My main fetish is hypnosis. I have always sort of hated myself for being guy. It drives me to want to be a Man's Man. I am not a jock by a long shot but I can and will get fit. I am currently a Psychology and Telecommunications major at Indiana University. I dont like twigs or fatsos. I am not judgmental I do not consider 200 very fat. It could get better though. My goal is to improve. I want a guy who will not only love me as his boi and slave but push me to improve myself. I do face some bouts of depression but who doesn't. I am diagnosed with Asperger's syndrome but am not the poster child for it. I am social I try my best to fit in and sometimes that is a detriment to me.  For instance one of my goals in college was to join a frat. Unfortunately I am constantly rejected. My appearance is an indicator of my mood for instance if I am messy and un-showered one day it because I am having a really time. I am usually clean and proper when it comes to appearances. I can figure out a way to get in person if your serious but I hate people who waste my time. I am not giving up on my education but I am willing to do almost anything to accommodate other than withdrawal from school.