mad, and I ended up in bed with no tea, and a spanked bum. |
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| Age: 23 |
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