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I've known for a long time that I was masochistic, but I've never really been with a partner who would go beyond a playful spanking. I need more than that.
The idea of placing my body and it's sensations at the whim of another...Well, it doesn't get much more exciting than that to me.
What am I looking for here? Right now, I'd just like to find the sadist half that will help me fulfill some of my masochistic desires. I'm not necessarily looking for a meaningful relationship (though I've come to terms with the fact that I probably can't have one without S/m) and I'm not looking to become anyone's slave (if I ever do, it will be with someone who I've played with, trust, and feel a connection to, not someone who approaches me with the idea of "owning" me right off the bat).
What kind of stuff am I into? Well, if there's a sensation I haven't experienced before I will almost certainly give in to it at least once. Like I've said above, I've never really gotten beyond a playful spanking with a partner, on my own I've some heavier stuff and have recently experimented with some NT (oh god, yes!) and am very curious about CBT. I do like gags very much, as well as any cuffs that lock (I have a bigtime lock fetish, is that a fetish?).
Am I going to find what I'm looking for here? I doubt it, but it's certainly worth trying. If you think you have complementary interests I'd love to hear from you, or anyone else who has comments, questions, or experiences to share.
...and I do have a photo I could share on request.
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